Tobias: What happened? Where's Tris?
Cara: I'm sorry Four, but she was shot in the weapon lab, and didn't survive.
ONE WEEK LATER:
I went and saw her body. It was the hardest thing I had ever done. She was lifeless. Dead. I still couldn't process it. Everyone kept telling me how sorry they are for my loss. But why can't they see that saying that makes it worse! She sacrificed herself, even though she promised me she would never be like that again. But she was I guess divergent. More than one faction. Selfless, and brave. I can't take it that she has survived so much, but ends up leaving like this. Without a proper goodbye. I miss her so much. More than I did when I thought my mom died. She was the world to me, and I just had that ripped from me because of her scrum bag of a brother. But I guess I don't have to worry about him for a while. When I lost control after I heard the news and stabbed Caleb in the chest. He became unconcious and won't wake up. I've been losing control a lot more lately. It's hard. That's why I plan to end it. I have no best friend anymore after what happened to Uriah. So now I'm at my house back in abnegation with I knife to my own throat. I guess I lost control again and was going to end it to be with her again. That's my instincts. I'm not strong anymore. I'm nothing. Not even divergent. I've had everything taken away from me and all I have is my mother. I'm not pleased with how she has been acting after Tris' s death. She has not supported me at all. Which now I've figured out at this moment that I have nothing. Nothing to stay alive for. Not anymore. Nothing. And next thing I know, there is blood everywhere on my neck and I can't breathe. All I can hear is my heart, and then it stops. And after that I hear someone's voice I never thought I would hear again. "Tris? Is that you?" I asked. "Yes. I missed you Tobias. Now your here and we can be together forever." "I love you."