Make it in America

Changed Worlds

Spencer's p.o.v

A/N Thanks to everyone who's reviewed my fics it means so much to get reviews after you work so hard on a story. To everyone requesting I work on A Secret Between Friends and Last Friday. I promise I won't forget them. All glory of ownership of iCarly and Victorious goes to the amazing Dan Schneider and Nickelodeon. I've been inspired by an amazing user LizArianaJadeCat who has amazing stories check her work out, she has a question and answer bit in her profile which seems neat so anyone who has questions feel free to ask please no rude comments though. Just has the amazing opp to see victoriajustice live in concert on Sunday so amazing anyone else get to see her? This fic was inspired by iChristmas what would of happened to Sam and Carly if they never met?

Oh Spencer Don't stop this is amazing

I couldn't stop the grin that spread across my face as Jezebel or Jeiza as I call her for short purred her kisses trailed down my neck as I talked dirty back to her.

If that's what you want babe I promise I won't stop

Her kisses now traveled to my shoulders sending a cold shiver running through my naked body.

I always knew you were a good girl underneath it all

My voice cracked as her mouth now sucked on my throat causing me to groan.

Oh no Spencer don't let appearances deceive you I am a bad girl to the core but you like bad girls don't you big boy..?

She battered her eyelashes at me as she giggled softly my hands wandered freely over her sweet body.

Well I won't lie Jeiza

She screamed as I grabbed her tickling her she tried to fight me off but I was too powerful as I hoovered above her she dissolved in laughter.

You left me no choice Jeiza

Oh No Spencer don't

N-o...

Without hesitation I turned her negative into a positive as my tickles turned into kisses from her forehead to her neck shoulders chest stomach.

Her squeals turned into low pleasurable moans as our bodies worked in synchronized motions . My hands ran through her long auburn hair as my hips and pelvis worked her sweet body making her purr my name gripping my shoulders our lips and tongues played a sharp game of control.

Me winning dominance.

Spencer oh baby

Her purrs made my heart pump harder as we laid down side by side her eyes shone such a bright green so clear they were breath taking.

I pulled her close kissing her.

Hours later as she stood in the doorway smiling twirling her purse I pulled her close kissing her.

Thanks for an amazing night Shay

Anytime Jeiza anytime you know where I'm at

Her grin was infectious as she turned to me licking her lips replying.

Oh I do big boy I do

She winked at me then she was gone stretching out as I closed the door, I let out a yawn as I strolled over to the stereo flipping it on cracking my neck as I finished my stretch.

I couldn't help but smile I mean I was 29 and I had everything a man could ask for.

Another yawn escaped me so I fixed myself a drink trying to fight it off as I flexed my body which was stiff.

Yo-ho pick up your phone boy! [cell ringtone]

Sighing I jogged over to the coffee table where my cell was laying going off like crazy.

'ello? What's going on?

Yo it's Jake you need to come down to TLA now boy

Why what's going on Jake?

Just come down Spencer hurry boy

I laughed as my best friend Jacob Stephens who was pretty damn drunk tried to get me out of my apartment.

Grabbing a shirt I gave into his plea's then my keys and my wallet the air was cool but not chilly as I strolled from my apartment complex even at 2am the nightlife was buzzing people were milling around hanging outside cafe's and clubs music was blasting as people danced laughing.

A line outside TLA was wrapped around the building girls dressed in short barely there dresses and skirts halter tops that barely covered their bodies over made faces which all turned to me as I walked

Right up to the door they all wanted in and they all needed me to let them in. My eyes scanned the ground level picking out the two prettiest girls.

Their squeals made my heart dance as I grabbed a busty blond with a British accent who was around her late 30's. Then I wiggled my way into the line as the girls pressed themselves into me. Feeling their breasts pointed against my chest their legs pressing against my balls caused me to grow hard.

I called out asking how they were and they squealed a mixture of oh's and good's. I swear one girl screamed out for me to do her my eyes searched for the girl I was more then willing if she was pretty.

