Hello guys! Another song fic from me… I was kind of bored today so here I am writing a fic… Natsume is OOC here… There would also be a lot of flashback in the story. Anyway, reviews please and enjoy! Thanks!
Snowqueen1205…=]
It was a sunny morning in a familiar residence….
An old man was sitting outside his balcony, tearfully recalling his painful past.
(Flashback)
"Neh Natsume the movie is not yet starting; I'm getting kind of bored."
Natsume held Mikan's hand which made her blush.
"Eh?" she said while hiding her blush.
"So you won't get bored at all" his sweet reply was.
After a few more minutes.
"Yeah! The movie is already starting." she exclaimed.
"Shut your mouth! Everyone is looking at you."
"Sorry."
At the middle of the movie, Natsume noticed that Mikan was already asleep. He hugged her and moved her body closer to his and put his head on his shoulder and then he whispered on her ear… "I love you Mikan" she stirred after he said the word and a smile was formed on her lips but still she was asleep which made Natsume glad.
After the movie
"I didn't have the chance to watch the entire movie" Mikan was disappointed.
"How would you watch the entire movie if you fell asleep half way trough"
"Aw, but even thou I was still glad." she smiled happily.
"Why is that?" replied the crimson eyed lad.
"Of course because I was with you Natsume, because I was with the person I love." She smiled.
Natsume just placed a small smile only for Mikan to see, only for the girl she love to see.
(End of flashback)
It's not how long we held each other's hand
What matters is how well we loved each other
"Yeah she was my everything back then, but I guess it's up until now, I guess she's the only girl I'll ever love"
(Flashback)
"Natsume do you love me?" said by the now crying Mikan.
"Sorry Mikan but I have to. I'll be back I promise that. I'll be back here again to love you and to be with you"
"Natsume, I love you too, I'll wait for you whatever happens" she was crying.
"Don't cry Mikan, I don't want to see you sad, I want to see your smile."
She smiled a painful smile.
"Good bye Mikan, we'll see again, I promise that"
"Good bye Natsume, I love you"
"I love you too"
She waved goodbye to the limo while crying.
It was already spring and Mikan is like a lifeless doll, yeah you'll see her smile but not so often, she laughs but not so often.
"Mikan the principal wanted to speak to you outside"
She didn't even hesitate, she stood up and went to the said location.
"Mikan? Where is the same Mikan I used to have?"
"Natsume?"
"Who else? You look really bad, what happened to you?
"Since the day that you left me, it was very hard to live everyday. I know you've been in a mission lately but I want to come again with you"
"Mikan, what the hell are you talking about?"
"I want to be with you Natsume, life for me is worthless without me seeing or being with you, I want to see your crimson eyes starring at mine."
"Mikan" Natsume hugged her and they both reconcile never to be parted again.
(End of flashback)
It's not how far we traveled on our way
Of what we found to say
It's not the spring you see, but all the shades of green
"So that was I thought that it would be definitely be the end and nothing could ever separate us again. So all of these thoughts were wrong, very wrong. That's when that faithful day occurred, that day that I didn't even expect to happen.
(Flashback)
During their A class mission.
Mikan was hit by a poisoned bullet exactly at her heart and she immediately coughed out blood.
"Mikan!" he exclaimed after seeing the sight of his love one bleeding to death. He ran next to her and put her head on his lap.
"Neh, Natsume…" she said with difficulty.
"Mikan no! Don't leave me…" he said.
"Fight for me Natsume, finish them off for me." She said then smiled.
He stood up and gave their enemies deadly glares.
"Awww, what a sad scenario to be seen, two lovers fighting for both of their lives, very painful indeed" he was mocking them.
"Shut up! You're going to pay for this!" he was in rage, seeing the girl he loved bleeding to death was the last thing he wanted to see.
After a few seconds…
All of their enemy was burned to death.
He ran beside Mikan and put her head on his lap.
"You did great Natsume, I'm sorry I've became a burden" she said breathing heavily.
"Mikan…" he was starting to cry but he holds it back not to let Mikan see it.
"I'm really glad that I've met you" she said with a smile on her lips.
"Don't talk like that Mikan, it's as if you're going to die" he said, but the last sentence was the most painful part for him.
"It's not as if Natsume… it's already starting, I can feel it" she said painfully.
"No Mikan! Don't do this I'll bring you to the hospital as soon as I can" he said almost preparing himself to carry Mikan bridal style.
"No Natsume, I will not be able to reach the hospital once more. I can feel the venom spreading in every part of my body with just mere of seconds, so just stay with me please…"
Natsume was speechless, his mind was clouded, his love in is parting him once again but the difference is that she'll not be able to come back again.
"Natsume…"
"Yes Mikan?"
"I love you"
"I love you too Mikan,"
After a few minutes of silence…
Mikan was asleep peacefully.
"Mikan?"
"hmmm…" was her faint response.
"I love you so just don't die okay?"
"What if I can't hold that much long?"
