Bella, Edward, Alice, Emmet, Rosalie, & Jasper all live together at the Cullen's house; all human *

This is my first FF; don't go too hard on me.

Read it & tell me what you think :D

BPOV

I laid on my bed watching television with a glass of wine in my hand. Wearing only mini blue shorts & a white slender tank top. Just another typical Saturday night. As I brought the glass to my mouth to take another zip I noticed that I had drank all of the wine. Time for another refill, I thought to myself. It was going to be my third refill.

I got out of my king sized bed & walked out the door of my room. As I walked down the stairs I could see that Edward was leaning on the marble kitchen counter with his Blackberry in his hand. He was wearing his green plaid pajama pants & a black tank top revealing his muscles.

Him & I dated about a year ago. I broke up with him; since he always complained that I spent to much time with my best friend, Jacob Black. Now he's dating the school's slut, Tanya. She always wore short mini skirts & revealing shirts & pretty much dated all the guys in Forks High School. I still can't believe that he's dating her. How could someone with so much class like Edward date someone like . . . Tanya. It made me want to gag.

I walked into the kitchen trying not to make eye contact with Edward even though it was hard to. It was kinda' awkward between him & me. I walked by him; pretending as if he weren't there. Hopefully he wasn't planning on talking to me. I still had a bit of a crush on him. I just wanted to get over him. Sometimes I wish we had never broken up but what's done is done. The pain that brings to me when he's with Tanya sometimes brings me to depression. Hopefully he doesn't know; I don't want to show defeat from him.

"Hello, Bella"

Crap.

"Um, hi" I said in a soft voice.

"Another glass of wine, huh ? Not very healthy, don't you think ?"

Oh shut up.

"Nope; not much to do on a Saturday night as usual." I turned around & grabbed the bottle of wine from the upper cabinet & poured it into my glass. I could see from the corner of my eye that Edward was looking at me from head to toe. I turned around to face him. I guess I caught him off guard cause he was still looking at my body instead of my face. He's changed a lot since the break up. He's not the gentleman that I used to know. He set his phone down on the counter. I could see from a distance that he was texting Tanya. YUCK. Hopefully he wasn't planning on inviting her over again. He usually does on Saturday nights when she's off from work. That's how I got the habit of drinking on Saturday nights. I noticed that the house was quiet; something that was different on the weekends.

"Where's Alice ?" I asked.

"She went to get something to eat with Jasper."

"& Emmet ?"

"He went to the movies with Rosalie"

Are you serious ? I'm left home alone with Edward; just my luck.

There was an awkward silence between him & me. I wanted to start a conversation but I didn't want to seem eager. I wonder what was going on in his head. I wonder if he still had the feelings for me that I have for him. Then his phone vibrated; he just look at it then turned to me. I just stood there in confusion; why wasn't he replying to her ? Then a smirk appeared on my face when I realized that he didn't want to reply to her because he was with me. Or at least thats what I thought.

"So, how's everything ? Seems like I haven't talked to you in forever." he said.

"Every thing's fine."

Another awkward silence.

". . . & you ?"

"Pretty good."

"Oh."

"How's Charlie ?"

"He's doing fine as well; he wants me to visit him again."

"I guess he misses you."

"Um, yeah; I guess."

There goes another awkward silence.

"So, how's Tanya ?"

"Um, Tanya; she's doing pretty good. She wants to come over but I'm a bit tired." he said as he looked at the floor. He didn't seem tired to me. I didn't want to stay in silence again & seem like him not wanting her to come over pleases me so I did the most stupidest thing I could have done . . .

"She should come over." I couldn't believe I just said that; it just came out of my mouth. Like the words had a mind of their own. Edward was just looking at me like I'd gone crazy. We just stared at each other for a minute. Then his phone rang; he looked at it & picked it up.

"Hey babe; what's up ?"

Obviously it was Tanya & my queue to leave. I walked out the kitchen & up the stairs. Edward talked loud enough for me to hear.

"Oh, sorry; I didn't realize that you replied . . . if you'd like. Do you want me to pick you up ? Are you sure ? . . . Okay, see you in a bit." I went into my bedroom. Oh great, Tanya's coming over. As I sat on my bed I looked at my glass & knew that I was going to need more wine to get me through the night. Since Alice wasn't here it was going to be ten times worse. Twenty minutes later I the doorbell rang; that must be Tanya.

"Eddie !" I heard her yell out as Edward opened the door. It's okay Bella, you can live. They walked up the stairs & entered Edward's room. When I heard his door shut I went downstairs & grabbed the whole bottle of wine & headed back to my room. I laid on my bed in my lonesome room watching TV in silence with a bottle of wine in my hand. Then a half an hour later the moans & groans began. I could hear the bed rock from the intensive love they were making. I knew I could no longer handle much of this. I got my jacket & put on my boots. I turned off the TV, grabbed my keys for my truck & my phone & went to the kitchen. There, I searched for another bottle of wine but there wasn't one in sight. Luckily I didn't drink all of the wine from my pervious bottle. Then I headed out the door. I started my truck & left the house with no destination. I knew I shouldn't drive & drink so I just drove down the street, parked my truck & began to drink. Then I laid down on my sides & drifted myself to sleep.