A/N: I thought about writing this while I was in my History class, half-asleep and drooling all over my desk. (Eww) As I sat there, also half-dead, I realized that I've never made a short story? Also, I've never made a 'one person point of view'. I think they're fun to write, so…I made one!! Yay me!!
Okay, let me just lay down some knowledge for 'ya.
No. 1 Rin is 16
No. 2 Sesshoumaru has both arms.
No. 3 I decided to hold off my long high school story thought about the Inu cast for a later date.
No. 4 If I get more than at least 3 reviews, I will add to this story.
No. 5 It is Rin's point of view.
No. 6 Onegai-please//Dijoubu-are you alright//Hai-yes//Iie-no//sumimasen-sorry//I understand that these words may not have the perfect grammar, but oh well!!
No. 7 PLEASE ENJOY IT!!
Warning: This is a lemon story, possibly in the next chapter. EnJoY!!
Disclaimer: I won't argue, although I am sad…I don't own anything of Inuyasha.
Rin's 'boring' week
Rin's P.O.V (all through story)
So here I am, another boring day of doing absolutely nothing but sitting atop of Ah-Un while he walks and listen to the sound of my skin sizzling off by the hot rays of the afternoon sun. I sighed softly to myself. It was one of those 'so boring' days that had me exhausted from boredom. Did you hear that! Exhausted from boredom!! My God, I'm going insane!
But don't get me wrong. I love traveling with Master Jaken and Ah-Un, and especially my Sesshoumaru-sama. I took another sigh. Sesshoumaru-sama. Just watching how valiant he walks and his hair gently flip from side to side as he took each step made it feel like instant heaven. He was such a beautiful sight, even now as he walked in front of his small group of misfits. It's weird, in the long eight years that I'd know him—that's right, I'm 16— I've never felt this kind of weird sensation when I looked at Sesshoumaru-sama. Sometimes, I wanted to reach out and touch him, his soft looking pale face, his silky silver hair, and those erotic magenta stripes. But I know that if I even dared to touch him, he wouldn't be pleased at all. And yet, I couldn't describe nor find the reason why I wanted to touch him so badly, just to have my hands touch what they've been craving for. At times, I had to fold my arms to my chest or clasp my hands behind my back. Yes, the cravings were that bad. Oh, and sleeping beside him at night had turned into something much more than just a wanting decision, I needed to sleep beside him. Somehow, his smell of Sakura trees and that oh-so seductive smell of manly musk always seemed to calm me from the fearful knowledge of what might be in the darkness of night.
Dammit! Why was I thinking such thoughts! There goes my mind playing tricks on me again! It's turning me on again!! Oh, I just hope Sesshoumaru-sama doesn't notice!!
And sure enough, I heard it. "Rin." The seductively smooth, deep voice said. I tensed. Oh crap, could he sense something in my smell that got his attention?
I looked up to see his dark honey eyes gazing at me from his stance in front of Jaken, who just bumped into his leg. He just finished his string of apologies to his lord.
"Hai, Sesshoumaru-sama?" I asked as innocently as I could. Hey, it's worth a try?
But then, I noticed something in his eyes. It was a more intense shade of golden, more wide and active looking, even though his expression stayed the same ol' stoic-ness, his eyes stood out a lot more.
He waited a few seconds in hesitation before finally parting his beautiful hearty lips, "We will rest now. I have to depart for sometime, so Jaken will look after you until I return. I trust you will behave well?"
I sighed, in my head was a little party just thanking the heavens he didn't notice anything odd in my scent from my earlier thoughts. But I quickly responded, "Hai, of coarse Sesshoumaru-sama, You needn't to worry about my behavior, I will be very behaved while you are absent." I tried to sound smart and respectful. It always seemed to work because now I could see a ghost of a smile on his perfect lips. Yay me!
He nodded his head. "Very well," then he turned to Jaken and his ghost of a smile became a ghost and disappeared. "Jaken, you are in charge of looking after Rin, if you fail to look after her properly, consider yourself dead." His eyes turned a hard stone glare.
