'Oh god. This is it. I. Can't. Believe. I'm. Doing. This. What will everybody think? They might call me desperate. Oh god, what if I'm called a slut? No! I won't worry about it. It's who I am. They should accept me, right?'
This was it. The moment you have been waiting for. You were just about to gather your closest friends, your girlfriend and your parents and tell them a secret that you have been wanting to tell them for nearly one year. You feel anxiety running through your bones and your heart beats faster than a humming birds. All you wanted was to be accepted. But did you really need their approval? Was it necessary? Maybe not to stronger and older people, but to 15 year old you it was.Your hormonal body wants to be popular.
'Stay calm and breath.'
Your girlfriends nonsense words rushing through your head. How were you meant to stay calm at a time where it is love or abandonment? Were the YouTube videos on how to come out enough? Would your parents disown you?
'Knock knock! Hey Baybe, how you holding up? It's gonna be okay!! Come here.'
You rush into your girlfriends loving arms. Her crimson, luxurious hair tickles your pointy chin. Her aroma leaving your nose feeling happy. Her warm hazel eyes, a journey of 1 one thousand stories, waiting for you to discover. You kiss her. As your lips tangle you feel a jolt of bravery through your body. You manage to squeak out two words;
'I'm ready'
- so that was part one to this little fanfic! Hope you enjoyed it and if u want to see more then contact me in some way.. can you comment on this app? I've only been on it for like 10mins so yeah! What's gonna happen in part two? What will your parents say?? Find out next time. For now though, Bye!!! -Anna Dyble age 13