A/N:Hey All! So i just became a fan of Grey's (I fell hard and fast for the show... expecially Meredith) I've had friend try t get me to watch it but i was always like noway that's a stupid show... and then i watched one eppisode (Where Meredith drowns) and I'm now crazy about it! So anyway's I hope you like the story and please review your feedback will determine if i go on or not... sorry for any grammar mistakes.

Meredith Grey sat in the residents locker room clinging to Izzie Stevens hand as if it was her life line. Her heart was thumping wildly in her chest threatening to jump out at any moment. The next five minutes could change her life forever. She wanted this, her and Derek both wanted this. But she couldn't help but be afraid. What if she ended up like her mother and screwed this kid up? She clinged tighter to Izzie's hand and looked at her helplessly.

"Has it been five minutes yet?", She asked quietly.

"Four." Izzie smiled.

Now normally it would be Cristina with her for this sort of thing or her husband but as both of them where in surgery they were unavailable and her next choice was without a doubt Izzie. She also would have normally done blood work or an ultrasound instead of buying a pregnancy test while on lunch break and sneaking off to the locker room with one of her best friends. But she didn't want the whole hospital to know before she got a chance to tell Derek like last time. A loud shriek from Izzie shook her out of her thoughts. Meredith's head snapped up and she looked at Izzie expectedly.

"Well?", She demanded fidgeting

"Your totally pregnant. Or at least this thing says you are. We should do like I don't know an ultrasound isn't that what Cristina did last time you thought yo were pregnant? This is seriously so cool Mer." , Izzie exclaimed clapping her hands together.

"Holy shit." Meredith whispered snatching the pregnancy test away from Izzie to look at it herself. Sure enough there was a little plus sign on it. Meredith almost passed out.

"I need to talk to Derek." She muttered

With that she rushed out of the locker room without another word to Izzie who stood in the doorway watching her run out of the bathroom confused as to why she wasn't currently jumping up and down. In her haste to find Derek she ran into Christina.

"Um I thought you were in surgery." Meredith said a little loud.

"Was in surgery I just got out."

"Oh cool, cool were is Derek?"

Cristina sighed and pointed at a room across the hall. Every since the two of them got married Cristina and Meredith weren't quiet the same it was almost like Meredith didn't have the time for her anymore.

"Thanks.", she smiled at her person and hurried to the room. Through he window she could see him talking to a patient. She knocked lightly on the window to make her presence know and smiled at him. He looked at and gave her smile but it didn't quiet reach his eyes like the smiles she was used to. He held up his hand to tell her he would only be a minute and continued on with what he was telling the patient. Five minutes later he stepped out of the room.

"Bad day?", She asked kissing him lightly on the lips. She Put her arms around his neck and gave him a bright smile.

"Just had to tell a patient the surgery was a failure and he's only got a couple months to live. So yeah today kind of sucks." He said a little bitter sounding he ran his fingers through his unruly dark hair.

"Well I have some news for you that may make your day better."

"Oh yeah and what's that?" He asked pushing her lightly against the hospital wall.

She sighed and stroked his unshaved cheek tracing his jaw line. She knew she was stalling she was nervous as hell that he would be upset but the news she didn't know why she thought that though. They already had a kids bedroom in their house actually a couple extra bedrooms that they said would be for their future children

"I'm pregnant." She said so quietly he almost couldn't hear her. He looked shocked they had talked about it and were even about to start trying but they thought they should hold off so Meredith could advance further in her career.

"Pregnant, pregnant? Like there's a baby inside you kind of pregnant?" He asked quietly.

"Yeah, Pregnant like your going to be a father and I'm going to be a mother pregnant." She laughed standing on the tip of her toes to kiss his lips. He looked at her blankly for a moment longer before a smile broke over his face and he pulled her up to kiss her passionately. They knew they would probably get in trouble for kissing in the hall while they should be working but neither could bring themselves to care. They were going to have a baby. Finally they would be a family.

"Sheppard."

The broke apart and both said yes at the same time causing them to both laugh. It was the Chief of surgery.

"I believe the both of you have a surgery to get to." He said giving them a stern look that said they were being extremely unprofessional. Meredith and Derek said their good byes both of them grinning like idiots and hurried off to their respective surgery. They couldn't help but think that life was good.