The words that you spoke

The words that you spoke

Left such a wide hole

So much pain….

Why did you leave

Me in this rainy place?

Where all my memories haunt me

Without you the sun never shines

Without you I'll never be whole again

Don't leave me again

I can't take the pain!

With you here

You've made me whole

But now another must receive the pain

How much more can I take

How much more pain can I give?

When will the monster inside of me leave?

When will the pain and fear and worry

That you'll leave me leave my mind?

You've caused so much pain, my personal sun

When will you figure out the pain I've caused you and run?

Run from the monster that I've become……..

Run before you get hurt again

Never will a tear leave me for you again

Never will I hurt my gravity for my personal sun

You will be hurt but you will live

Unlike me when my gravity disappeared

I was broken

You will live a life without me

You will forget the love you once had

Soul mates are suns

But life mates, existence mates, the one thing that trumps the soul

Is gravity to the one you love…………

forevermore the raven cried