'It's time'. My father said, barely reading the letter in his hands. A look of anguish crossed his face, which was followed by my mother comforting him.

'It's okay, she'll get through this'. They looked up at me, and almost immediately I was in their arms.

'You're a Cullen, stay strong, whatever they say, don't forget who you are, it's just this one visit. Afterwards, you're free Renesmee….' There was a pregnant pause. 'You're free.'

'Mom, dad, don't, seriously. I'll be fine, it's their duty and I just have to get through it.' I said, putting on a strong face. The Volturi demanded the immediate presence of me, for an unknown time, to see my potential, threat potential, all sorts of potential.

'You know, we're not the only ones that are going to miss you.' Dad had a gentle smirk on his face, slowly mouthing the seconds till our door flew open.

'Your flight leaves in ten hours, Aro has sent his own personal jet and that's all I can see so far.' Aunt Alice beamed in, holding Uncle Jaspers arm firmly as the rest of my family poured in for goodbyes and explanations.

Lastly, Jacob came in.

'I heard, all of you guys talking. I heard, Nessie, they want you?'

There was a silence, so deep birds were chirping in the background, the motorway was buzzing and I could hear the faint heartbeat of a deer in the distance. Grandpa Carlisle was the first to raise his voice.

'Jac-'I cut him off, apologising and asked Jacob to take a walk with me.

'Why, Nessie, why do they have to take you?' Jacob voice, filled with pain asked me in the most curious way. There was no anger; either that or it was just boiling inside.

'It's their duty, I can't do anything. They're not all bad, the way I see it Jake, they're like the government. But, sometimes the government can be corrupt as well; power corrupts, no matter what you are'. I said moving swiftly through the forest, I already knew what his answer was. He's Jacob, I know him inside and out, too predictable.

'But they're LEECHES!'

I rolled my eyes, unintentionally and sensed him raging. Sometimes, the guy reminded me of the beast in the Disney version of Beauty and the Beast. His face became slightly animated, I found it funny almost.

'POWER HUNGRY BLOODSUCKING LEECHES!'

'Leeches, my mother is a so called leech as you say. So is my father, hell so are most of my family! What's your point, Jacob? You're just going by instinct, please, just, try and understand, Jacob, for me.'

A readable look contemplated his face.

'How long are you gone for?'

'I don't know, it doesn't say, but that doesn't mean you're not free to visit. I'm not a child, anymore Jacob. I'm 18, physically, mentally god knows. I've got eternity; I see it as a learning experience.'

Sometimes I often wondered if Jacob understood me at times like this, normally he would just get me straight away, laugh and sing stupid songs, but now, he was being unreasonable. I understood the concept of safety very well, Jacob just was ignorant to the fact I would be able to take care of myself, better than any human.

'You're just like Bella. I had one shot, one shot and now- I shouldn't even love you. You don't love me, do you Nessie?'

'Jacob, of course I love you, you're my best friend.' I couldn't help but let worry swim right across my face, normally I knew Jacob's tendencies, but now I was speechless.

'Do you remember what I told you when four years ago? When you went to High School for the second time, I told you, you were my imprint.' Imprint. The word seemed like super glue, it was an identity, a claim.

'I told you, that one day, we start to love each other. Love each other in such a great way, Nessie. I think it starts now.'

I couldn't do this; I knew it would happen eventually, but now? Oh, but eventually does imply now, did I love Jacob, why of course! But was he for me? He should be, he was good for me, I would be happy with Jacob. My parents, the family would be happy, the pack would be happy, everyone would be happy.

Apart from you.

Does my happiness really matter right now? I mean, think of all the goodness from this.

'Do you love me, Nessie?'

'I-I-I-'

'Do. You. Love. Me. Nessie?'

His breath was hot on me, inching closer, my heart sped, I don't know why, but he took a grin to it.

'Think of us, it's going to be the greatest thing. We'll both be happy with each other, you and me Nessie.'

