Dont' own. Please don't sue.
Jared was sick of hiding. The sparks of having a "forbidden" and "secret" relationship were quickly fizzing out. After all, he and Matthew had no reason to be afraid of informing their family about their love for one another. Their family loved them, surely they would only think about their happiness? Jared had a goal to be set, and being as stubborn as he was, he wouldn't stop until it was met. So, he set off towards Matthew's room. His determination faltering, he hesitantly opened the door. Matthew was glued to his acoustic, as usual. Jared listened until the end of Matthew's unusually sweet song. The butterflies in his stomach came to life when the song's meaning of love was unraveled "That was beautiful," Jared said softly. Matthew jumped slightly with surprise, and then briefly scanned the room with his eyes. When his baby blue finally landed on Jared, he smiled and Jared returned it. "Hey. D'you hear the song?" "Yeah, it was beautiful." "It was for you," he leaned forward and planted a soft kiss on Jared's smooth lips. It was the little kisses and touches like these that made their day. Jared broke the kiss reluctantly, he had to talk about this now, or else he and Matthew would lose track of time and mind as the kiss graduated into something hotter and heavier. Matthew frowned as he slung off his guitar. "What's wrong?" "Nothing, it's just that…I have to talk to you about something." Matthew's face was puzzled, but curious. "'Kay. Shoot," he shrugged. Jared heaved a dramatic sigh before saying, "I think we should tell the family about us. I'm tired of hiding from something that's, well natural. I mean, our family loves us, so they should only think about our happiness," he looked at Matthew hopefully. "I don't know jarred. I just, don't that their ready for that, or that they'll every really be ready." "I understand that you're not ready Matthew," jarred muttered with a hint of disappointment. "I'm sayin''' we should start small. Like telling' Ma or Caleb. Just not Nathan or Dad. You know how they are," he shook away the slightly intimidating images of Nathan's fist connecting with his face. "I know. And I agree. I just hate havin' to keep my heart closed in front of the people I love most and not bein' able to kiss you in public." "Well then why don't we practice kissing for when we can do it in public," Matthew reunited their lips in pure bliss. "You're so cheesy. But I love it," Jared mumbled against Matthew's plump lips. "Love you, too." Their kiss deepened, and soon their tongues were colliding splendidly, and Matthew straddled jarred onto his lap. Jared moaned as Matthew's hot mouth nipped and sucked his neck. Suddenly, they were I a stationary position on the bed and Matthew tugged down Jared's ridiculously tight pants. Jared pulled untangled himself from Matthew and attempted to regulate his breathing. "I don't think I'm ready for that," he panted nervously. He was relieved to see that the other male wasn't angry or disappointed. "Okay. Just don't hold back when you are," his eyes flickered towards jarred. "Not that I'm rushing you or anything," he added hastily. "Good. I'm going to the kitchen, you want anything?" "A beer would be great." "Surprise surprise," Jared said, his voice dripping with sarcasm.