Disclaimer: I don't own Dragon Ball Z.
Author's Note: This is dedicated to those special people.
Connections aren't so easily made.
They are powerful tethers that bind us together.
We were tied to one another on a deeper level.
An understanding is what I thought we forged.
Turns out much of it was one sided.
Everything had to be your way or nothing at all.
As your friend I acquiesced to your request.
I'd do whatever I could for you whenever you needed it.
Don't you realize your significance to me?
I don't see your point of view on this.
Is it that difficult for you that I care?
You have a place with me!
One as my love;
Another as my friend.
Its not like I didn't say this to you before.
I revealed myself because of the opening you gave up.
You don't know what to do with understanding, do you?
This feeling of acceptance is very foreign, isn't it?
Love is an all consuming fire.
It burns so strongly for you and you alone.
You're hurtful and cruel words are the fuel that burned me.
My heart blew up into millions of tiny pieces.
This is what's so painful!
Although the initial explosion happened, I still feel tiny bursts.
Its almost like fireworks constantly going off.
I relive that moment you called me a liar.
I'll always remember the added insults that followed.
If you stop being so arrogant and scared of your feelings, you'd see how devoted I am to you.
There was no us, but you can't deny the chemistry.
You did try to.
Just too bad for you I won't let you pull the wool over my eyes.
We aren't toxic to each other either.
We're not so different.
Not in the way that you think anyway.
I can't help if you won't let me.
I was, I am, still here for you.
Why can't you just admit that we need each other?
Why can't I be your someone?
You know I'd give you my time, my attention, and my love.
Every ounce of my being would be yours.
All you have to do is say the word.
I'll come running like I always have.
You brought out the softness in me.
The type of affection I don't put out for all to see was in front of you.
I meant to position myself as your confidant.
All your secrets are safe with me.
Trust was something I thought we had established.
Who has petty squabbles over such minor things like we did?
I'm still in your corner whether you believe me or not.
I'm still in love with you.
We can still be friends, too.
If you'd stop pushing me away, we'd be closer than ever.
If you'd stop being so damn stubborn, my sincerity wouldn't be lost on you.
I'll keep coming for you until the day I stop breathing.
My prayer is that I can reach you.