Authors Note: So I know i love this song A LOT but today i was listening to it and was hit with inspiration for this one shot. It's sad and just...okay it's just sad. Ne ways i'm working on the new chapter of Loves Bond. I just have to figure out if i want to end it where i'm at or make the chapter longer. So we'll see. Please let me know what you think about this story and i also have a new poll on my page that i want you to please take part in. Thanks!

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Your Guardian Angel:

"EDWARD!" Alice screamed through the phone as I pulled it away from my ear.

"What?" I snipped at her as she tried to calm down.

"You have to get to Forks now!" She said as I noticed lots of voices in the background.

"Why? Alice what's going on?"

"It's Bella. Something is going to happen to her. I'm sorry I know you asked me to leave her alone, but she's in danger." Alice said before I snapped the phone shut and pushed my foot down harder on the gas pedal.


It didn't take me long to get from California to Forks and when I pulled into the Swan's driveway I noticed Alice was getting out of Carlisle's Mercedes.

I parked my Volvo and quickly got out to meet her.

"Where is she?"

"She isn't here. I checked. I think it might be too late." Alice cried as I grabbed her shoulders.

I saw the vision in my head as Alice had seen it hours ago. Bella was in the meadow…our meadow. But she wasn't alone.

I took off running and I heard Alice following behind me. I had to get there. I had to save her. We were half way there when I heard Alice whimper. I quickly stopped and watched as her vision changed and Bella was talking to her killer. I kept running hoping that I could make it before something happened to her. However when we got there I knew it was too late. Even with supernatural powers on our side we were too late to save her.

Laurent walked over to me as I crouched down, ready to attack. Before I could jump I felt Alice put her hand on my shoulder. I looked up at her as she stared at Laurent and I saw a vision of us talking to him in her head.

"Why are talking to him?" I asked as she ignored me.

"She's still alive Edward, but she's slipping fast." Alice said as I quickly moved past them and over to the girl I loved.

"Bella," I whispered as she looked up at me with her huge brown eyes.

"I thought I'd never see you again."

"Hold on Bella I can save you." I said as she shook her head.

"It has to be this way. Laurent will tell you. Please Edward it has to be this way." She pleaded as she tried to get the words out.

"I can't lose you Bella."

She ignored me and put her hand up to my cheek. "I love you Edward." She whispered before her eyes closed and her body went limp in my arms.

"Bella," I said as I felt for a pulse, "No Bella stay with me please." I held her against my chest as I heard Alice approach me.

"She's gone Edward." She whispered, her voice full of pain.

I laid Bella down gently before turning my murderous glare on Laurent. "What happened?" I snarled as he took a protective step back.

"I came back here as a favor for Victoria." He said as I l checked his mind for the truth.

"She wanted to kill Bella in revenge against me." I said as he nodded.

"You probably already know this, but she asked me to come here and see if you were still with the girl or if she was alone."

"You found her here, alone."

"No Edward he found her days ago." Alice whispered from behind me and I glanced back to find that she was staring down at Bella.

"I found her with a pack of werewolves. Or something like them. I'm not entirely sure. They aren't ruled by the moon like normal werewolves." He said as I stared at him.

"But you found her completely alone today."

"Yes, alone and unprotected by them. She was crying in this meadow when I found her."

I checked his thoughts again and watched as he found Bella, crying in the field. She had been screaming my name and someone else's. "What happened to her?"

"She said that her boyfriend had fallen for someone else and that you left her."

"I did that for her own safety."

"I told her about Victoria's plan and she got upset."

"You never planned to kill her?"

"No, I wouldn't dream of it. I've been living clean in Alaska with Irina. My diet is the same as yours now." He said as I nodded.

"But you felt you had to do this one last favor for Victoria?"

"Just this last one. But Bella…she didn't want Victoria coming here."

I nearly collapsed as his memory of Bella pleading for him to take her life came to me. "She asked you to do it."

"She said she couldn't bear the thought of anyone she cared about dying because of her."

I finally collapsed as I felt Alice instantly at my side. I looked up at Laurent as he stared down at me. "You could have turned her."

"She told me not to."

"You could have done it anyway."

He walked over to me as Alice turned my head to face her. "You know he couldn't have. She didn't want that."

"He could have saved her Alice."

"She wouldn't have been happy Edward. If she had to be turned she wanted you or one of us to do it. She wouldn't have been happy any other way."

