A/n: Hey, this is my first fanfic ever! I'm making a novel, actually, but
for some reasons I just can't finish it so I decided to make a fanfic
instead. Hope you like it. I'll be adding more chapters afterwards (just
trying to have some inspiration o__0). Can you please kindly read and
review this story of mine? plz??? If you don't like it, I'll be glad to
hear it from you... And for those who knew who I am (specifically my
friends out there), don't mind my made- up characters, will yah?
Summary: OK fine... this is really a very different story from that CCS series thing. Shaoran left Sakura again and somehow, Sakura changed and became a rebel by running off with a rock band including Tomoyo. In a party, she unexpectedly saw someone whom she thought had forgotten all about her. They kinda sort things out then there's this kind of a light that brought them to a different world from what they lived in. This world concerned Shaoran leaving Sakura again and again.
Disclaimer: First of all, I don't own CCS thingy. I just own the story and some of the characters that I made up. Help yourself with it.
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Chapter 1: "Goodbye and Hello... again"
"Hey, Sakura," said Tomoyo. Seeing her friend's frown in her face, she began to worry. "What's wrong?"
Sakura looked straight in Tomoyo's eyes and there were tears in her eyes. "He's leaving," Sakura said, sobbing.
"Who's leaving?" asked Kero-chan who just came in the room.
"Shaoran!!" cried Sakura. "He's going to leave me again. Again!!" Sakura couldn't take it anymore so she ran and went out of the house. She put her roller blades and skated towards the park. I can't bear to lose him again. How can he do this to me again? He just come and goes. What's the matter with him?
Early that morning, Shaoran called Sakura to say that he would leave Japan that coming week. He didn't mention exactly why is he returning back to Hong Kong but he indicated that the reason was important and he hoped she would understand.
"But, Shaoran, I can't understand you now," said Sakura, fighting back her tears. "I thought you're going to stay here in Japan for the rest of your life but... I guess you're not..." And she hung up.
Shaoran was in his own house crying as he told Sakura that he would go back to Hong Kong and might not went back to Japan again. I'll try my best to come back for you, Sakura. No matter what. I want you to know that. But how, eh? She surely wouldn't talk to him now. I can't tell her the real reason why I'm going this time. There's no way, damn it!
Sakura sat on a bench and watched the sun set. Later on, she saw Shaoran standing in front of her. She forced herself to smile and he smiled back. The wind blew as he sat beside her. They didn't speak for a while but someone should start a conversation.
"So, when are you leaving?" asked Sakura softly, looking up at him.
"Most probably next week," answered Shaoran. Sakura didn't comment on that so he continued. "What will happen to us now, Sakura?"
Sakura shrugged and gave out a sign of disgust. "You're asking me? What for? Hell!! You're the one who's going to leave and I'm the one who'll be left here alone again. So, there's no point of asking me that question." Tears began to roll down her soft cheeks. "I should ask you that question."
"Well, I don't know," answered Shaoran softly. I hate myself! I just goddamn made her cry! "Hey, Sakura," he said, trying to make her stop. "Just remember that I'll never forget you, alright? And there's one more thing, I don't think I can keep in touch but I swear! I'll always be here for you. And no matter what happens, Sakura, I'll never forget you."
Shaoran held up her face and gently kissed her on the cheek. Sakura cried more and hugged Shaoran tightly. I'm afraid of losing you again. I don't know what will happen to me now. I might get scared of loving somebody else because I know you're still out there. But I hope you know somehow that there's no way I can't forget you, too."
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"Kero-chan?" called Sakura ion the middle of the night. She hadn't slept the whole night, thinking.
"Sakura, can't you see I'm sleeping?" said Kero-chan, sleepily. When he saw Sakura's red eyes, he suddenly became fully awake. Shaoran left that morning but she seemed normal. She had her meals and joined the picnic her brother prepared for her just to cheer her up. But what's wrong with her now?