I couldn't figure out which girl it was so I randomly picked two girls a barely legal one who had the

richest choc skin who's hair was in braids a one sided belly bearing shirt with gold letters spelling out " heat this spot" with a arrow pointing down below. Another girl was Latino and looked to be about late 20's. Both danced up against me. Walking up to the door I slapped hands with Rico the head of the security.

Spencer my man was up?

Rico greeted me

Chillin my man was good wit you dawg?

I answered as he let us slip in the club which was already packed past the max allowed bodies and there was no stopping people getting in.

Quickly scanning the crowd I found my friends Jake, Liz J Sage 29, Malika Odum 28 and Jamel Harrison 33 they were already drinking and having a good time. Liz threw her arms around me as I sent the other girls away within seconds Liz's sexy body was pressed against me as she grinded to the salsa music. Someone handed me a drink as I danced with her.

Jacob wrapped his arms around Liz's waist grinding against her backside. Liz was so drunk she was stumbling it took two of us to hold her up. As she laughed and kept dancing.

The hot sweaty bodies pressed against me the music the alcohol it all came together with the bright flashing lights somehow I ended up in the back with some girl as we removed our clothes grinding against each other. Our bodies connecting as we sweated and panted while I penetrated her amazing tightness her screams increased my rhythms.

There's our man where were you baby?

I grinned as Liz pulled down my collar pressing herself against me as I came out of the back. Kissing my lips earned her a grin as I pulled her closer.

Lets go Spence I'm ready to bust a move

Liz I don't think it's wise

Oh come on don't tell me your to..ow..

The only move Liz was too burst was her ankle as she wiped out.

After a quick shower a huge cup of coffee and skimming the paper I headed out to start my morning commute.

The sun was barely out at 6am but downtown La was already bustling. Sometimes you wonder if this city ever sleeps?

It was bumper to bumper horns blaring over powering my music cranking my neck I loosened up as the freeway widened turning into a beach side which people were already taken use of kids running across the sand as parents watched some had dogs with them. Slowly the sun came out warming me up a light wind ripped through the air.

Soon the beach changed into open fields with roaming cows, horses the road became tighter thinner everything became more of a country feel. Gently rolling fields that were so high I swear the peaks touched the clouds blending with them.

Deers ran as my head lights cut through the fog as the mountains became deeper.

An easy peaceful feeling came over me as I settled back into the cushy seat of my Porsche . Sunglasses sat on my head waiting to be used.

Bounty lane became rough unpaved , rocky which my car didn't seem to like at all my car made a low menacing sound.

Even talking to it didn't help much.

It's okay babe daddy will take care of you his little fire-bird won't have a scratch on it just keep going.

I stroked the dashboard relieved to reach the fence promising to buy a better car for these roads.

Relief vanished along with peaceful feelings quickly when reality hit again.

It's easy to understand why those feelings vanished and turned into tension when you pulled up and see the 15 steel barb wire electric fence armed with metal decorators which surrounded the whole 70 archers set deep in Ventura Country.

Ventura is set in deep Southern California it's land is set in the midst of breath taking beautiful rugged mountains uninhabited scenery anyone could imagine it's population 823,318.

They say it's suppose to be one of the safest area's in southern Cali people are unafraid to leave their doors open they have an almost country feel people trust each other neighbors have bbq's with each other leave their kids in each others cares. Have block parties in summers.

While I won't say it's foolish it's wasn't realistic cause in the middle of it all sits one of the unsafest untrustworthy buildings.

Grindings Ventura Juvenile Academy or as we call it GJA , it houses a average of 180 girls and 350 boys between the ages of 10-18 all serving 5-life , home to the worst of the worst . GJA is relatively new it's been around 10 years but was re-modeled 5 years ago. Already it's packed beyond capacity.

A buzzer signaled me inside it permitted me access as I swiped my ID then went through a metal decorator and a pat down by Dep Pete Howard.

Another day of insanity to the max

I chuckled as his partner Dept Marc Williams cracked the joke even though it was more in truth then a joke.

The hot sun was now in full blast and the halls were heating up quick so the cool blast of the air that hit me as I entered my office felt good.

My arms groaned a thank you as I dumped my brief case a load of books and files on my desk before heading to the break room.

I wondered what time Liz, Jake, Lamar and Milika would wonder in and with what excuse?

