Memories
I look back on those days I spent
Trying to figure out what it meant
I swear I didn't have a clue
Don't know how I could have been such a fool
Thought I had figured it all out
But then I was wrong all along
Always wondering something else
Never noticed what was staring me right in the face
But now that I look back on those days
How could I ever have missed
The signs I could see everyday
Never listening to what they had to say
Even when my heart skipped a beat
I told myself it couldn't be it
Now the days seem to drag on and on
Everyday I sing this crazy song
Even though you are now out of sight
Hoping I can someday set it all right
But now that I look back now
Wondering how I could ever have missed
Its too late to turn back now
Why did it have to come to me now ?
I never thought I would ever have to regret
The choices I made back then
I wonder what would have happened back then
If I would have realised what it meant
I know its no use thinking of those times
When I fed myself all those lies
Didn't think of the consequences
Now the guilt is rushing in
Thinking about way back when
This was not how it was supposed to end
Now when I have these flashbacks
I close my eyes and relax
The pain is what I deserve
Not going to run away anymore
But now I look back on those days
And realise there is nothing I would like to change…..