Chapter one: A Day
As I awoke from my undreaving slumber, I saw myself in the mirror and made a sigh.
That Saturday was like any other day wake up, go downstairs, play Xbox 360 , call a friend, and not eat much. I feel like if I keep doing this I am gonna die bored and lonely. I called my friend Ava and asked if I'm sad and lonely, she is great for this stuff, honest and will not surgarcoat it. I asked " Am I gonna Die alone and sad." She said "Cole, I don't know, maybe maybe not you keep asking this what's wrong?" I have something wrong but I'm not gonna say. "I don't wanna say." "Well, I'm your therapist/councilor and I'm here to help if you aren't gonna tell me I'm not gonna be able to help you, you know that right?. "I know, it's just its pathetic and shameful." "I'm not going to judge Cole, you know I wouldn't." "Ok, may I talk to you this coming Friday?" "Sure." I said. I hung up after saying goodbye but something is really eating me up inside. I want it to stop but I can't. It's just so wrong but so right. I'm already not safe in my head but in my heart I'm diseased! I always think of the worst and not the best outcomes. I also have a lot of fears, Robbing, breaking an entering, bees and even being hopeless to the point when*boom*. Yeah, kinda scary. It's been 7 hours since I woke up, I need to eat something. I grab the American cheese, Bread and butter and make a Grilled cheese Sandwage, next I put on the oven on and open it, and throw it on on a sheet pan. Next a grab a bag of frozen Frenchfries and take about a handful, put them in the oven on a brick slate. Then I check my social media, nothing different or anything. A few likes on this photo of a sub I made. I'm so boring. The food I make is don't and I eat it and it's mediocre at most. I head outside and practice my archery skills, I hit 4/7 of the shots I think my bow needs maintenance because it's not me. I replace the ductape with new fresh new tape. And I fix it. I pull an arrow through the string line it up with the shot, and *CRACK* and I hit my eye with the arrow and with my dumb luck the bow Snaps and gets a crack down the middle. "My luck would defiantly make this happen." I look for a new great branch from my tre-- *ding* *ding* my tablet is getting texts from Ava. They read "COLE THIS IS URGENT ITS DEADLY IMPORTENT." I reply in what's wrong?! She said she got her crush to be in a relationship with her. "Congrats Ava." I mumble to myself. -I should have a relationship with her- and then I get a text from her stating.
To be continued