I inwardly shuddered. He wasn't even looking nor talking toward me and his tone along with his eyes gave me chills. I could only imagine what Master Jaken was feeling.
Jaken did the usual 'collapse and bow while quivering and whimpering'. "O-of coarse Sesshoumaru-sama! Rin-chan will be carefully taken care of as usual!"
And without a response, the angelic Tai-inuyoukai turned on his heels and walked into the shading trees. I quickly jumped off Ah-Un and ran ahead of Jaken, waving my arms and shouting, "Be careful my lord! Onegai, come back safely!" Of coarse he didn't respond, but I knew well that he heard me. So, it was just Ah-Un, Master Jaken, and I. Usually, I would use this time affectively by tormenting Jaken, but I've run out of ideas for my torture. I could just bask in the meadow of different colored flowers, but I might fall asleep and wake up in a demon's stomach. Eww! That's just disgusting!
I thought long and hard on what to do the rest of the day while my Sesshoumaru-sama was out. I could easily tell that this was going to be a long and boring day as I predicted a long and boring week, but I didn't know how wrong I was.
Oo.oO
It was getting quite late in the day. The Earth was already starting to get that orange-ish glow of the setting sun and I was literally bored-to-tears! But along with that came the worrying feeling of where Sesshoumaru-sama might have been. In truth, I was worried about him—I'd be insane if I didn't—but I knew that he could handle himself as easy as anything. But Master Jaken was flipping out! Just seeing him walking back and forth and back and forth was making my head spin. Finally, I had had enough.
"Jaken-sama, would you pleeeease stop walking back and forth like that? You're giving me a headache!" I grumbled. He snorted and turned to look at me. I could just predict an upcoming insult or retort he had in order for me.
"Grrr, why you brazen child! You show no worry for your own lord when he hasn't come back yet! Humph! You pitiful little humans only care about yourselves!!"
Oh wow, I must be a mind reader.
"Jaken-sama, you're strutting around like some hen! You know better than to worry about Sesshoumaru-sama when you should know that he is all powerful and can take care of himself!" And then I got an idea, hmm; maybe not all of my tortures and torments were used on Jaken after all. Kukukukukuku!
I giggled, "I think Jaken-sama worries for Sesshoumaru-sama soooo much is because…" I couldn't hold back the laugh, " Your in love with Sesshoumaru-sama!!"
Jaken nearly fell over and if his eyes got any wider, they would so surely roll out of his head. "Why…why you insolent little brat!" He spat.
I didn't care how furious Jaken was, it was just soooo hilarious!! There was only one time that I had seen Master Jaken so mad and upset and it was when he began flopping on the floor with foam coming out of his mouth. It was like seeing a rabid fish out of water and I remembered doubling over from the pain of laughter. I had never laughed harder than that day in my life. But Sesshoumaru-sama wasn't very pleased with what I did to Jaken and he softly scolded me not to do it again.
I started mocking a gay version of Master Jaken, "Oh Sesshoumaru-sama, I was soooo worried about you my lord, my heart was breaking from not seeing your beautiful face!" I broke laughing after that. Just seeing the vein popping out of his head was too much. I could tell he was about to keel-over any time soon.
But I just kept going on and tormenting him. "My lord, while you were gone, I skipped in the flowery meadow, fantasizing about you. Oh, if only I was much taller and had beautiful, long locks of hair as you did!" I laughed at that too. Damn it was fun to torment Master Jaken!
By now, Master Jaken was actually red in the face. I couldn't tell if it was the anger from me harassing him or…if it was a blush! Hahahahahahaaaa!! I am soooo going to get him for that!
"Oooohh, Jaken-sama! Is that a blush I see on your face?"
Jaken exploded, "Rin-chan, you little brat, I'm going to get you for that!" He spat, waving his staff around in his hands in a threatening motion.
I was about to run off laughing when a sharp, yet seductively smooth and deep voice echoed around us.
"Jaken, I would sincerely think not before using that staff on her. You know the consequences."
