Tears of a Queen
Written by Ashleymarie DeBondt Seyla Starrider is my Star Wars name
March 31, 2001
Contact: dpriser@aol.com
Rating: A for Angst
About: Amidala's view on Anakin.
When: after Anakin left her.
Sometimes I wish,
Sometimes I pray
That the cause of our love had only stayed
But now that the truth has been made known,
I knew it couldn't last.
From the hidden secrets you kept away
You just couldn't contain your past.
I feel rejected, betrayed how long you kept the truth at bay
How could you do this to me?
Why did you go?
Breaking my heart and leaving me behind.
Six months along, I am barely holding on
To the two tiny lives growing inside.
Thinking of what I did wrong.
What did I do to make you fall away?
How could you leave us alone?
Sometimes I wish,
Sometimes I pray
Then memories of how you disappeared each night
Parting from our bed
Thinking I was sleeping
But my eyes just red.
I watched you walked away
Close the sliding door
Then one night you didn't come back,
No note on the door.
At first I believed you would return to me
But then a friend spotted you with the enemy,
The anger burned.
Pregnant with your children,
Yet you didn't know
I hold in me
Two, not uno
It is now almost time
I fear you won't see
Even feel the birth, the first breath of your babies
And the last cries from me.
Written by Ashleymarie DeBondt Seyla Starrider is my Star Wars name
March 31, 2001
Contact: dpriser@aol.com
Rating: A for Angst
About: Amidala's view on Anakin.
When: after Anakin left her.
Sometimes I wish,
Sometimes I pray
That the cause of our love had only stayed
But now that the truth has been made known,
I knew it couldn't last.
From the hidden secrets you kept away
You just couldn't contain your past.
I feel rejected, betrayed how long you kept the truth at bay
How could you do this to me?
Why did you go?
Breaking my heart and leaving me behind.
Six months along, I am barely holding on
To the two tiny lives growing inside.
Thinking of what I did wrong.
What did I do to make you fall away?
How could you leave us alone?
Sometimes I wish,
Sometimes I pray
Then memories of how you disappeared each night
Parting from our bed
Thinking I was sleeping
But my eyes just red.
I watched you walked away
Close the sliding door
Then one night you didn't come back,
No note on the door.
At first I believed you would return to me
But then a friend spotted you with the enemy,
The anger burned.
Pregnant with your children,
Yet you didn't know
I hold in me
Two, not uno
It is now almost time
I fear you won't see
Even feel the birth, the first breath of your babies
And the last cries from me.