Summery:So Tala is gay and finally tells his freands. but when the person he loves most hurts him in the worst way, what's he going to do. Can he find the streingth to go on? Or will he just give up on life?

Disclaimer: I don't own Beyblade. If I did... well let's just say it wouldn't be for the kiddies.

Warning: This chapter contains harsh language and Rape.(guy/guy) So if you don't like that stuff leave NOW. You have been warned.

A/N: Ok so I got this idea after watching Boys Don't Cry. Anyone who's seen it probably will know which scene gave me the inspiration for this fic. Any who, on with the story.

Chapter 1: Confession and Pain.

It was the beginning of February, and the Blitzkrieg Boys and the Blade Breakers were all gathered at Kai's mansion. Valentines day was only a few days away and everyone was excited, happy. Everyone, that is, except a certain redheaded Russian. Tala was nervus because, well, he recently realized he was gay.

Growing up on the abbey he had never really been exposed to any girls so he, of course, never really thought of girls in a sexual way. But at the same time he never really felt anything for the males on his team either. So he always figured that he was straight, or asexual which he really hoped he wasn't.

But recently he found himself feeling attracted to another guy. Though not just any guy. His former teammate and long time friend. Kai Hiwatari. The sexy blue haired Russian that he had grown up with. That's all fine and dandy, but Tala didn't even know if Kai was gay.

So with that thought in mind he cleared his throat to gain everyone's attention. Once everybody was looking at him he stood up. "Um. Guys, listen, there's something that I have to tell you, and I really hope you understand." 'Well it's now or never. God I really hope they don't hate me for this.' "I'm gay."

He stayed standing as everyone had time to digest what he had said. It was quite for a few minutes, before anybody said anything. Rei was the one to break the silence with a question. "So how long have you known?"

Letting out a sigh Tala sat back in his seat. 'Looks like they're ok with it. That's reassuring.' "Well, I think I've always known. On a subconscious level at least. But I just recently... You know. Actually consciously realized it. So, you guys don't hate me right?"

The surprising thing was it was Bryan, the usually quite and stoic one, who responded with a rather out of character comment. "C'mon Tal, do you really think we could hate you. Especially since your like a little brother to me."

That gained a rather cute blush and an embarrassed smile from Tala. "Thank's Bry."

"So," Ian said with a mischievous smirk. "Who's the lucky guy?"

Tala gulped. "Wha-what makes you think that there is someone specific?" Ok admitting that he liked boys was the easy part. Now comes the hard part. Telling his suspected straight friend that, hey, he wouldn't mind if he just fucked his brains out. Yeah this probably wasn't going to end well.

"Oh come on. You don't just randomly come out of the closet because you thought a guy on the street has a nice ass. There has to be someone that you really like, that way you're sure."

Everyone in the room was completely silent. All eyes were on the shortest Blitzkrieg Boy, Ian. "Hey Ian, when did you get so smart?" Tyson asked.

'Like he's has any room to talk about intelligence.'

"Like you have any room to talk Tyson." You know sometimes Rei could be scary. It was almost like he could read your mind. And that's just what Tala was thinking right now. "So Tala. Are you going to tell us or not?"

In all honesty he really didn't want to tell. He would have been just fine pretending that he never even mentioned being gay to begin with. To late now.

It was then that his eyes locked with Kai's, and it was as if Kai understood everything that he was thinking. His eyes sharpened. 'He knows'

"Come with me." It wasn't a request, and Tala knew it. Kai grabbed his arm and started pulling him out of the room, before telling everyone else to stay. He said he needed to talk to Tala. He lead him up to his room by his arm, and when they got there none too gently shoved him in. Tala stood up as Kai, with his back to him, shut and looked the door. He watches as Kai turned around, then suddenly...

WHAM.

Tala felt the familiar pain of knuckles smashing into his jaw and knocking him, once again, to the ground. Trying to stand up again he angrily hissed at Kai. "What the HELL was that for?"

Seeing Kai's arm move, he half expected to end up on the floor again. But this time he found himself slammed into the door, Kai tightly fisting his collar. He didn't know which one he preferred more. Being on the ground, or having a clearly pissed off Kai only a couple inches away from him.

"What the hell was that for? What the... Think about it Tala. I know your not stupid." Once again Kai had his arm in a vice like grip, allowing the hold on his shirt to be released. He was drug halfway across the room before Kai picked him up and threw him on his bed. Barely a second later he jumped on him, straddling Tala's lithe waist, and pinned his wrist to the bed above his head.

Holding Tala's hands firmly in place with one of his own, Kai used the other one too sharply slap Tala across the face before roughly grabbing his chin and turning his face towards his own. "You know, I always thought that you might be a fag(1) but I never could have imagined you'd be queer for me."

