I can feel so much pain everytime I look at her. It hurts so much to even glance at the beauty named Kimberly, but going through a day without even looking at her hurts even more. Frankly I know I've been a homosexual since around 7th grade of course my parents aren't exactly happy with me, but at this point I've accepted who am and don't really care what other people think. Well at least to a point. I am already super weird to go with my gayness so that's always fun right? Anyways I just recently moved to Angel Grove and being the awkward and anti-social person I am I just ignored everyone. It was when I heard the explosion caused by the boy I now know as Billy which led to me officially meeting Kim. I already knew her from school and instantly fell head over heels since my heart doesn't care if it knows better and honestly neither do I. I didn't even know what to say to her when I first met her and ran with her when the security guard at the quarry were chasing us. I jumped into Billy's van with Kim and then we nearly died well at least we should've died because getting hit by a train isn't exactly something you live through. Anyways we woke up at our houses and then I saw them again at the quarry and the crazy guy, Zach, chased after me who was immediately followed and raced past by Kim. I didn't know why I ran it just felt comfortable and honestly I wasn't sure what to do after basically dying. Kim chased me to the cliff and started talking to me. I wasn't actually paying attention to her words and was ready to listen to her it was the fact the others followed is why I jumped over the cliff. It didn't really hurt too badly but the pain basically faded when I saw Zach jump after him followed by everyone else. I didn't really care about it all I was thinking about was that these people cared enough to basically slap Death and run for me. Jason probably jumped because he though Kim was hot, Zach's just crazy, and Billy caved to peer pressure and honestly looked like he didn't really have much else to do. I must admit it was rather terrifying when he fell because I honestly didn't want his death on my hands. However everything was fine and everyone else jumped after him because he found like a space ship or something. Anyways it was when Kim looked at me when I completely did this thing where I shut myself down and didn't talk because honestly if I liked her then that made her all the more dangerous. Well she asked for my water bottle and being the naive, lovestruck doofus I am I gave it to her and she grabbed my shoulders, even now I'm not complaining and I don't think I ever will, and we jumped down together.
Blah blah blah meeting aliens and finding out we have new powers and access to a lot more more blah blah blah. It was when we were at a coffee shop and fought over the last doughnut and completely ignored everyone else and just focused on each other's eyes that's my favorite moment. Only because I got to see her concentrate and move which was basically like water. When we train to I steal quick little glances and see the muscles in her arms and on her back ripple when she hits one of the funky, holographic monsters.
More blah blah blah and we get to where I am now. Absolutely no where I'm simply here just chilling with nothing better to do except worry about what Rita meant wen she said "There'll be other's like me" or something like that, avoid my parents at all costs, and just try to hand out with my new friends as much as I can. So yeah yay for me and my being in love with someone who probably doesn't eve think of me as more than just a simple friend she nearly died with, but I guess you never know I could be like one of those lucky girls in the movies where I get the girl.
