in this house of worship

by Markante Korenwolf

just this thing I do, when I like a character I try to write a short story or a poem from their pov in an attempt to understand how they work and think and the like. This one turned out really, really vague and a bit weird and I'm not sure if Castiel is still recognizable in it. (written 10/05/'13)

in this house of worship that is no longer a home
I have found what is like to be lost, confused and all alone
and I can wait for your guidance until I've been turned to stone

in this house of worship that has lost its way
I have no more reasons to stay
now that I find myself unable to obey

in this house of worship that no longer welcomes me
I have eaten the forbidden apple of the tree
and in doing so I have set myself free

in this house of worship that has treated me so unjust
I have been shown that you don't deserve my trust
and my faith has crumbled to nothing but dust

in this house of worship that has its own unearthly song
I have learned that all my decisions were wrong
and I have yet to find a place where I belong

in this house of worship different from you
I finally found what I am to do
and I found myself not a what but a who