"Hey, Kero, I got a question for you," said Sakura seriously. Kero-chan was waiting. "If I quit to be a card captor, what will happen to you?"
Kero was surprised and beamed at her. "What are you talking about? Are you okay? Sakura! Are you going to quit?"
"Hey, I got a question here and you're suppose to answer," reminded Sakura.
Kero sighed. "Actually, Sakura, I don't know. But maybe I will because I have to guard the Clow cards again. Well... I don't know. Why are you asking, anyhow?"
Sakura knew that if she quits to be a card captor, Shaoran wouldn't be able to find her again. And I think that's her intention. "Oh nothing. But, honestly, Kero, and no hard feelings, I want to quit. I'm 13 years old! I want to enjoy my teenage life. I don't want to run after clow cards anymore. And I think there's nothing left right?"
Kero just shrugged. "I don't know Sakura. Well, if there are no more clow cards out there, you don't have to worry about them anymore." "Okay," Sakura said, yawning.
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With the one-year absence of the clow cards, Sakura quit. Yue and Kero- chan were gone. But they were replaced, anyhow. Touya and Yukito had a new friend named Kenshin. He really looked like Yukito that Touya was always confused, now which one is which. They really looked like twins. On the other hand, Sakura and Tomoyo found a cute little puppy when they were having a picnic. Sakura decided to keep and it much reminded her of Kero-it also loved sweets and always bothered Sakura about anything. They named it "Wolf" because it looked like one.
Sakura was now 15 years old and still there was no sign of Shaoran. No one mentioned his name ever since. Kenshin, who was so curious about Sakura, once asked if she ever had a boyfriend. Sakura just stared at him, smiled and answered. "Yeah, I had... once..."
"Where is he now?" asked Kenshin.
"I don't know," replied Sakura sadly. Touya, hearing their conservation thought of a way to change the topic. He didn't want his baby sister be sad about a guy who was always leaving her.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ Before she turned 16 years old, she and her friends, including Tomoyo, auditioned for an international rock band. Luckily, they passed the audition and after the release of their first album, they quickly became famous all over the world. Tomoyo and Sakura were the only girls in the band. Sakura was the drummer and Tomoyo was, of course, the lead singer of the group. (A/n: If you guys are worrying because Tomoyo's voice was spoiled.. Well, no it's not. She sang melody songs and Sakura was really the one who was rocking the place). The bassist, Alex, liked Sakura but he never mentioned it to her. She might look at me on a different way. The guitarist, Aya, liked Tomoyo and he was so open about it. Later during their world tour, Tomoyo began to like him too.
Their band's name was "Broken". Sakura thought about it and no one knew why she named it that way. Well, nobody cared and no one dared to ask so far why. Their band was so famous all over the world. All of them received many gifts from their fans already during their first week. Touya was very happy for her sister but he wasn't comfortable for some reasons. She had change. Touya thought. She doesn't like pink clothes anymore. She likes black leather clothes now. And worst part of it, she isn't my sweet baby sister. I want her back. If Shaoran didn't leave, she surely will be the same.
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Sakura's 16th birthday was near and her family decided to prepare a party for her. Alex was now confident that he would tell her how he much he liked her on that day. I'll do it, if I can. The week before the party was really so hectic for all of them. Tomoyo liked to surprise Sakura by inviting all of their old friends from Grade 4 to join her party. That won't include Shaoran perhaps, Tomoyo thought.
Tomoyo contacted Chiharu, Rika and the others, including Mr. Terada. (A/n: No wonder she could get all their contact numbers after so many years.)
"What you're doing is something like a reunion eh?" said Kenshin as he sat beside Tomoyo when she was writing the invitations.
"Well, yeah," replied Tomoyo. "I just want to let them know that even we're famous now, we still remember them."
"Nice..." breathed Kenshin. "I just hope that ex boyfriend of hers has a heart to show up on Sakura's sweet 16th birthday party. He was your classmate, too, right?"
