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Dear Diary

April 17,2008

I wonder if he notice...I wonder if he know I'm alive.I see him always look at Manny ,but what about me?? I was here first he picked on me the most not her.I know there engaged but why cant he love me??I love him just as much.I hate it when he look at her like that I want him to look at me that way.If only he could. i talked to him today;sweet diary,but we only spoke for a minute.Guess what it was about it?? give up yet...It was about Manny the only one he truly love.i wonder what he will think about her if he knew how she truly was i hope he'll leave here,but if he do it can't be for me Manny will be heartbroken.I must do it.I must do it for Love.O I love him so.Damien was a fling something to past the time but Jay is my everything you see diary that why i need him o so much.Please Diary grant ne a wish that Manny perish some how and he needs a shoulder to cry on...let me be that shoulder...just let ME be his only one