"You'll do if you keep strong"
"I'll try…"
"I want to thank you Mikan for being a part of my life, thank you for showing me everything life has to offer, you are my life Mikan, I love you, do not ever forget that okay?" he held her hand which was somewhat colder rather than her normal temperature.
She laughed a little. "I love you too Natsume and I know that you know that…" she was coughing hard.
"Mikan…" he can no longer hold his tears back.
"Take care of yourself Natsume… smile for me okay? I love you…" then the hand that Natsume was holding began to drift downward.
"Mikan… Mikan… Mikan… Wake up! Don't leave me yet!" but it was already late, that was the last time they'll see each other alive.
(End of flashback)
It's not how long I held you in my arms
What matters is how sweet the years together
Then the old man started to cry…
"Sorry Mikan, I wasn't strong enough to protect you… I wasn't strong enough to smile for you… I was so afraid, like life was getting all of my happy times but despite that I still tried hard and fought my struggles, yeah, I tried to be strong and happy for you but still every time I do this I cannot help but to cry at night reminiscing the pain I feel inside…"
(Flashback)
Summer time at the class of 2-B
"Good morning everyone! My name is Mikan Sakura..." said by a lovely brunette with a smile on her face.
Natsume didn't even look at her, he wasn't even interested.
"As for Mikan, who's a new student let's pick her a partner… hmmm… let me see… oh yeah sine everyone already has a partner except for Natsume, then let it be him."
Natsume didn't even seem to care.
"You can sit right over there Mikan"
"Thank you Mr. Narumi"
She walked to her seat at the back of the room.
"Hi my name is Mikan Sakura and I'm glad to be your partner" she smiled, her heart warming smile.
Natsume looked at her and was stunned to see a living goddess right before him and what attracted him the most was her heart warming smile. He stared at her for some more seconds.
"uhm… excuse me? Is there something wrong with my face?" she asked, she was becoming conscious because of the constant staring of the lad beside her.
"Hn." Was his reply and removed his stare from her.
It became so fast and time moves so fast.
"Idiotic girl, meet me at the Sakura Tree after class" that was the note she found under her books, she was familiar with the handwriting so there's no need to ask.
After class…
"Natsume… Natsume!" she shouted while running then she tripped because of a small rock… "Ouch…"
"You're so clumsy" said a certain guy which came out from behind the bush.
"You should've help me at least"
Natsume held out his hand to help Mikan to stand up, she was shocked but she still accepted his offer.
Under the Sakura Tree…
"So Natsume what do you want to tell me?"
"It's because…I… love… Mikan…" he stuttered those words.
"Oh, so this Mikan girl sure is lucky, if I was her my reply would be 'I love you too Natsume'" she seemed disappointed.
"Are you that dense? How many Mikan do you know who studies here anyway? Only one and that is you! You're the girl I love!"
Mikan was shocked by the sudden confession.
"Oh, I love you to Natsume" was her calm reply.
"What?" Natsume was the one who seemed to be shocked.
"I love you Natsume…" she smiled.
Ever since that day, they became couples.
During their fist anniversary…
"Mikan…"
"Hn?" was her reply because she was busy drinking her shake.
"Do you have any idea why I choose to love you?"
She became curious, so she stopped drinking her shake. "Why?"
"Ever since the first day I met you, your warm smile enlightens my world."
Mikan was touched by Natsume's word, then she cried.
"Why are you crying?"
"Sorry, sorry, I can't help it. I love you Natsume"
"I love you too Mikan, I love you today more than yesterday"
(End of flashback)
It's not how many summer times we had to give to fall
The early morning smiles we tearfully recall
What matters most is that we loved at all.
He laughed a little.
"It seem kind of weird. Who would have thought I would fall for some clumsy and idiot girl like you. You amaze me more because despite all of your struggles you stayed calm and most especially happy. Yeah, maybe it was because of your never ending, heart warming smile that always made my day complete."
An hour later…
"Natsume, you have to drink upyour medicine…" but he was shock to see two young teens holding hands, laughing and looks like they're so in-love to be with each other.
It remained like that for a few seconds then it disappeared. It was later that Ruka realized that the young man was Natsume and the girl was Mikan, they were happy to be together, very happy indeed. He ran to his side to check on him but found him sleeping soundly with a smile plastered on his face…
What matters most is that we loved at all.
A few days later…
"Natsume Hyuuga, my best friend and my almost brother. He was with me every time I needed him. He was caring, smart and brave at the same time. He might be as cold as you knew him but deep down inside him he was very sweet. I thought that I would never see him smile in public but then again I was wrong, one day he met Mikan Sakura the girl he has ever loved more than his own life…" he paused for a while then he cried… "Natsume Hyuuga found dead on his balcony, peacefully on that faithful day with the girl he will forever love…" and those was his words.
It's done! Reviews please… I would definitely appreciate it.. Thanks a lot!...
With lots and lots of love and support,
Snowqueen1205…=]