Jaken and I both turned to see the very angel himself walking towards us in his valiant walk that could take your breath away.
"Sesshoumaru-sama!" We both said in unison, but as always, Jaken just had to run up first and start squawking.
"Sumimasen, Sesshoumaru-sama! I apologize for my rash actions, but Rin-chan has been very disobedient!" Oh please, there goes Master Jaken with his skillful sucking up abilities.
"Rin-chan has been very disrespectful to your name as well as mine! I would have punished her to teach her a lesson, but then you stopped me my lord. She was making fun of me when I was only worrying about your well-being! Humph! And the things she said about you were completely out of order!!"
Why that lying, no good kappa!! Oooooh, how dare he make me look like the bad guy here! Wait a minuet…am I the bad guy here? Anyway, that's not the point!! The point is that he's going to have Sesshoumaru-sama punish me!! And—hey wait a minuet…ooohh, the sound of Sesshoumaru-sama punishing me sounds kinda nice. Mmmm, I could just imagine what he would do to me! Ohhh, biting me, spanking me, holding me down while he-Oh my God!! There I go again!! Stop it, stop it, stop it!!
Finally, Sesshoumaru-sama broke me out of my dirty thoughts. "Rin."
I looked up to see his eyes glaring at me with a disapproving glint. But wait…there was definitely something else I could see there. I just know it! But what was it? His eyes seemed to get wilder looking, more deep and dark. It was creepy…but also, kind of erotic.
I hesitated before finally snapping out of my hypnotic gaze at him. "Uhh, well…" I suddenly thought of what I had to say and exploded, "Baka Jaken-sama is lying to you my lord! I would never insult your name! I was only having some fun with Jaken-sama! It's not my fault if he's so sensitive!" Oh crap, maybe I made that sound a little too strong. I sounded as if I had lashed out at him.
Jaken butted in, "You little brat, you know quite well what you said! Eh, Sesshoumaru-sama may I repeat what she said?" He looked up at Sesshoumaru-sama to see his answer, but his eyes were fixed intensely in my direction. It's weird, I felt so incredibly small and feeble under his gaze and how abnormal his indifferent eyes were now were just making that feeling worse.
Suddenly, he turned on his heel, and without looking back he answered, "No Jaken, that won't be necessary for me to hear it again."
Wait a minuet. Again? That would mean he heard what I was saying! Oh no! Right now, I just feel like voluntarily going into a demon's belly.
Jaken also caught on to the comment. "My lord, what do you mean by again? D-does that mean you over heard us arguing!? A-And you're not going to punish Rin-chan!!?"
Sesshoumaru-sama turned his head halfway so I could only see one of his beautiful amber eyes. "Calm yourself Jaken, punishment for something so ridiculous doesn't seem at all worth wasting time for. Now come, we will need to find a suitable resting place for you and Rin." And with that, my Sesshoumaru-sama walked in his usual place ahead of his associates. I ran to take Ah-Un's reins and we quickly caught up to him. Jaken on the other hand still stood there, mouth ajar. And…I think I saw tears in his eyes!!
Then, I saw Jaken bury his face into the large sleeve of his right hand. "Oh, Sesshoumaru-sama! Why are you so cruel and unfair toward your most devoted retainer!! Why!!!?"
I sighed, rolling my eyes as I felt some sort of pity for Master Jaken. Never losing my pace behind my lord I called back, "Hurry Jaken-sama, or you'll be left behind." I knew that would get his attention, for I could hear his wailing calls and scurrying feet.
But my attention slowly dissipated from Jaken to Sesshoumaru-sama. I just loved it when he took up for me. Though I didn't know if it was sometimes that he cared or just pity, but either way I didn't care, because as long as my Sesshoumaru-sama noticed me, I was okay with pity. Yay pity!!
Feeling a sudden burst of courage, my pace quickened to join his side. "Thank you for not punishing me my lord."
And this was when the weird part came in, because in a split second, I thought I saw Sesshoumaru-sama smirk, like something I had just said reminded him of an inside joke only he new about.
