Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And I can't keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad, yeah
Cause it's all in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again
And I can't take it yeah I can't shake it
Nooo
Edward shook his head, trying to rid himself or the images that plagued matter how hard he tried, they kept finding their way back into his head. He kept seeing Winry, lying on a bed naked with Mustang on top of her. Kissing her every where. Her eyes closing as she called out Mustang's name, face flushed and breathing heavily. Edward shook his head. He needed to stop thinking about it. But he couldn't.
I can't wait to see you
Want to see if you still got that look in your eyes
That one you had for me before we said our goodbyes
And it's a shame that we got to spend our time
Being mad about the same things
Over and over again
About the same things
Over and over again
Ohh
But I think she's leaving
Ooh man she's leaving
I don't know what else to do
(I can't go on not loving you)
He needed to see her. To talk to her. To make sure that she's not with Mustang. To make sure that it was all in his head. I hope that it's not real. If it is, then she'll leave. Oh God! I hope she doesn't leave me. I hope she stays. I don't know what I'll do if she leaves.I love her too much. The images started coming again, worse than before. Ugh! Just go away already! I just think about this over and over again! I don't think I can take it anymore! Edward punched the wall, smirking in satifaction as he felt the brick crumble beneath his fist. Fuck. What am I going to do?
I remember the day you left
I remember the last breath you took right in front of me
When you said that u would leave
I was too damn stubborn to try to stop you or say anything
But I see clearly now
And this choice I made keep playing in my head
Over and over again
Playing my head
Over and over again
Ohh
Edward closed his as he pictured Winry walking away from him as she smiled that always manages to make his stomach flutter. Just one smile from her could make him turn into a flustering idiot, always tripping over thin air while stuttering over his words like an imbecile. Yet he always found some way to make a smart comment while she stood there, hands on her hips while glaring daggers at him with her beautiful blue always managed to get lost in those eyes. They're just that dazzling. Edward sighed as another wave of images hi him. This time they were of her and Mustang kissing. Their fingers entwined in eachother's hair while their tongues danced with eachother. Edward punched the wall again.
Now that I've realized that I'm going down
From all this pain you've put me through
Everytaime I close my eyes I lock it down
I can't go on not loving you
Edward ground his teeth together s he walked down the hall, heading for Winry's room. He had to make sure. He had to make sure that it was all in his head. That none of the things he was imagining were happening. If they were, then he'll just calmly walk out of the room, and out of her life. If not, then he'll tell her. He'll tell her what he felt. He'll kiss her. Hold her. But only if they weren't true.