Tala's bright blue eyes filled with tears, but he didn't know if they were from being hit or Kai's words.

"But don't worry you little fag, you're going to get exactly what you want." And with that Kai harshly crushed their lips together, Tala's jaw still in a death-grip, and pushed his tongue into the smaller boys mouth.

'I don't understand. He's kissing me. But just a few seconds ago he said all those mean things. Why would he...' It was then that Tala realized what was going on. Kai was going to hurt him. He was really going to hurt him. With that realization he started to struggle against the person that he thought he loved, all the while he had tears streaming down his porcelain face. Not being able to get free he did the only thing possible. He bit the tongue that was invading his mouth.

Kai pulled back long enough to slap Tala once again. Now he ripped Tala's shirt open, releasing his hands to do so, and not caring about the buttons that flew off of his navy colored button down. This time when he moved to kiss Tala, Tala took his chance and pushed him away.

This didn't buy him a lot of time, but he made the most of it. He was able to turn over and scramble to the other side of the bed. He was almost off but something had caught his foot. No not something. Someone. Kai was holding on to his foot and was trying to pull him back towards him. Tala was luckily able to shake off his hold but this caused him to fall off the side of the bed.

Tala stood up and tried to make a break for the door. But Kai lunged at him, knocking them both to the ground, and hitting Tala's head against the corner of his night stand before he pinned him to the floor. He laid with his stomach on the floor and Kai on his back.

Once again he was stuck beneath Kai and unable to free himself. The only difference was, this time, he was receiving blow after blow to the back of his head, neck, and shoulders. He cried out as one particularly nasty blow hit him squar between the shoulder blades. "Kai... Kai, please don't do this. Why are you doing this?" His thin body shook as sobs wracked his body. Why would Kai do this to him? After all they've been through together, and know he was being hurt by the person who told him that he would always protect. "Why?" he whispered almost inaudibly, but Kai heard.

"Why am I doing this? Why do you think you little faggot. Because this is what you deserve. What even made you think for one second that I would be interested in someone like you?" With that he pulled Tala's head of the floor by his hair, only to slam his face back against the floor.

Kai flipped the red head that was under him onto his back. He looked down at the younger boy(2),who could barely focus on anything, only to see blood streaked across his pale face. Not paying this any mind, though, he hastily pulled off his belt and began undoing his pants.

After a few moments of being dazed, Tala finally came back to his senses and started to struggle. He put his hands on Kai's chest, fully intending to try to push him off, but to no avail. Kai was just to big. He only had one chance left, so he stated to scream. "Get OFF of me. Please. STOP." But it didn't seem to phase the older boy as he removed his own pants before he moved to slid Tala's pants and boxers down past his small hips, leaving him completely exposed. It was then that Tala started to scream for help.

"Go ahead and scream." Kai said as he removed his own shirt, all the while Tala still screamed for help. "This room is completely soundproof. Noone can hear you. So just give it up, cuz nobody's gonna help you." And Kai slammed into Tala, not even bothering to prepare the small boy first. Without waiting for the little redhead to adjust to the intrusion, he started to roughly thrust into him, electing screams of pain as his response. It was then that he felt a sharp pain in his chest. He looked down and noticed that Tala was scratching at him, and digging his nails into his chest.

"You little BITCH." He yelled, grabbing Tala by the wrist and slammed them to floor above his head. He held them there as he continued to move within the other.

It wasn't long, though, before Tala gave up fighting, and gave in to the numb sensation that was taking hold of his body. He just lay there completely broken, as Kai continued to abuse his tiny body with his ruff movement's. His hands were freed by Kai, when realized that he had given up. But he soon had one of Kai's hands holding his hips in a tight grip, the other had been slammed onto the floor by Tala's ribs to support Kai.

Kai used his grip on the boys hips to move him in rhythm with his thrust, allowing him to penetrate him further. All the while the while that he was doing this, Tala just laid beneath him with his hands by his head.

He didn't have to endure this torture much longer though, because soon his vision started to fade to black and he just let go of reality.

When Kai saw that the young Russian beneath him had passed out, he pulled out of him. He stood up and walked over to his dresser, leaving the bleeding boy on the floor, and poor himself a glass of brandy. Taking a sip of the burning liquid, he looked at Tala sure that he had 'learned his lesson', or at least the lesson Kai thought he should learn.

A/N: Ok (1)I do not hate gay people, in fact I have several gay friends. If you were offended by the names that Kai called Tala, I am truly sorry. And (2) I know Tala is actually older then Kai, but not in this fic. So I hope you liked the story and if you want please review.