Disclaimer: I own nothing except fo my own characters Ebz, Trinity and Rebekah. everything else is j.k. rowlings

Lily pov

Funny whenever anyone thought of Lily they saw an innocent naïve teenager without a care in the world it's amazing how wrong these people are for lily isn't as innocent as she looks, but is naïve even after the beatings her father gave her and the way her friends treated her. They never assumed she had her own problems without adding there's to it as well. Subconsciously she pulled her sleeves down lower as a teacher walked past, it wouldn't do to add to her problems. But she needn't have worried , as always they were to wrapped up in their own happy lives, how could it be that eyes are meant to be the windows of your soul and yet they haven't seen that hers was empty? Even James her so called best mate or Sirius or remus didn't see anything besides her false smiles, and when they did they just thought it was the wrong time of the month. Ha. More like wrong life! 'yet again another lesson in which I have to be Miss Perfect' she thought as she walked into the forbidden forest everyone was scared of it yet it was her only refuge.

James pov

James gazed absently out the window 'yay' history of magic god if this boredom kept up much longer he'd probably end up dead too. He couldn't help but wonder if that's how Binns died planning his own lessons! He smiled at his own sarcastic thoughts and threw a message to Sirius, asking if he'd seen Lily today. Sirius' only response was to make obscene gestures which had remus in fits of silent laughter. James would have glared had he not been distracted by the girl next to him and the sight of Lily, walking into the forest alone… apart from the perverted git Lucius walking behind her

Lucius pov

He knew he shouldn't but he couldn't help it. Lily, the mud blood who hung around with the perfect Potter. Lily who was a Gryffindor and therefore someone he despised yet she was also how could he describe it … well she was just lily. And the perfect rebellion to the ass he called a father. A pureblood with a mud blood it was unthinkable which was why he was drawn to the idea. Well that was his excuse. But a major advantage was the fine ass and the huge watermelons. Not to mention the fact it would get around the school and ruin the Gryffindor reputation.

Lily

"For god sake why can't you just all die!" she screamed into the open space letting out all of her bottled anger, since she had left her blade in her room that morning it was the best she could do. Plus it got her out of having to go to lunch, which was always a good thing. Funny how Dumbledore was supposedly always keeping an eye on the students from non magical backgrounds yet he hadn't noticed she hadn't been to the great hall for lunch for about a month. Or the crimson riverbeds her arms had become. She smirked at the irony of it all, the best student in the school is the one with all the shit going on. Gotta have a meaning there somewhere but she just couldn't be bothered to figure it out. Instead she started to notice that there was a pair of rather shiny shoes, which clearly weren't hers and that they were right in front of her. 'what do you want Malfoy?' she knew he was probably here to put her down yet again but as she didn't have her sharp friend with her she really couldn't be arsed with it.

'polite as always but then again what can you expect from a Gryffindor?' he sneered god she really wanted to wipe that smirk off his face!

'You can expect someone who isn't likely to stab you in the back as soon as look at you.' that touched a nerve she smiled her most innocent smile before continuing 'oh yea by the way Ebz told me to tell you that congratulations yours was so small there's a reason she turned gay, at least then she can find it.'

'As opposed to you , the only whore in the world who isn't getting any. Then again I suppose now Ebz is in your category.'

'Oh and what would that be? Bitches who are too good for you?.' she smirked and walked off at least some good had come from today she got to put another pathetic male in his place.