Summary;
a happy sequal to Buffy suicide fic. It
posed me a real challenge but I hope I've risen to the occasion, I
don't think there's an ending where I can't write some sort of joyous
comeback.
Spoilers/Timeline; season six. Please read her story
first, in it Dawn sacrifices herself to save the world on Glory's
gantry and Buffy kills herself as she's unable to deal with the guilt
(lots of people forget that Dawn was willing to do that!). Please
note Dawn is 16
Rating- PG13
Pairing; Faith/Dawn, Dawn/Buff
(emotional only)
Disclaimer; these characters are not mine and
belong purely to Mutant Enemy productions. This is a non profit
article
Distribution; do what you like
Feedback; what I live
for
More than flesh and blood
Faith
stuck the sword into the demons chest with all her might. It looked
surprised for a moment, a startled expression in all eight of it's
eyes until they disintegrated as she tore the blade upwards, slicing
it's head in half from the bottom up. It fell to the floor, cut down
the middle like a banana split.
D'hoffryn picked himself up and
brushed himself down, struggling to maintain some dignity. Faith
leveled the sword at his throat. He looked at her with uncertainty.
"You owe me" she said evenly. "You know what I
want. Bring her back, bring Buffy back!"
He shook his head as
if genuinely sad. "No, impossible. I can twist reality, bend
dimensions, reverse time but over those born of flesh and blood I
have no domain. They live and die due to their own choices and powers
beyond my control" He was gone before she could even think to
reply.
"Son of a bitch!" she exclaimed.
She
flinched instinctively as the police cruiser rounded the corner. The
cops passed her by with a long searching glance in her direction but
it had more to do with her leather trousers than any professional
interest.
"Relax" she chided herself. "They're not
after you any more" She sometimes wondered if there was anything
the Council couldn't do. She had a few parking tickets they could
probably take care off, it was a real bitch trying to park the
geekmobile. She'd loved Joyce dearly but she'd had lousy taste in
cars. She guessed it had been practical for her job at the gallery.
She also had a library book that had been sitting in the bottom of
her old wardrobe in Boston since the fifth grade but that was
probably beyond even the Councils' influence. Getting a convicted
murderer released scot-free was one thing, messing with the library
service something else entirely.
1630 Revello was in darkness.
Willow and Tara were out at Spellcasters' Anonymous, sponsoring Amy
through her twelve step programme. At least in prison there was
always someone to come home to, you were never alone.
Nor was she
here. Miss Kitty sidled up to her and rubbed herself appreciatively
against her legs. Faith gathered her up in her arms and stroked her.
At least someone was always glad to see her. The cat that walked
alone, indeed.
Or not. "Getting kinda fat girl" Faith
observed rubbing the purring cat's swollen tummy. She wondered what
they would call the kittens.
She hesitated before entering the
house. It never really felt like home, she was always the cuckoo in
the nest. And the real owners were all gone, all safely in the
ground. She felt like a pretender, a thief in the night, guiltily
inheriting all that was theirs, both materially and in other
ways.
She spotted it as soon as she entered, the demon crouching
in the shadows of the corner, low, curled on all fours, waiting to
strike. She cast Miss Kitty aside and kicked the coffee table at it,
knocking it sprawling further back into the dark recess. In a moment
she was upon it, her knife poised to strike.
"F...f...faith?"
"Dear God" she thought. The knife slipped from her hand
and clattered to the floor. Faith's arms embraced her, forcing their
way through her trembling and frantic struggling, enveloping the
naked female form before her.
"Don't hurt me!" she
pleaded.
D'hoffryn's phrase cycled through Faith's mind again and
again "Over those born of flesh and blood I have no domain".
But
then not everyone was.
Miss Kitty walked up and rubbed herself
affectionately against Dawn's bare legs.
"FAITH!"
She
was there in a moment, as quick as slayerspeed could carry her. Dawn
was sitting upright in bed, lashed with sweat, shaking and wan. Miss
Kitty had retreated to the corner, her back arched, wary.
"It
was here again!"
Faith mopped Dawn's sweatsoaked brow with
her hand. She pulled back the covers and slipped in beside her,
sitting her on her lap and wrapping her hands around her waist.