I looked back towards the body of the woman I loved and wished in that instant that I could cry. I wanted to mourn for her the way men should mourn the women they love. I stood up as Alice moved away from me.

"Edward please don't do it." She whispered as I continued to stare at Bella.

"She's gone Alice. I cant live without her." I said before I took off running. Running away from everything and everyone that I ever knew. I would have kept running except I felt like I had to go to her house…just to sit in her room one last time.


I climbed up the side of her house and into her window, silently even though Charlie wasn't there. Once I was in the room I was hit with her smell and I nearly collapsed again from the pain. I ran my fingers alone her books, so worn and used. I went to her closet and tried to find my favorite blue shirt of hers so I could take it with me when I left.

"Edward," I turned around and stared at her as she smiled at me.

"Bella," I whispered, not really believing what I was seeing.

"I'm really here. You're not seeing things." She said before she walked over to me.

"How are you?"

"You were right. I really am too self giving." She laughed, but I couldn't laugh with her.

"You gave up your life to save everyone." She nodded.

"I gave up my life…to save you." She put her hand to my cheek as she had before and I leaned into it.

"How is this happening? How are you here? How am I seeing you?"

"I only have a few minutes, but I wanted to talk to you. Edward you can't die."

"But I cant live without you."

"I know, but you have to try. They still need you. I still need you."

"But you're gone Bella. You're not here anymore."

"I need you to watch over Charlie and Renee. I need you to watch over your family, because they're my family too."

"Bella," I whispered as tears came to her eyes.

"And if you're patient someday I'll come back to you."

"What?"

"Someday I'll be reborn and then we can be together forever."

"Bella, that person wont be you."

"Yes they will. You'll see. That person will be me and we'll fall in love all over again."

"Bella,"

She cupped my face in both her hands and pressed her forehead against mine.

"We'll be together again Edward."

"Bella, why did you do it?" I finally asked as she laughed.

"I will never let you fall, I'll stand up with you forever, I'll be there for you through it all, even if saving you sends me to heaven." She said before she leaned forward and pressed her lips against mine.

I wrapped my arms around her waist as she slipped her hands into my hair. I kissed her harder than I ever had when she was alive and she held onto me tighter than she normally did.

We finally pulled apart and she looked up. "I have to go."

"No," I said as I tried to hold her against me.

"Do me a favor?" She asked as she finally pulled away from me.

"Anything," I said before she walked over and picked up a CD.

"Whenever you feel like giving up I want you to listen to this song and I'll be with you again." She said as I took the CD from her.

"Someday?" I asked as she nodded.

"Someday we'll be together again. I promise." She kissed me one last time before she disappeared.

I felt empty as I stared at where she had been standing. I wasn't sure I could go on, but I knew that I had to. I had to because someday we would be together again.


I drove up to our old house and parked the car in the garage. I walked into the house and was pulled into Esme's arms as Carlisle stared at me.

"Are you alright Edward?" She asked as I nodded.

"We were so worried when Alice couldn't see you anymore."

"What?" I stared at Alice who had appeared beside Carlisle.

"I was watching you, trying to see if you were going to leave and suddenly you disappeared. What happened Edward?" She asked as I laughed lightly.

"Bella," I whispered before I walked past them, completely ignoring their thoughts. I walked up to my room and put the CD in my stereo and hit play. I sat on my leather couch and listened as the words reminded me of Bella.

I smiled as Alice walked through the door and stared at me. "You'll be with her again." She said as I smiled.

"I know." I whispered and for the first time I actually believed that.

When I see your smile

Tears roll down my face I can't replace

And now that I'm strong I have figured out

How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul

And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

I will never let you fall (let you fall)

I'll stand up with you forever

I'll be there for you through it all (through it all)

Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.

Seasons are changing

And waves are crashing

And stars are falling all for us

Days grow longer and nights grow shorter

I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall (let you fall)

I'll stand up with you forever

I'll be there for you through it all (through it all)

Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cuz you're my, you're my, my, my true love, my whole heart

Please don't throw that away

Cuz I'm here for you

Please don't walk away and

Please tell me you'll stay woah, stay woah

Use me as you will

Pull my strings just for a thrill

And I know I'll be okay

Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall

I'll stand up with you forever

I'll be there for you through it all

Even if saving you sends me to heaven

I will never let you fall (let you fall)

I'll stand up with you forever

I'll be there for you through it all (through it all)

Even if saving you sends me to heaven


A/N: What did you think? Let me know okay?!