I let a few seconds of silence slip by before opening my mouth again. "Um…Sesshoumaru-sama?" I asked innocently. I just love doing that!
"Nani?"
"I just want to say I'm sorry that I acted rudely earlier. I didn't mean for you to overhear me harassing Jaken-sama. I'm really sorry." And without thinking, my free hand reached up and touched his upper arm. But then something happened. I noticed that without even moving his head, his eyes widened and jolted horrifically to the sight of my hand and his arm in contact with each other. His body tensed to stone, his breath caught in his throat, and I had just noticed that we had stopped walking.
You know that story about a Greek woman named Medusa? Her hair was made of live snakes and when she would either touch you or look you straight in the eyes, you would turn to stone? Well, I certainly did feel like Medusa, somehow thinking that I made Sesshoumaru-sama turn to stone. He just stood there, never moving, not even his chest moved so I could tell he wasn't breathing. But his dark honey colored pupils stayed in a horrific looking manor at the sides of his largely widened eyes. I felt scared to death. What did I do to him? But when I noticed his hands balled up in tightly clenched fists, I quickly drew my hand back and took a few steps away from him.
Ah-Un, Jaken, and I all stared at him with a weird and confused expression. Jaken so boldly stepped up and asked, "S-Se-Sesshoumaru-sama? Eh…is something wrong?"
Sesshoumaru-sama finally seemed to snap back to reality. His chest largely expanded from the lack of air while his eyes blinked profusely, washing away something that was obviously not seen to any being's eyes. His eyes looked ahead of him and his feet started moving again. "Let's keep moving," was all he said.
Soon, I was the only one still confused about what had happened to him. Master Jaken seemed to walk on as if it was nothing and Ah-Un started walking, dragging me a long with him as I noticed my right hand was still tightly clenched to the reins. What was that? What just happened? And what was wrong with Sesshoumaru-sama? I just had to ask.
"Um…Sesshoumaru-sama?"
He didn't stop, nor look back. Damn, not even a respond.
But I felt anxious enough. I wanted to know what was happening to my beloved lord!
"Sesshoumaru-sama? Dijoubu? You seemed to act strange and it's upset me? Onegai, tell me! Dijoubu!?" I let my voice crack, just to sound like I was beginning to cry, but on the inside, I felt like it. I didn't what had just happened to him and it scared me.
"……I'm fine Rin, do not revolve yourself around past incidents." His voice sounded oddly calm for someone who just had a stiff spasm. It only worried me more.
"But, Sesshoumaru-sama, you really had me worried! Your were acting very unusual and it scared me not to know what was happening to you! Onegai, tell me what happened!!"
Sesshoumaru closed his eyes and let out a quiet frustrated sigh. I think I may have angered him, but I didn't care.
He slowly turned his head halfway once more. "Rin…I will not repeat my self again. Quiet down." There was a hint of warning in his voice, telling me to back off. I had never seen him so testy before. Why was he was he moody all of a sudden?
As my mouth opened, ready to retort, Jaken whispered fiercely in my direction, "Rin! Don't anger him! And for goodness sakes shut up!" I threw a scowl his way before returning my attention to my Inuyoukai lord. "Sesshoumaru-sama! I'm sorry, but I will not quiet down until I know what happened to you! I want to know if you are okay!!" I literally screamed at him, which wasn't at all a good idea.
In a flash he was right in front of me, his body only a few centimeters's away from mine. His eyes were suddenly wild and animalistic with a red outlining. His face was contorted with anger and something else that was unreadable…and very uncomfortable. His breathing was erratic. He towered over me as if I was David and he was Goliath. My small frame was nowhere near matched to his bulky, masculine build. (Get it? The story of David and Goliath?)
His eyes never left mine. They stayed boring into my very soul and carrying so much heat along the way that it felt like the sun was cooking my insides even though it had already set into night. The animalistic look in his eyes never went away, only got more intense. They seemed so hungry for something, but I was too scared to notice what it was.
I heard Jaken gasp loudly and Ah-Un whimper. Something was definitely up and I seemed to be the only one unaware of it. He suddenly growled low and deep so only I could hear, but I guess Jaken heard it as well because I could hear him gulp.
