Hi all this is my first fic and yes I'm aware that its pathetically short and bad =)

This takes place in Shinji's mind just after the kiss Asuka and him share.

Do I love you?

If I lose you my world would end,

That kiss was nothing to her but to me...

My god,do I love her?

No way she's so mean but when she's mean she talks to me and that...makes me happy?

This is so confusing!

Arghh!

I would give up everything and everyone just for one more moment with you.

I love it when she smile's one of those rare times.

God I'll never forget that kiss even if it will probably be the worst one ever…

I'm just a moron thinking I'm in love with her...

or am I?

No I do love her every time I see her every morning I'm filled with a reason to live in this world this sorry excuse for a world.

Do I have a chance I wonder?

Probably not but I wont leave her not even if she wanted me to, I love her to much.

When I'm depressed I can look at her and feel comfortable inside.

I love you so much.

I love you Asuka...