"It
wasn't Buffy, Dawnie, she's gone. It was just a dream"
She
felt Dawn gradually relax and lean backwards into her embrace. She
had long since lost her heart to the youngest Summer's girl, part
sister, part child, part lover to Faith who desperately needed to be
needed herself. She'd always wanted a sibling, for a moment jealousy
of Buffy reared its head again but she banished it quickly. It was so
easy to be at peace here, she never felt more content than in Dawn's
arms.
"Faith" Willow beckoned to her from the doorway.
Faith reluctantly swapped places with Tara and followed Willow out in
to the hallway. What was this? Surely these two were the last to
object to her and Dawn's relationship? Or perhaps that was it, were
they jealous?
Willow opened her hand to reveal a softly glowing
crystal. "This is a remnant stone" she explained. "It
picks up residual traces of ghostly activity"
Faith looked at
Dawn, falling asleep, her head cradled in Tara's lap. "She's not
dreaming is she?"
Willow shook her head.
She
opened her eyes. The world slowly took focus.
"Buffy?"
She
tried to speak. It didn't come. She felt weird, as if she was trapped
in Faith's body again.
"B?"
She sprang to her feet
and assumed a fighting stance. Instinctively Faith did the
same.
"Buffy, is that you?"
"Willow?" she
could talk. Faith backed away as Buffy took in her surroundings. They
were all there. Willow, Tara, surrounded by heaps of spell books and
magic paraphenalia. Xander, Faith with Dawn semi-hiding behind her,
Anya, a girl she didn't know, Warren...
Warren!
"You put
my soul in the Buffybot!"
They nodded, looking guilty. Xander
picked up a mirror and Buffy examined her reflection in it for a very
long time. "We had to Buff, your real body was gone and your
soul wasn't at peace"
"OK, that's our deal done"
announced Warren. "Let's go!" He took Katrina by the hand
and started to drag her outside.
"Warren!" she exclaimed
breaking his grip "Don't you want to see if it worked?"
"No,
I don't want to be here if it didn't! I'll be in the car!"
Katrina
picked up her coat and prepared to follow him outside. "How do
you put up with that jerk?" Anya asked her.
She shrugged "I
love him". She walked outside as he blew the horn impatiently.
Faith led Dawn forward by the hand. She felt that she was losing
something precious but gaining at the same time. The right path was
never the easiest, something she'd also learned in prison. Dawn
seemed more afraid than any of them.
"Buffy, is that really
you?"
Buffy was still consumed by her reflection. "Couldn't
you have made me taller?"
Everyone laughed, everyone but
Dawn. Buffy looked at her and extended her hand.
"It's me
sweetie. It really is!"
"But...you're a machine"
Dawn objected. She wanted to go forward but looked unwilling to let
herself go, to accept ther her sister was really back.
"Yes"
Buffy examined her perfect plastic hands. "I'm a machine. But
it's me in here, the real me. There's more to humanity than flesh and
blood"
Dawn took her hand. The sisters embraced.
Buffy
looked at the stars. The noise of the party was so loud it made them
seem to tremble in the night sky. She was glad to get outside and
find some quiet.
Giles joined her. "Don't you like the
cake?"
She shook her head and proffered him her piece which
he accepted. "My taste buds aren't quite right yet. Willow says
she can fix them. At the minute the only taste I crave is Spike"
She
smiled as Giles choked on her cake, deciding not to finish the rest.
"I've been fighting unimagineable evil for six years and that's
still the most appalling thing I've ever heard!"
"At
least I don't mensturate any more"
He nodded, determined not
to be abashed. "Do you still have to go to the bathroom?"
"Oh
yeah, but for some reason I don't seem to take so long in there
anymore"
"What was it like?"
"The
bathroom?"
"The afterlife"
She was quiet for a
moment. "Imagine the best feeling you ever had in your entire
life, imagine being embraced by everyone you ever loved at the same
time and knowing perfect peace and contentment for eternity"
She
looked at him with emphasis. "Whatever you can imagine it
doesn't even come close!"
He paused but the question was
inevitable. "Then how could you bear to come back to
us?"
"Because I knew Dawn needed me. Don't ask me how, I
just knew..."
"And?"
"And mom said it
wasn't my time. That we'd be together eventually but not yet".
Robots didn't cry. Warren had made her so she wouldn't, crying was
blackmail, good girlfriends didn't cry. But whatever it was, clear
hydraulic fluid, fake saliva, lubricating agent, it welled up through
her eyes and down her cheeks in a steady stream of tears, staining
Giles' cardigan as he clutched her to him.
