Please Love Me
Can you see, between the lines?
Find the truth behind my lies
See the hidden messages
Buried deep in my eyes
It's not fair how you do this to me
The way you make me feel
All these new sensations
Cause me to lose track of what is real
I am on my knees before you
Begging pleading with my eyes
Part of me wants to be free
The rest wants to stay
Can you see past my lies?
You've invaded my dreams
My every idle waking moment
Is filled with thoughts of you
Memories of your smile, the
Way you laugh every movement
I am on my knees before you
Crying out for mercy, release
From this endless torment
Please, please won't you let me go?
Can you see past my lies?
Behind closed eyes I see you
In the music of my life I hear you
Do you see the way you control me
This unbreakable hold you have?
I am on my knees before you
Crippled by the feelings you stir
A cold heart, beating once again
Almost painfully inside of me
I struggle against these chains
But can you see past the acts?
Staring defiantly as cruel words
Fall from my lips, cut to the bone
I turn away not wanting to see
The aftermath, the pain in my wake
One word and I will fall
One word to bring me running
Do you see under the mask?
See the being behind the act?
On my knees I struggle, scream
Glaring, cursing you
Yet I don't truly want to escape
I don't want the game to end
Break me; bend me to your will
The ice suffocating the unbeating
Unfeeling heart breaks
As I scream, beg and plead
"Please love me!"