You will never hurt me again.
Ally's POV
"Austin you've been acting different ever since you met Cassidy you know?" I told him.
"Well I'm sorry that your an over obsessed girlfriend and I have to spend every damn minute with you." He snapped.
"Are you kidding me? I always let you out with your friends! For crying out loud, you tutored her every day even when the test was over which was last week! I act like Cassidy is your girlfriend and not me just to make you happy!"
"Well I'm sorry I'm not what you expected to be in a relationship with." He said. I looked up at him.
"You guys kissed didn't you?" I asked. He stayed quiet. "Tell me the fucking truth." I yelled at him.
"Okay. Yes. We hooked up once but it all just happened so fast and-"
SLAP!
My hand stun a little when I slapped him. He looked back at me shocked and hurt in his eyes but I didn't care anymore.
"Austin." I said and took a deep breath. "Fuck you." He looked at me shocked. I felt the tears forming in my eyes but I shook my head and smiled at him. "I hope you and Cassidy have a wonderful life together." I said and started to walk away but he grabbed my wrist and turned me around.
"Ally." He said looking into my eyes. "I'm really sorry. I never planned on falling for her." He said. Those words felt like a shot gun that went through my heart.
"But it happened." I said letting the tears fall. He came close to me and put his forehead against mine and i couldn't help but stay there. After all he did to me I still love him. "Austin. Do me a favor and stay out of my life. Do yourself and me a favor." I said and pulled away. He looked at me. I looked at him once last time and turned back around and walked away.
"You will never hurt me again." I whispered, hoping he didn't here me but at the same time i didn't really care if he did at this point.
Austin's POV
It's been 3 years since my breakup with Ally and let's just say that my life has been hell for me. Ever since Ally left I've been nothing but miserable. I can't believe I would cheat on Ally. How can I be so stupid? Dez tells me that maybe it's time to move on but I can't. I can't move on if Ally doesn't forgive me. I sighed and walked up to my locker.
"Hey Dez." I said and we did our handshake and he sighed.
"Austin maybe it's time to move on you know? Once we get to the summer camp you'll probably meet some girl and fall for her." He said.
"That's not gonna happen. I hate myself for what I did."
"Austin you've been coming depressed every day. You stopped doing fun stuff. You even quit music." I sighed when he said that. "Will you ever go back to music?"
"I don't even know. Music reminds me so much of Ally. I can't even play a song on my guitar without breaking down." Yea that's right. I cry. But only for Ally. I cry myself to sleep thinking about how much she hates me and doesn't want anything to do with me. She's probably happy where she lives now and I'm here paying the price for what I did. I leaned my head on locker and stayed there. Dez had patience for me and I was glad I had my best friend with me still.
"Guys!" I heard someone yell. I lifted my head up and turned to look at Trish running up to us smiling.
"Who's ready for summer camp?" She asked and smiled.
"No me." I muttered. She heard me and sighed. I turned back around.
"Well look on the bright side. You can finally do things that will distract from you know what." She said nicely. Trish has been really nice to me for the past 3 years. At first she hated me for what she did but once I explained it her she forgave me but it's not enough. I need Ally to forgive me. I need her forgiveness for me to be happy again. But I'm never going to see her again. I'm so stupid. I felt myself getting angry and slammed my locker shut and punched. I heard whispers but everyone should know that I don't give a damn about what they say.
I turned and saw Trish and Dez giving me sad looks. I turned around and walked off to class, not caring if I got any states or what they're saying. Once I got to class, I sat down all the way in the back. Good thing today is the last day of school and tomorrow I can just go to summer camp and at least try to have a good time.
I'm sorry Ally.
"Be safe, okay sweetie?" My said and hugged me for the 5th time. I smiled and hugged her back.
"I will mom." She smiled and helped me take my bags out. My dad was waiting in the car and once we got in we drove off to school. Today is the day I'm going to summer camp. This should be good. I started to think about the day she left me.
"Austin." She said and took a deep breath. "Fuck you." She said and looked at me. I felt like shit already and she wasn't making it any better. Well it's my fault anyways. "I hope you Cassidy have a wonderful life together. Do me a favor and stay out of my life. Do your yourself and me a favor." And with the she started to walk away but I stopped her and tried to let her know that I really am sorry. When I was talking I pressed my forehead against hers and into her eyes as she had them closed and was letting the tears fall. I wanted to press my lips onto hers but I know I couldn't. She wasn't mine anymore and she defiantly hates me now. She then pulled away and looked at me one last time before walking away.
"You will never hurt me again." She whispered but I heard her and felt tears form in my eyes as she walked away.
"Hey dude!" Dez yelled as I walked up to him.
"Hey." I said and forced a smile.
"Ready to go to the bus?" He asked. I nodded and we made our way to the bus with other people.
"Where's Trish?" I asked.
"She went on the girls bus with you know girls." He said and I laughed a bit at her how said that.
"Alright." I said and he gave me a thumbs up and I laughed a bit again. We went inside and took a seat and once the girls were ready, both buses drove off and off we went to summer camp. This is going to be a long month and a half. We're only going to stay here a month and a half and then for the rest of the summer go back to our homes and I'll just go back to being depressed for the rest of the summer. I'm really stressed since I'm going to the 12th grade in 2 months and I'm nervous. Ally always dreamed of all of us graduating together. I sighed as I thought of her.
"Alright guys you can hang with your friends for at least 3 years and look around. The volunteers and I need time to set everything up and plan some things for us to do so you all can hang around but don't go off campus, alright?"
"Alright."
"Okay."
"Sure."
The agreements continued and I just nodded. I don't feel like talking.
"Alright have fun guys." And with that the man leader walked away. I looked at the other side and saw it was the girls walking around.
I started to walk around. I walked to the woods and I smiled. It looks nice to be honest. I sighed as I thought of Ally again. All I think about is her. It's been 3 years and I haven't moved on. I won't move on until she forgives me. I probably was still looking up as I was thinking because next thing you know, my face met with the hard ground and I felt a headache come in. Shit.
"Shit." I said and groaned.
"Gotta be more careful around here." I heard someone say. I nodded.
"Should've told me that earlier." I said as a joke and heard a laugh. She was a girl.
"Here let me help you up." She said and I turned and closed my eyes since the sun was bright and my head was begging to hurt. I nodded with my eyes closed and held my hand up, waiting for her to grab mine. Once she did I felt her small hand against mine and I couldn't help but smile. Once I was up, I opened my eyes. She smiled at me.
"I'm-." She started.
"Ally." I finished for her. She looked confused.
"How did you know that?" She asked. This time I got confused. Is she pretending she doesn't know me or what?
"Ally don't you know who I am?"
"Should I?" I stared at her shocked when she said that.
"Ally, I'm-" I got caught off when I heard Trish's voice yell my name.
"Austin!" She said and ran up to us. "I was looking for you because I thought you were it Dez but your weren't so I started to look for you to tell you that Ally's back!" She said and smiled but then her smiled faded. "She says she doesn't know who you are right?" She asked and I nodded confused. She took a step more up to us and Ally looked as confused as ever but she wasn't the only one.
"What's going on?" I asked.
"Austin." Trish started. "You see, Ally says she doesn't remember you because.." She stopped and I raised an eyebrow.
"Because?" I asked.
"Austin." She started again. "Ally got in a car accident 2 years ago when she left us and lost her memory. She remembered me and Dez but I'm surprised she didn't remember...you."
I stared at her. No words came out of my mouth.
Ally.
She doesn't remember me.
Ally doesn't remember me.
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