Good morning Spencer

My eyes scanned across the room as I was greeted by greatness Dr. Monet Kathryn Chanel-Harris who's the head of Juvenile Female Psychiatric unit. Monet is tough not only on the girls but on her staff as well. She holds herself to the same high standards Monet knows these girls have been through cause she's gone through them to.

She was born to a broken drug addicted mother who had 5 kids already she could never hold down a job so the family was always broke her door was a open valley for men to come through who sold drugs did drugs and used her mom for sex to get what she wanted. By the time she was 10 she was molested by three different men while her mom watched. Her two older brothers got caught up gang banging and drug dealing both were in and out of Juvie. She was always on the watch for drive by's cause of her brothers.

Her older sister Kassie died from a drug overdoes when Monet was only 13 she idolized her sister she was devastated by her death. She started drinking and using drugs she would've ended up like her sister if it wasn't for a intervention of a teacher.

Her teacher believed in her talents and encouraged her to study hard and work for her dreams she went into rehab and into a hard core training program working out she took college basketball she hit the books and graduated at the top of her class going to UCLA where she majored in Physiology she vowed to change other kids lives so they wouldn't end up like her family.

What's happening Monet how are you?

I'm doin' Spencer ya know how bout you son?

Waiting for the weekend girl

Big party plans Spencer?

Yea heading to the beach with Lamar, Liz, Jake and a bunch of friends.

Sounds awesome have fun Spencer but remember stay safe son

Always Monet always so life's good then?

Yea Andre's Birthday is coming up so were taking him to London for the week

For a tour of the royal ballet company and to see some shows

He's doing well in school?

Yes top of his class

God hard to believe he's almost 17 Monet

I know Spencer I know

Don's so excited to get away for awhile the DA's dept is so stressed and short staffed

Her husband is the District Attorney of LA.

Have a great weekend tell Andre I'm proud of him he's a god kid

Yes he is Spencer and I will thanks I'm lucky with my kids how's Carly?

I hear she's doing well haven't seen her in months I should go up and see her

Yea you should they grow up fast

True Monet maybe I'll head up next weekend

Make the effort Spence oh the groups here we better get going

I'm Following behind you Monet

We got to the Intake office just as the officers were arriving with a new croup of fresh off the street endangered teens for our At Risk Program that we started last year. Liz was there nursing a extra large coffee as she stood in front of them addressing them.

She looked so different not dressed in a mini skirt she looked amazing in a Grey designer suit very business like.

Liz is the sharpest Juvenile prosecutor around she's beautiful but she's brutal as hell on kids.

Listen up now! Your in my hands now

I said eyes up here you tryin to get locked up little girl?

She was screaming at one of the teens who refused to look up she just kept laughing . I shock my head as I entered ..

Officer Sergei get this little bitch up now she wanna talk trash hit her momma sell dope and act tough well now she can see where tough little girls like her end up ..

Jennifer Sergei and Officer Luna Lawrence jumped at her orders and grabbed the girl .Pulling her up roughly she stumbled with her ankles cuffed she cussed which earned her a sharp glare from Liz as he screamed at her.

What did you say you ungrateful little punk?

The girl wouldn't back down as she coked off to Liz.

I said this shit is whack you can't do nothing to me

The girl then put her hands on Liz and shoved her hard

Liz loves it when they cock off it fuels her fire especially after a night of drinking she's fully charged and ready to fight as she got in the girls face shoving her as she screamed in her face.

Oh I can't do nothing little girl what did you say I can't do nothing?

Watch me do nothing Officer Sergei lock this bitch up now!

What's your name little girl?

The girl remained silent trying not to laugh as Officer Sergei got in her face yelling

Answer her when she speaks to you!

Jennifer grabbed her and re cuffed her hands behind her back roughly. I saw the kid gasp and let out a strangled cry as she was shoved to the ground by the two officers.

Spencer!

Liz screamed at me causing me to jump a few kids laughed as I cleared my throat calmed myself down and went over glaring at Liz who grinned slightly oh I would make her pay for that.

Spencer met your newest client hey no name shit-face little bitch yea you kid

They pulled her up as she looked at me fighting back tears.