Uh-oh
Finally, I found my voice and it came out in trembling waves of fear. "Se-Sesssshoumaru-sama…y-your s-scaring me." Only silence and the heat of his stare mingled after that was said.
The silence was suddenly broke –much to my relief–. "Then I suggest you do as I say Rin and don't be disobedient to me as you are to Jaken…especially now. Understood?" His voice came out in an eerie, very stern and quiet growl. I couldn't understand what he meant by 'especially now' but I didn't want to make things worse so I nodded meekly and squeaked, "H-Hai." Now was the point where I was terrified of him. But when I showed such fear and submission to him, his eyes seemed to soften only some. They weren't as hard and boring into my soul as before.
His attention then turned to Jaken, but he still didn't move from the standing position only a few centimeters away from me. I noticed Jaken's uncontrollable quivering as Sesshoumaru-sama turned his gaze towards him. And then I figured something out. Jaken knew something…about why Sesshoumaru-sama was acting so strange. From the way Jaken was suddenly acting towards our lord lead me to believe that he knew something that I wasn't supposed to know, but that wouldn't last because I made a mental note to interrogate Jaken at a later time.
"Jaken." Sesshoumaru-sama's voice turned to black ice.
Jaken winced at the frostbite from his voice. "H-H-Hai S-Sesshoumaru-sama?"
"…You will set up camp here." Came the response
"B-But my lord, what about you. Aren't you going camp here as well?"
He hesitated before responding, obviously in deep thought. "…No…I have something important I have to do…you will fetch wood for the fire. As for you Ah-Un…" He then turned to Ah-Un. Rarely did Sesshoumaru-sama order Ah-Un to do anything. But then I noticed Ah-Un whimper slightly, which wasn't like him at all. What was wrong with Ah-Un? Wait…did he know something too? Dammit! Why am I the last one to know about everything!!?
"Ah-Un, you will be in charge of keeping careful watch over Rin. Do-Not-Fail-To-Protect-Her." His warning almost came out as a growl. What was that about? He made it sound like my life was endangered. I have to admit, Ah-Un is much stronger than Jaken and when my life was actually endangered and Sesshoumaru-sama was not around to protect me, he would always enforce Ah-Un to keep a watchful eye on me.
Sesshoumaru-sama then turned and walked into the hallow, unknown darkness of the forest. He was almost out of sight before I subconsciously stopped him. I swear, sometimes, my mind has a mind of its own.
"Sesshoumaru-sama!!" I yelled. He actually stopped and turned to me. Mabey he could have heard the distress in my voice.
"…I'm sorry, whatever I did…I'm sorry…"I whispered in a low bow, knowing that he could easily hear me. I peered through my eyelashes at him and I gasped. His eyes were gazing at me, a soft, gentle glance before nodding and turning back around into the darkness of the forest. My mind pictured that soft expression of his. It was almost a look of regret. Regret for what exactly? Could it have been for turning vicious on me or temporarily leaving me without his strong protection? I was too confused to even know what I was thinking about. Trying to peace every information I knew so far together, I figured out that there was a major gap in the info.
No.1 - Sesshoumaru-sama's eyes changing.
No.2 - His constant mood changes or easily angered than usual.
No.3 - Constant disappearances
No.4 - Frightening reaction to touch
No.5 - Vicious, animalistic eyes while almost attacking me…well, not exactly attacking me…
No. 6 - Jaken and Ah-Un's nervous attitude towards him.
No.7 - The regretful, soft look in his eyes
No.8 - ??????????????????????????????-
It cuts off from there. All that evidence and not a clue what it all could mean.
I was so dazed in my own thoughts; I didn't notice that Jaken was gone for fire wood. Ah was watching me as I was in deep thought and Un was nuzzling my side. I turned and hugged both heads. "Oh guys…if only you two could talk. I'm so confused."
Oo.oO
It was late at night, probably after midnight. I could tell from how high the full moon was in the sky.
