Logophile: a person who loves words. Also logolepsy: an obsession with words. That was who I am., Nico di Angelo. I have dyslexia, but once translated, I learn them in English. It's almost funny. I never show it though. I would have to repeat myself and be even more misunderstood. Each word needs to be carefully thought over, not dull, but not too obscure also. I have a notebook, filled with words. Another I write to explain things in detailed ways.
Monochopsis: the subtle but persistent feeling of being out of place. I never really belonged, despite what others insist. Being left out, or ignored is very common.
Abditory: a place in which you can disappear, a hiding place. My cabin. It's where I go to be alone, to panic out of site.
Apricity: the warmth of the sun in winter. That's what being with Will feels like. He's the sun and I'm the cold, I'm extremely grateful to him. Will keeps me going.
Kalon: the beauty that is more than skin deep. I know that know, after Percy. Personality is important, too.
Drapetomania: an overwhelming urge to run away. It happens sometimes, not as much as it uses to, but it still happens. It's part of the reason why I used to always disappear. It ties in with monochopsis for me.
Nyctophilia: love of darkness or night, finding relaxation or comfort in the darkness. It's part of the reason why I like it shadows. To be honest, it makes complete sense with my father being Hades and all.
Solivagant: wandering alone. I do it sometimes. I like to explore the woods around Camp Half-Blood.
Euneitophrenia: the peace of mind that comes from having pleasant dreams. I don't know about it, especially when I sleep alone. All I see is Tartarus again. I don't really like to sleep.
Clinomania: excessive desire to stay in bed. That does happen to me sometimes. Will says it's part of my depression.
Isolophilia: strong affection for solitude, being alone. Something I know quite well, with the exception of Will, my beautiful boyfriend. Though, I'm rambling, aren't I?
Strikhedonia: the joy of being able to say "to hell with it!" One of my favorite things. Whether it be practicing sword-fighting or not shadow-traveling, I do it often.
Thanatophobia: the phobia of losing someone you love. After Bianca, it's one of my strongest fears. I don't remember my Mom enough to say it's also because of her, but I know Bianca. Honestly, I'm scared when Hazel leaves for Camp Jupiter. I don't like Will going out for battle.
Eccedentesiant: someone who hides the pain behind a smile. I do it a lot, especially after the flashbacks and panic attacks. Almost no one can see through them.
Absquatulate: to leave without saying goodbye. I worry people with how often I did it. And I still do it sometimes.
Gezelligheid: the coziness, warmth, and comfort of being at home, or being together with friends. It used to never happen. Now, after meeting the seven, Reyna, and Will, it happens. I kind of like it.
Erlebnisse: the experiences, positive or negative, that we feel most deeply, and through which we truly live; not mere experiences, but Experiences. Tartarus was one of those. Percy and Annabeth had each other, but I only had myself. Plus being a child of Hades and becoming captured.
Hypophrenia: a feeling of sadness seemingly without a cause. It's part of depression. Ties in with clinomania.
I could go on, but my other words don't tie in with me. There's more out there, more too it. But I haven't discovered them yet, but one day I will.