Title: Thoughts
Author: D S
Warnings: I dunno…
Summary: what it's like in Squall's head.
Pairings: Seifer+Squall, implied Zell+Quistis
Disclaimers: Don't own. Pretend you never saw this…
Rating: PG-13
Squall's POV
Thoughts
He loves me.
And that's really all that matters.
The Garden?
I don't give a shit.
The world?
They can all go to hell for all I care.
Zell? Quistis?
Too wrapped up in their own world to see it.
Irvine? Selphie?
Gone. They left shortly after the war.
Rinoa?
A bitch that needs to be shot. She tried to kill him. I'll never forgive her for that.
Am I forgetting anyone?
Oh, Laguna.
I got emancipated a year and a half ago. What kind of father leaves his son in a military academy for 18 years?
Matron and Cid?
Cid died of cancer 8 months ago. Matron died of heartbreak shortly after.
Before he came back, my life was a living hell.
My little 'fling', if you can call it that, with Rinoa lasted all of three days.
It was during those three days that I found out I loved him. It hit me that I only went out with Rinoa to make him jealous. It backfired. Badly. Instead, he ran from me. Ran, like he always did.
But he came back.
He came back and I was there to meet him. We exchanged scars once, this time it was scars of a different kind. He told me how no one cared that it wasn't him, and how they tortured him. In altercation, I told him how I was dead inside. No one thought about me. I was just the guy who didn't talk much to them now. Everything changed.
Change.
I hate it. It made him run. Who's to say when he leaves again? But he loves me. And in the end…
That's really all that matters.
Author: D S
Warnings: I dunno…
Summary: what it's like in Squall's head.
Pairings: Seifer+Squall, implied Zell+Quistis
Disclaimers: Don't own. Pretend you never saw this…
Rating: PG-13
Squall's POV
Thoughts
He loves me.
And that's really all that matters.
The Garden?
I don't give a shit.
The world?
They can all go to hell for all I care.
Zell? Quistis?
Too wrapped up in their own world to see it.
Irvine? Selphie?
Gone. They left shortly after the war.
Rinoa?
A bitch that needs to be shot. She tried to kill him. I'll never forgive her for that.
Am I forgetting anyone?
Oh, Laguna.
I got emancipated a year and a half ago. What kind of father leaves his son in a military academy for 18 years?
Matron and Cid?
Cid died of cancer 8 months ago. Matron died of heartbreak shortly after.
Before he came back, my life was a living hell.
My little 'fling', if you can call it that, with Rinoa lasted all of three days.
It was during those three days that I found out I loved him. It hit me that I only went out with Rinoa to make him jealous. It backfired. Badly. Instead, he ran from me. Ran, like he always did.
But he came back.
He came back and I was there to meet him. We exchanged scars once, this time it was scars of a different kind. He told me how no one cared that it wasn't him, and how they tortured him. In altercation, I told him how I was dead inside. No one thought about me. I was just the guy who didn't talk much to them now. Everything changed.
Change.
I hate it. It made him run. Who's to say when he leaves again? But he loves me. And in the end…
That's really all that matters.