Loyalty and obligation passed my mind, and in an instant I said 'yes'.

The pressure of Jacob's kiss was nearly unbearable, his lips were neutral because of our heat and it was like a pillow with flesh was being forced into my mouth. I guess this is what kisses are like, so I kiss him back.

The smile on Jacob's face is static, it almost makes me happy. See? This is the goodness that comes out from it.

'I love you Nessie, I'll be waiting for you when you get back!'

The hug, from Jacob, I liked. It reminded me of our friendship; I hugged him back, a tear escaping my eye.

'Why're you crying?' He asked gently, but I didn't want to let my selfish emotions get by, so I said 'I'm so happy.'

Lies, but I couldn't think of the entirety right now.

He kissed me on the forehead and laughed boomingly, taking my hand like it was a prize and ran back home with me.

'I'm so happy you two have each other now!' Mom hugged both of us, giving us her always existent blessing.

I looked into my father's eyes, and Uncle Jaspers only to notice something wasn't quite right.

'Excuse me.' I said to Jacob, convincing him to leave my side.

As soon as I was in the kitchen, Uncle Jasper and dad followed me in and I put my hands on one side of their cheeks.

What's wrong?

Uncle Jasper thought to me. You don't have the same sense of euphoria as Jacob does.

Shit.

Dad thought to me. I don't like this. But, that's because of fatherly instinctiveness. I'd much rather it be human than Jacob Black, but who am I to judge. But what is this, about you Jasper? Are you being, pressured Renesmee?

No! I sent out to both of them after exchanging their thoughts.

I took my hands away and said 'I love him. I do.'

I walked away, back to Jacob who asked if everything was okay.

'Peachy,' I replied, in a way that made him satisfied to return to scoffing his face with five bagels. I'm sure, he'll get bored of me and realise I'm nothing special, because I won't be able to love him in the way that he wants. Will I? Or maybe it's just me, me and my crazy brain denying myself a wonderful opportunity, Jacob was the dream of every sane girl. He was caring, sweet, lovable, the list was endless.

That night, after saying my goodbyes to everyone in the family, Aunt Alice was the only one who stayed behind.

'Here, I think you'll need this, maybe, just be careful Renesmee.'

Condoms?

'Ew! Aunt Alice, I'm a virgin!' I hissed so quietly, what was she thinking? I suddenly remembered mom and dad were out hunting, so this is why she decided to give them to me now, of all times. But why, this was pretty hilarious. I wasn't planning on losing my virginity, I hadn't thought about a relationship yet! Did she want me to complete myself to Jacob before I left, crazy!

'Listen, Nessie, I lied to Edward and Bella. I've seen much, much more than just the flight to Italy. Just trust me, please. Take them.' I didn't know whether to laugh at the seriousness of Aunt Alice, she was always so bright and unworried.

'On one condition, what did you see?'

'Ugh, I should have just sneaked them in.'

'Fine, but I won't be needing them.' I said looking at her pouty face.

'Good, you're more like Edward then I thought.'

I packed the…things away from any sane sight. Ugh, gross. Was this a trip to Italy, or a trip to…I don't even know.

'I still don't understand, what you expect, for me to sleep with a Volturi guard!' My voice grew louder.

'Not since I saw you take them, but keep them, just in case. I'll see you soon, Ness. I'm sorry, bye!' I fell into her embrace and relaxed, Aunt Alice only wanted the best for me, no matter how strange it seemed.

After she left, I went through our conversation. Wait, sleep with a-. No way, in hell. That's too funny to even think about.

I let the matter go away, packing what I would need and everything alike. I didn't know how long I was to go for, but at the airport dad reminded me it won't be for a pain staking time, my parents would visit.

I was taken to a private runaway, entering a jet with a spacious seven seats.

I slept like a baby, dreaming of Italy this time. I dreamt of Romeo & Juliet, Bonny & Clyde, Draco & Hermione, all non conventional stories.

Ugh, I better stop reading.

