well, this is a totally AU story.They have nothing to do with ninja's in this.lol, so enjoy!


A cold wind blew against Sakura Haruno's face and threw her short pink hair in front of her eye's. She was on a hill side watching the sunset.

sigh

Her life recently hasn't been going well at all. For one, her ''best friend'' Ino has started going out with the guy she loves, And Ino dosent seem to care that Sakura's heart is in two. She also think's that she is alone in the world, Like she has none to care for her (which is o not true, for she has many people who love her). Her grades are going down too. To fight the pain she cuts. After school and before school. Kinda of like when you brush your teeth.

"I guess i should head home, Mom is gonna freak if it gets dark before i get home." Sakura sighs deeply standing up from the grass. She looks one more time at the beautiful sunset.

perfect

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Sakura unlocks the door to her house. As she opens the door, The wonderful smell of chicken crawls into her nose.

"Hello darling!" Sakura's mother welcomed Sakura sweetly.

"Hey mom."

"Sit down dinner in almost done." Her mother told her.

"Ok." Sakura replied.

She laid her stuff down near the door and took off her shoes. She walked to the dinning room in anticipation, she hoped her dad would be home for dinner. Oh yea, Thats another thing, Her dad was NEVER home. I mean sure, He was home sometimes, But not very often.

"So dads at work huh?''Sakura asked. It was a question that she didn't need to ask, Her mom would give her the same speech 'You father is working for us. You should be grateful.'

"Your father is working for-" She was cut off by Sakura's angry voice.

"Whatever! I don't believe that shit!" Sakura's mother was shocked at her tone of voice, And her use of language.

"Go to your room Young lady! I wont let my daughter talk to me like that!" Her mom hissed.

Sakura' stormed upstairs whispering 'I hate you', But even from a mile away, her mom knew she was saying that.

SLAM

The door closed behind her. She went for her drawer to got out a razer. She pressed it against her skin lightly at first, But then did it hard and violently. The pain was bad, But not like the pain she feel's and goes through everyday. She closed her eyes and memories flooded her mind.

Pain!

Anger!

Frustration!

Ugly!

Stupid!

She pressed the razer down harder on her wrist. Finally she stopped. Her eyes, Filled with tears. Her wrist, Covered with blood.

Why me?

There, With the razer in her hand, She fell asleep.

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Sakura groaned at the beeping of her alarm clock. She reached over and turned it off, And she saw dried blood all over her arm and bed.

"Great." Sakura complained.

She took off the sheets over her bed and got in the shower. The hot water felt good against the gashes on her wrist.

"mhhhh." She gave a sigh and stepped out of the shower.

She grabbed her uniform off off the hanger on her wall. She slipped it on and brushed her hair and teeth. She put a wrap around her wrist. So her mom cant see. She will just say that she cute her arm on accident. Her mom ALWAYS believes's it.

She is running a little behind time so she grabbed her coat and hurried out the door.

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The sound of her classmates went in one of her ear's and out the other. She sat in her usual seat by the window. Other people called it the 'emo corner'. They all make fun of Sakura because she acts all depressed. They don't know how she feels.

As class starts she gazes out the window and day dreams. She thinks of the perfect life...

perfect


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