I sighed as I lay against the large tree next to the fire that Jaken had built quite well. He was sitting next to me, huddled against the fire, his staff, and the tree's roots. Ah-Un was not but a short distance away from my other side with one head folded over the other in gentle nap. The tension was very clear, almost thick enough to make me suffocate. Usually, I'd be the only one up this late when we would camp. Sesshoumaru-sama would never be with us when we camped. Most of the time when he was with us at night, we were traveling, but only a few times have I ever seen him join us at camp, sitting away from our small circle, far away from the fire and in the darkness of the trees. That was when he would sometimes let me sleep next to him.
But tonight, as late as it was, Jaken and Ah-Un were awake. Jaken shifted uncomfortably and Ah-Un would twitch every so often. I felt annoyed; my curiosity was getting the best of me. And finally, I snapped.
"…Jaken-sama…" I whispered. He slowly turned to look at me.
He sighed, "Yes Rin-chan?"
"Can you…" I hesitated, "Can you…tell me something?"
His head shifted to the side. "Eh, tell you what?"
"Well…I'd like to know…what's wrong with Sesshoumaru-sama? I've been noticing that he's been acting very odd lately."
"Odd!? Rin-chan, our lord most certainly does not act odd!! He's perfectly fine!!" I inwardly sighed. I should have known it would be this hard.
"Jaken-sama, onegai, something's wrong with Sesshoumaru-sama and I'm very worried about him. I don't know why he's been acting this way lately and…it's starting to scare me…."
I guess Jaken could see the fear and worry for our lord radiating off of me because he took a long, tiresome sigh and turned his body towards me for full attention. From far off I could hear Ah-Un awake, slowly maneuvering closer to my side.
"Rin-chan, I understand that you're upset, but trust me when I say that nothing is wrong with Sesshoumaru-sama. He's just been a little…under the weather." He said, but I heard how nervous and hesitant he was at that last statement.
My eyes narrowed. "No…you're lying. Something's wrong with him and you and Ah-Un know, but you're not telling me!"
Ah-Un began nuzzling my back and Jaken took another long sigh, which only infuriated me more. "Look…if you're not going to tell me…then I'll just find out on my own."
Bingo, that got him. Jaken's eyes widened in panic. "No you're not! Look Rin-chan, if you go meddling in Sesshoumaru-sama's personal business, you could wined up in serious trouble…especially now that he's in-eep!" He slapped a hand over his mouth. Ah-Un gave him a warning growl from behind me.
Jackpot
I cocked my head back and looked at him slyly. "What was that last part, Jaken-sama?"
He shook his head frantically. "No, I-I didn't say anything."
I scowled, "Jaken." I said as stern as I could, almost as Sesshoumaru-sama would say it.
Jaken relaxed and sighed. "Fine…I guess I could tell you…but you have to swear that this is not spoken to anyone else. Understood?"
I nodded.
Jaken turned his attention to the fire, watching it dance and flicker from bright to dim. "Rin…by know you should know what kind of demon Sesshoumaru-sama is. You do know don't you?"
I rolled my eyes, "Of coarse I know what kind of demon he is moron, he's a dog-demon." Jaken gave me a look, probably because of that little insult, but I ignored it.
"'Ahem' Well, yes…and as a dog-demon, he shares certain dog traits as well…and some of those certain traits are something that he must go through…with hefty trouble."
Hefty trouble? Was my darling Sesshoumaru-sama in distress?
Jaken continued, "You see Rin-chan…every year for about a month, dogs go into this stage. Eh, I don't know if I can explain it good enough, but…well, let's just call it 'heat'. Dog's go into 'heat.'"
Okay, now was the point where I thought he was explaining how the Universe was made, because I had no idea what 'heat' for dogs was and why did something that happens to animals have to do with our lord's unusual behavior? "Are getting this so far Rin-chan?" I didn't respond, just stared at him blankly. I think that answer was clear enough for he sighed and shook his head.
"Rin-chan…'heat' for a dog is a like a signal that it is their time to mate. The urge gets so unbearably strong that they have a hard time controlling themselves and for dog-demons, well, it's much worse."