Not so tough now huh kid? Well too bad cause now your locked up

Tell me your name!

Liz screamed the girl still wouldn't answer.

Officer Vega read me her file!

Officer David Vega of the LAPD who's helping us out on this program grabbed her file and jumped at Liz's bark.

Missy Robinson age 16 from Beverly Hills here for assault , robbery, prostitution and domestic violence.

Why did she seem so familiar?

Well congrats Missy you just copped a charge now your in jail for real this is what happens when you put your hands on a law official.

Liz grabbed her and shoved her to the chairs she landed sprawled out screaming. Liz just laughed shaking her head in disgust.

Take her out of my sight oh and by the way Missy say good-bye to your name your now just another number in the system. If your lucky Spencer will make time for you sometime this week.

Spencer come over here and met our other little deviants.

Stand up and state your name and why your momma's brought your little punk asses here..

The 10 girls and 10 boys went through their names various crimes and so forth then she split them into groups.

Spencer I want you to take these 6 these are the worst of the worst don't laugh you think this is funny huh? Cause it ain't funny! This is real life this is what happens when you screw up and end up locked up!

Spencer I want you to take them to meet # 24601 lets see if their laughing now!

The group was silently lead down the halls down the stairs into the max secure female psych juvenile unit the buzzer sounded as the metal doors clanged open a few kids flinched. I took the moment to scream at them.

What's the matter don't like the sound?

Well get use to it cause if you

Keep going on the path your going this is where you'll end up hearing this sound every day!

Sit down!

Officer Vega bring her in now!

Officer Vega listened to me as he brought in our example , #24601 was fighting as she was hauled in cuffed both in her ankles and wrists. She was beat red as she cussed at them.

Officer Vega shoved her down onto her knees so hard you heard them crack she cried out unable to move.

Feel good huh? Well too bad cause you ain't getting no ice no heating pad suck it up!

She looked up ready to assault Officer Vega but she was strapped tight he pulled her up as he spat in her face.

Tell these little bitches why your here

Tell them who you use to be and what you are now

My name was Samantha Puckett I'm 16 years old and My number is 24601

I'm charged with 2 counts of Attempted Murder, Murder in the first degree kidnapping Sexual assault of a minor child, Gang activity Possession of illegal substances being under the influence of illegal substances , Assault with a deadly weapon. I'm currently serving three life sentences.

What do you have to say to these little punks #24601?

She glared at them as Officer Vega spat out ..she grinned a very sinister smirk.

Get your head up and stop trying to play some game fools cause this ain't no game this is hell real pure unending hell and this is where you will end up if you keep playing this so called game.

I wish I could take back what I did and have another chance cause I ruined my life I've been down in this place for three years three F...ing years and I ain't never getting out I ain't never gonna feel the sun shining on my back, I ain't never gonna get a hug from my twin sister, I ain't never gonna be able to eat what I want when I want or do what I want when I want ever again.

Worse yet I have to live with these images, images of what I did to my victims what I did to their families cause my actions destroyed young lives and I have to live with that guilt. I was young stupid and foolish and felt I had no other choices. I didn't have parents to guide me, I let the streets guide me.

I let gang members wash me over and convince me to be down for them well I'm down alright down for life and where are they? Out there they ain't never visited me! I ain't feeling no love now just a cold hard dirty mattress. This ain't where you wanna be I promise you cause if you end up here Momma that's me! I'm gonna make you my bitch and you gonna do what I say when I say feel me?

Officer Vega pulled her up and shoved her out of the room straight into a chair strapping her down. I explained to them what kind of chair it was and why she was strapped to it. I watched their reactions. Most shivered scared picturing themselves in it. My mind focused on the one girl who smiled Nessie Robinson sister of Missy. It was kids like her and Sam that made me scared kids like them didn't change until it was too late if they ever changed.

Those were the kids society has to fear but it made me sad and made me wonder what we could do to stop them from ending up here. What made their lives so bad? That they turned to the streets? That they did unspeakable acts of cruelty and violence? How could we stop them before more innocent people paid the price?

It made me wonder if the victims ever truly healed? Even if the criminals were locked up? How did their lives change as a result of these crimes?