"Yes," answered Tomoyo, arranging the finished invitations. "Everybody who has been our classmate is welcome, you know. I can't give him an invitation because I don't even know where he is. And I don't think Sakura will come back to him again. Hell! I don't want her to cry again. She had cried twice for that person and that *person* is so numb, you know. Urgh!!"
"Ok, Daidouji," said Kenshin, almost surprised. "Chill."
He never seen Tomoyo so pissed of something like that. And he noticed something different about her after they had went for their world tour, her skin was no longer pale and her face really looked soooo alive.
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Everything was settled. The party's venue would be on a magnificent private hotel with bunch of security everywhere because of the rock stars. The invited guests all came on the exact time (7:00 in the evening). Tomoyo was really happy to see Yamazaki, Chiharu, Rika, Naoko and the others again. All of the guests behaved well even they were all dying to ask both the guys (Aya and Alex) some questions. Touya entertained and made the visitors welcomed in his sister's party. Now, everybody was now waiting for the birthday celebrant.
Sakura came down the hall with an attractive light pink dress (made by Tomoyo of course). She didn't want to wear that dress but since Tomoyo made it especially for her, she wore it. All eyes were fixed on her and they really admired her so much. Alex, who was startled by the sight of lovely Sakura, wasn't able to play the bass any longer not until Aya started beating the drums. The birthday celebrant couldn't play drums with that dress so he would be playing tonight.
Sakura almost cried with the presence of her old friends. As she thanked Tomoyo, Alex asked her to dance. He was shaking while talking to her. They went to the dance floor and danced quietly. Alex was blushing while holding Sakura's hand. She noticed his strange behavior but just smiled at it.
Alex noticed her smile. "Hey, you really look beautiful today," he said softly. Man! I slipped it out, he thought.
Sakura looked up at him, grinned and said. "Do you mean to say that I look beautiful just for this day huh?" Alex started stammering and became speechless, unable to get the words out, but Sakura gave him a slap on the back. "I'm just kidding. Thank you for saying that."
"By the way, I invited my friend to come over here to help us perform for you," said Alex. "Is that okay?"
"Sure, why not?" Sakura said, happily. What's the matter with him? He's acting very strange...But I like it.. Sakura laughed softly at her own thought.
"Why are you giggling?" asked Alex, feeling shyer than ever.
"It's just because..." said Sakura, smiling.
"What?"
"Nothing, I just found you strange this night," said Sakura. "You're not like this before." She shrugged. "I'm sorry. Just forget it. I don't know what I'm talking about."
Meanwhile, Alex's friend just came to join the party. Aya greeted him.
"Hey, what's up?" Aya greeted. "I'm glad you can come. There are so many visitors-old friends of Sakura and the others. So, are you hungry?"
"No," said the guy. "You want to go up on stage immediately?" asked Aya. "Yeah, I want to apologize to the birthday celebrant," replied the guy.
"Whatever you say," said Aya, confused. The guy knew Sakura, he thought, how?
*THE GUY* went up to the stage and started beating up the drums. He saw Sakura dancing with Alex. Both of them were so sweet and Sakura seemed to admire him and so did he. He beat the drums louder, getting everyone's attention. Sakura looked at him and was surprised. HE looked straight at Sakura and began singing.
"With You" (Linkin Park)
I woke up in a dream today
To the cold of the static and put my cold feet on the floor
Forgot all about yesterday
Remembering I'm pretending to be where I'm not anymore
A little taste of hypocrisy
And I'm left in the wake of the mistake slow to react
Even though you're so close to me
You're still so distant and I can't bring you back!!
It's true the way I feel...
Was promised by your face
the sound of your voice
Painted on my memories
Even if you're not with me
I'm with you!!!
Sakura went near to the stage and looked up at the guy. The guy seemed to be in a bad mood seeing Sakura so sweet with Alex.