I took a long, quizzical look at Jaken before those words set in. It all made sense now. Sesshoumaru-sama was in 'heat', the same thing that dogs—his species of demon—were going through. The strong urge to mate? Oh my God! Did that mean that Sesshoumaru-sama…oh. That's why he was acting so frightening from my touch. Was he trying to hold himself back from…oh. In truth, I've always wanted to have Sesshoumaru-sama show those type of feelings for me…but…this was very awkward.
"…Jaken-sama? W-What are the symptoms of 'heat'?" I asked, unaware that my voice was starting to crack in worry…and what I hope was not fear.
"Well…it would involve mood swings…"
Uh-oh
"Umm…easy temper…"
Oh crap
"Reddening of the eyes or unable control of feral actions…"
Dammit
"And…wait a minuet…let me think…"
My nerves were on edge and I had no idea why. Would Sesshoumaru-sama turn into some kind of savage beast? If he were to…him…and me…by force…would he…would he know what he was doing?
"Oh, one more symptom would be that if they resist the urge to mate during their 'heat' it would cause intense pain to practically the demon's whole body until the 'heat' was over. Phew, I'm glad I don't have to go through anything like that!"
Intense pain? I felt like punching myself in the stomach. My poor Sesshoumaru-sama was in pain and it was my entire fault! No wonder why he didn't like me touching him! He was only trying to hold back the urge to…would it be called rape if I was both anxious and aroused? My God, I'm a complete wreck.
Now, it all made perfect sense. Sesshoumaru-sama was in heat and with me being near him only made his pain worse. He was trying to hold back the urge to take me. That means he cares for me too much to take advantage of me.
He cares for me
He cares for me.
Sesshoumaru-sama cares for Rin.
I felt so much guilt in my stomach it made a cramp feel like a poke in the ribs. I had to find him, to tell him. I don't know what I am going to say to him once I find him, but I'm going to tell him.
I'll wait. Wait till Jaken and Ah-Un finally sleep before I go out in search of him. Right know, I didn't care what kind of unknown beings that lurked in the darkness of the forest. All I had my mindset on was setting things straight. Would that mean letting Sesshoumaru-sama take my virginity to heal his own pain? …Yes, because I love my Sesshoumaru-sama and I'm sure that whatever happens will happen and pass. Fate has brought me all this way and I'm pretty sure that it won't just drop me like that.
Ya know, I'm starting to think this is not such a boring day after all.
To Be Continued…
A/N: Wow, that was really fun after all! I like doing 'one person point of view'!! I'm only going to have 3 chapters. Ch.1beginning/Ch.2lemon/Ch.3epilogue!! I really hoped you enjoyed it!! And if you didn't, please feel free to send me flames, I don't mind.
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The demon sniffed my neck, causing a sudden burst of shivers up and down my spine and even through my soul.
"You're not the one in heat, but you sure are a tasty looking little virgin." It chuckled deeply. "Mmm…I wonder what God had praised me with such a heavenly gift."
Struggling was useless…and the creature had put a large hand over my mouth before I could finish screaming my lord's name. Jaken and Ah-Un were far away from here, probably unable to hear me.
I knew this was the end.
Or……..
"Rin…get away from me!!" I heard him growl, his eyes more feral and darkened with lust than ever before. He was half hunched over, his breathing hard and his gaze deadly. But I didn't fear, I just kept my incredibly slow pace towards his pain-filled body.
Through my tears, I could see him slowly back away from me, but still I never stopped. "Please…" I whispered, "I-I don't want you to hurt anymore. I don't want you to go through anymore of this. Use me to make the pain go away…please."
Then, something changed. His breathing ceased. His eyes had successfully glazed crimson.
He crouched low, and I felt myself going airborne for a split second before landing on the soft earthy soil beneath me, pinned by a strong force above me.
Dazed and disoriented, I finally opened my eyes and steadied them, only to see two wild, lustful crimson eyes of a now feral, and aroused Inuyoukai.
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