Hey! just a little one shot I did in the typical Maths class...

I like maths, it's just that the teacher is so... annoying? no this is not enough to describe him...

Anyway... I don't think you are very much interested in my crazy maths teacher so... On with the story..

OOOpsss !! I forgot,

Disclaimer: I do not own CCS and never will unless I become a millionaire. This is definitely happening in... three thousand years?...(sweatdrops)

anyway.. I do not own it and I'm sure you all know it... anyway..

Where is my chocolate??!!!!

Looking out of the window

One day, looking out of the window I saw you, you were dirty and hurt; nobody wanted you. I was alone, isolated.

Anyway, who cared?.

I was nobody, one of many, invisible.

This is how things should be.

But then, to my life of despair you came, you landed in my bed and began to sing the song of silence, your amber eyes reflected on my emerald orbs with a golden shine. Your wings, normally the reason of my jealousy to your kind were by now useless to you. After all, who wants a broken wing? Lost freedom?

Nobody, and in this case, your nobody was me.

I took care of you, you were my hope, my only contact with the outside world to which I had the access denied. Your eyes were for me windows to a world that I could only have imagined and that only you made possible.

When night time came, a great surprise was awaiting for me, from beast, now you were nearly human and your dark beauty fascinated me. In exchange of my heart, I would have freedom; in exchange of my feelings, I could fly. You would talk to me every night, making true with your sugar coated words my darkest dreams.

Beast by day, friend by night, I became your pray for you to live and tell me more about your curse, hope and blessing for me. A mortal kiss was what sealed one day the contract that would unite us forever in body, spirit and soul. You own me, I own you, we are both one only soul now; well, with every flashing smile you gave me, and you had me at your merci. Your charm made me bow, you made the one that never gave up give up, the insensible one, the ice princess; my feelings were dead, I was a nearly extinct fire, dead and you made it live again.

You gave life back to me.

I loved you and I know that, somewhere deep inside your frozen heart, you also loved me, even if it was only a little. How else could you have made my heart burn with desire again, or give a new form to my life, my new life?

Prisioners…

I, too son destined to go to 'Death' because of the merciless 'Illness', you were destined to eternal solitude…

I was a prisioner of my frail codition, you, you were a prisioner of your state; both so similar, both so different…

It was the moment to say goodbye. You were already well and there were no more excuses to stop you from leaving. From my window I saw you fly, to the horizon, to the way beyond world, to freedom…

Goodbye forever; or maybe, I hope it is just see you soon?

A vampire is not a friend, it takes away all you love the most, with sweet and sugar coated words, bitter persuasion, it makes you give him the liberation of a soul, it makes you give him your heart. From one side he lied to me, from the other, he has strangely held his word.

He promised to take me away, to take me away to a far, far away land. He promised me a brand new life, a new hope, a new vision.

He took my heart with him, he took my soul.

I will always live with him, in him, in a weird and unexplainable way I see now that this i how he told me it would be. From now on, I am also him.

Goodbye Syaoran; good bye, take care, my love…

Remember you have in you, my heart and soul…


Well, tell me what you think... it is my first one shot and don't hesitate to tell me if it was crap... anyway...

(nervous laugh) ehmm... well...

Please review...!!!