You only know how much you miss someone when he's already gone

by Ronirana Ixanara

Lily entrenches herself more and more. Her friends tryto help her, but all help she refuse . The truth is: Ted has died. And she is to blame. Owe for the death of the man whom she loved...

You only know how much you miss someone when he's already gone...

Hello everyone!

This is my first Story on and in English (Usually I speak and write German)

Infomation: This Story is publish on the german FanFiction Website (- ). It's called ''Du merkst erst wie dir eine Person fehlt, nachdem sie weg ist...'' on . And I'm called Primevial XIII!

Bye,

Ronirana Ixanara

P.S: Don't Forget Reviews!

Chapter 1:Help

,,Lily" he said and hugged me tighter.,,Lily, you need help! " ,, No,it's okay. Everything is going to be all right..I'm- okay." I responded,dashing my tears away. ,,Don't worry.I will do this."

I remember this conservation so well. Too well. I think about it every day,under the shower, in bed,everywhere...it's strange,isn't it?
You need help, that's what they tell me. Everyone tries to to persuade me.
What's help? I dunno. Friendship? Love? Death? Maybe...suicide? I often though about it, but I'm afraided of death. I couldn't do this.
Someone is knocking on the door.
,,Barney... she's not doing away with one self ?'', Robin whispers.,,Nah,don't worry, Scherbatzky... .'',Barney says. ,, Lily's not that kind of women" .,,Dunno...''They knock harder now.,,Lily,get out of there!'', Marshall shouts.I want to respond''No!''
But I didn't.

,,Help?! Honesty? You think about help? '', I nodded. .,, You are a terrible person! There is only one of us who really needs help and that's-Ted!". I stood up,clutching the chair." ,,Lily, you're daft! " he shouted.

Help? What's help? Something good? Do I need help? Is Barney right?