Authors Note: This is something that came to me when I should've been updating. It's a one piece Max POV that takes place after Season One. The song used is by the talented and oh so fine Craig David called "One Last Dance". Enjoy.
I look at her
She looks at me with tears in her eyes
"Max" she whispers sadly as her tears continue to fall
I refrain from looking into her bewitching green eyes because I know this has to be done
"We both knew that this could never be" I say
My bestfriend
Your bestfriend
They would never let us be
One
last dance with you
Even though what we have is strong
Both
of us know that we've done wrong
You could lose everything
Need
to give it up
I watch as you start to protest
"They don't matter anymore. They don't love us"
This may be true but they still wouldn't allow us to be happy
Instead I say "But do you love me?"
She stops and under the streetlights I bask in her beauty
She takes my breath away and I feel myself begin to lose the strength I need to do this
My green-eyed pixie smiles and says, "I could, not right now but I could in time"
The honesty in her eyes breaks whats left of my heart
It's not fair that we should continue to suffer this way
"I could too"
Just
one last dance with you
For all the moments that we shared
All
the lies they don't compare
You gotta go back to him, and I
realize that
Every time I see your face I know
There's a part
of me that can't bear to let you go
I cry harder after those words leave his lips
Who would have thought that Max wold have become so important to me?
I cry now because after tonight it would be as if it never happened
As if we never happened
Yet I know that he's right
We could never be together, happy
"I understand" I say attempting a smile to show him that I truly do
He smiles the same fake sad smile that I'm sure is attached to my own face
I take a breath before asking "Can I...can we have this night"
And
I would give my heart
Give you the world, risk losing everything
I got
I'd give it all to you
Though I don't wanna stop
I
know it's the right thing to do...yeah
His eyes widen and I realize what I've said
"No I just want to hold you, so that I'll always remember that this wasn't a dream"
Max simply nods and pulls me from the bench that we'd been occupying
Minutes later we're in my empty house staring at each other knowing that this will be the last time
The melody of a familiar song plays from my radio
We both smile as we remember
Our first kiss, the one's that followed
We were all that we had and now we have to give it up
They wouldn't understand but it's no use there can be no us
So I simply say "One last dance"
One
last dance with you
So hard to find the words to say
But I
can't see any other way
Girl you've risked everything
Time to
give it up
Just one
last dance with you
And though it breaks my heart to leave
We
both know it's time to let it breathe
You gotta go back to him,
girl I realize that
Every time I see your face I know
There's
a part of me that can't bear to let you go
I pull her close and she rests her head on my shoulder
We dance slow as our song plays on
I reminice
She starts to cry again and I hold her closer
Closing my eyes I try to hold onto the fact that what we're doing is the right thing
He loves her, I'm sure of it
Just as I'm sure she still deeply loves him
I pull away and tilt her head up towards my own
I stare mesmerized by her
She kisses me and I kiss her back tasting the saltiness of her tears
So
many times we tried to hold back
We been here before now girl
And it feels so cruel, yeah
A million tears won't change the
fact that
I find it hard to play the game
When I feel like
i'm the one to blame
He pulls away and leads me towards my bed
We lay there together not wanting the night to end
I fight my own drowsiness knowing when I wake up he'll be gone
Sure enough when I open my eyes to the sunlight streaming through my bedroom I'm alone
I can only cry
But
I would give my heart
Give you the world, risk losing everything
I got
I'd give it all to you
Though I don't wanna stop
I
know it's the right thing to do...yeah
I see her for the first time standing at her locker
I want to go to her instead I turn around but I'm slow to react and she sees me
We stand there caught in our world, the Max and Maria world we foolishly created this summer to cope
To allow our broken hearts to heal
Against it's will my feet begin to move towards her
"Max!"
I turn around to see Liz coming towards me
Turning back to Maria but she's not speaking to Michael
I smile bitterly as I realize that this is exactly what I wanted
This was the right thing
As she follows her future, she turns back and we smile together
And remember our last dance
And
I would give my heart
Give you the world, risk losing everything
I got
I'd give it all to you
And make our peace with god
I
know it's the right thing to do...yeah