'Miss, Renesmee Carlie Cullen, shall be pleased to know we are due to arrive in the Volturi's landing ground, Volterra in 0.30 seconds.'

I perked up at the flight attendants voice, feeling groggy and disgusting in fact. I wanted a shower and a bed to rest in, first and foremost. But I knew, meeting Aro, and his guard would prevented that.

Oh no, Aro.

I'm meeting the Volturi in less than an hour.

I'm panicking, sweating bullets, no, why didn't I listen to Jacob? The plane landed to a pitch black entrance, upon arrival I was greeted by minor looking guards, judging by how they lacked the Volturi crest, from Grandpa Carlisle's knowledge, exclusive to higher ranking guards.

'Hello, Miss Cullen. I am to escort you to your chambers, after, Master Aro will request your presence in the throne room.'

A stout looking man, said. What enticed me where his blood red eyes, he's killed so many people, I bet it. I couldn't let my humane side make any judgment here though.

'Any issues, Miss Cullen?' He asked, probably by my moral dilemma on his eyes.

'No, what's your name by the way?' I asked as we started to walk, he was carrying my luggage as well, I suppose this was custom.

'It's a rather, insignificant detail, but it is Luc.' Luc, pronounced Luck, I heard from his thick Italian accent.

'You're name is never insignificant Luc. You are a person, so you have a name, no?' God, I sounded like Aunt Alice, but I was true in my speaking. He's a person; of course his name is significant.

'Oh, Miss Cullen, how polite of you. But, that's not the way things work around here.' He said in a low whisper, wary other guards would hear him.

I put one hand on his cheek.

Your secrets safe with me, Cullen promise.

I pulled back to the astounded look on his face.

'You touched me!'

I nodded 'indeed, I did. Is there a problem?'

'No, no, it's an honour. I have seen your ability, it is marvellous. '

I smiled 'thank you.'

On the way to my new 'chamber', I noticed the Volturi were fans of medieval/renaissance colour schemes. There were chandeliers through the narrow hallways, complimented by ancient portraits, some I were sure were original Van Gogh's and Davinci's, it was enticing. I'd have to visit. There were numerous rooms, all marked with black, medieval doors and closed.

'Are these bedrooms?' I asked, wary.

'No, these are specialised rooms. No one knows, well, guards like me do not know what happens here. This is the West wing, the East Wing is where you will reside. The South Wing is comprised of Gardens, the flight deck and garage, whereas the North Wing is where the leaders mostly do things, I am not sure myself what.'

I took in all the information, careful not to ask too many questions. After what seemed like endless walking, I realised Luc was walking at my, half human pace.

'I'm sorry If I'm keeping you back, I didn't realise before.'

'Nonsense, it is nice to enjoy taking in things slowly. Most of the time, because we travel so fast, we forget to take in the beauty of this castle.'

What a wonderful thought, cheesy, but nice I suppose.

'Why are you with the Volturi?' I asked Luc, he seemed polite enough to answer.

'Aro has been good to me, I was once a runaway beast, but I'm quite strong you see, not as strong as higher guards, but strong to withstand a battle, heaven forbid someone attack us.'

My mouth went in a 'o' shape, I supposed this was the type of story I expected. But, what if he was killed, surely, he wouldn't want to be in battle for this reason. I'd have to ask him, but before I could he said 'Your chamber awaits you, Aro shall send for someone to take you to the throne room in due time. Until then, it is advised you do not roam the castle without permission'.

I was half and half listening, because…I gulped.

Right across from my chambers, read a name. A frightening name, in elegant script there was carved

Alec

Alec, the make you lose your senses as his ability, Alec, was my roommate. Well, If you think about it like that. My parents would freak, Alec, of all people, well, it's not Jane but he's the second most feared guard!

I was nearly hyperventilating, even more realising Luc was gone, my luggage already inside the room.

My eyes were bulging, even more when I came face to face with the eyes of…

And that's when everything went black.