A/N I'm so sorry that it took me a VERY long time for me to update with this new chapter but I'm here and I will like to thank all the people who review. I forget to tell you that this is my first fanfic so I'm sorry for future grammar mistakes so on with the story
Disclaimers: I do not own twilight just my plot and characters do not believe me here is an example
Me: hey Leah can I own you so I can give you a happy ending
Leah: no but I wish u could my life will be so much better
See I do not own twilight so sad (tear).
A New Start
Welcome to my life
As I look back on my life as it was before to what it is now I realized back than that my life was a fucking soap opera whoopee fucking do. It all began to change for me after sitting through what I thought than would be the hardest event of my life Emily and Sam wedding and I am here to tell you now that it was my blessing from above throw the dark tunnel. I am not ashamed to tell you that I was just a fucking mess. But the turning point for me was a conversation I over heard before the reception between Emily the new bride and Kim Jarred imprint and after hearing it I was shocked and went spiraling down to a all time low. So I did only thing at the time I could think of to get the hell away from the reception and going to the last place people would expect me to go the Cullen House. Sitting there feeling sorry for myself crying on my sister shoulder and sometimes to this day I still can't believe that my new step sister is Bella Cullen. But after hearing what blood relatives have to say about you I didn't care if she was a smelly leech all I knew is that I needed a shoulder to cry on at that moment.
Flashback to the wedding reception Walking to Emily I'm going to just be happy for her and move on yeah that what I'm going to do. But as I'm walking up to her I hear her and Kim talking about me "I still can't even believe that she even came" said Emily."I know I'm surprise that she didn't jump up and say this all suppose to be mine Sam I can't let you married her "said Kim laughing." I know right it was almost becoming fun for me to have everything she ever wanted "said Emily smirking . I was shock because she personally asked me to be at the wedding but now I know she just wanted me to come so she could rub it in my face so I did what was weird for me to do I ran to the Cullen's house crying. End flashback
Well after having a good long cry hello just because I'm a bitch doesn't mean I don't have feelings to yeah know I decided then and there that the only way for my life to get better is for me to do something about it. To take charge of my actions and become the beautiful, life and fun loving women that I know was still inside of me. And I had to stop blaming all my problems on other people some of it is my fault too. And the first step in taking my life back and the HARDEST was admitting that I couldn't do it alone. The second step is what had me VERY AFRAID is that I'm going to need Alice for because to make a new start I'm going to need to change everything about me and I can't believe I'm saying this but I'm going to need a make over a shiver just ran down my back for what is in store for me with Alice. And third no more miss nice Leah I have to blend the bitch and the refined smart lady that was inside of me. And to all those Ass holes who thought you can step over me and treat me anyway you wanted to well guess what the BITCH is back and better than before and now it was time for me to shine so shine on shine on.