Summary: Cole thought Zane's story of how he was found in a pond was funny and wanted to find out more about it, at the end he wished he hadn't. Warning- sadness, abuse, minor character deaths, major character death, blood, cutting, romance, and suicide. To sum it up, sad shit, IT ONLY MAKES ME STRONGER.

Ok, I have seen a lot of these, most of them sad. AND I AM HERE TO ADD TO THE PILE! I hope this one is different but I don't know. i know that I shouldn't start ANOTHER story but I am craving it! SCREW SCHOOL.

"Hey Zane, can I ask you a question?" Cole asked as he approached me on the deck. I turned back at him, I was about to go and get some groceries, but how long could it be?

"Sure what is it?" he looked a little nervous, I could tell it was a little awkward for him to ask this to me.

"I was thinking about when Sensei found you... in a pond"I froze how could he think about this, I didn't want to tell him, I knew they would get suspicious though "how did you end up there" I released the grip on my knuckles as I heard screaming and crying in the back of my head. I tried to hold in the tears.

"I- I wouldn't... I will talk to you when I get back" I turned around and started to walk over to the edge. My past was something I was uncomfortable talking about. I often set the topic aside, beating my head wanting to erase the memories. I have asked my father many times to find a way to, but he said it could jeopardize the other memories.

I would occasionally visit the tombstones, which would only make it worse. I have thought of confronting my past, but I was scared. I knew every detail so perfectly, which made it even harder to forget.

I came back later that day stalling for the question I knew I had to face, I wasn't going to remind him of it though. I started to unload the groceries from the bags when I heard the door open and someone walking in.

"Hey Zane" it was Cole "Are you going to tell you the story?" I stopped cold.

"I-I will meet you in the living room" I said.

"Okay" he said before leaving. Why did he want to know so badly? I put away the rest of the groceries before walking over to the living room. I opened the door and saw Cole and Kai sitting on the couch staring at me. I cocked my head to the side confusingly only to shake it off.

"So, lets begin when I was human"

I have been wanting to do a Zane past story for a while, I FINALLY get time. I'll start the second chapter when I can!