"Shaoran," she whispered.
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A/n: Yeah right so they met again. It's not like so ages. Nyweiz, wud u be so kind to review it plz? plz?? plz?? Chapter 2 will be right here any moment now. ^_^ hehehehe... JA!
Summary: OK fine... this is really a very different story from that CCS series thing. Shaoran left Sakura again and somehow, Sakura changed and became a rebel by running off with a rock band including Tomoyo. In a party, she unexpectedly saw someone whom she thought had forgotten all about her. They kinda sort things out then there's this kind of a light that brought them to a different world from what they lived in. This world concerned Shaoran leaving Sakura again and again.
Disclaimer: First of all, I don't own CCS thingy. I just own the story and some of the characters that I made up. Help yourself with it.
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Chapter 1: "Goodbye and Hello... again"
"Hey, Sakura," said Tomoyo. Seeing her friend's frown in her face, she began to worry. "What's wrong?"
Sakura looked straight in Tomoyo's eyes and there were tears in her eyes. "He's leaving," Sakura said, sobbing.
"Who's leaving?" asked Kero-chan who just came in the room.
"Shaoran!!" cried Sakura. "He's going to leave me again. Again!!" Sakura couldn't take it anymore so she ran and went out of the house. She put her roller blades and skated towards the park. I can't bear to lose him again. How can he do this to me again? He just come and goes. What's the matter with him?
Early that morning, Shaoran called Sakura to say that he would leave Japan that coming week. He didn't mention exactly why is he returning back to Hong Kong but he indicated that the reason was important and he hoped she would understand.
"But, Shaoran, I can't understand you now," said Sakura, fighting back her tears. "I thought you're going to stay here in Japan for the rest of your life but... I guess you're not..." And she hung up.
Shaoran was in his own house crying as he told Sakura that he would go back to Hong Kong and might not went back to Japan again. I'll try my best to come back for you, Sakura. No matter what. I want you to know that. But how, eh? She surely wouldn't talk to him now. I can't tell her the real reason why I'm going this time. There's no way, damn it!
Sakura sat on a bench and watched the sun set. Later on, she saw Shaoran standing in front of her. She forced herself to smile and he smiled back. The wind blew as he sat beside her. They didn't speak for a while but someone should start a conversation.
"So, when are you leaving?" asked Sakura softly, looking up at him.
"Most probably next week," answered Shaoran. Sakura didn't comment on that so he continued. "What will happen to us now, Sakura?"
Sakura shrugged and gave out a sign of disgust. "You're asking me? What for? Hell!! You're the one who's going to leave and I'm the one who'll be left here alone again. So, there's no point of asking me that question." Tears began to roll down her soft cheeks. "I should ask you that question."
"Well, I don't know," answered Shaoran softly. I hate myself! I just goddamn made her cry! "Hey, Sakura," he said, trying to make her stop. "Just remember that I'll never forget you, alright? And there's one more thing, I don't think I can keep in touch but I swear! I'll always be here for you. And no matter what happens, Sakura, I'll never forget you."
Shaoran held up her face and gently kissed her on the cheek. Sakura cried more and hugged Shaoran tightly. I'm afraid of losing you again. I don't know what will happen to me now. I might get scared of loving somebody else because I know you're still out there. But I hope you know somehow that there's no way I can't forget you, too."
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"Kero-chan?" called Sakura ion the middle of the night. She hadn't slept the whole night, thinking.
"Sakura, can't you see I'm sleeping?" said Kero-chan, sleepily. When he saw Sakura's red eyes, he suddenly became fully awake. Shaoran left that morning but she seemed normal. She had her meals and joined the picnic her brother prepared for her just to cheer her up. But what's wrong with her now?
"Hey, Kero, I got a question for you," said Sakura seriously. Kero-chan was waiting. "If I quit to be a card captor, what will happen to you?"
Kero was surprised and beamed at her. "What are you talking about? Are you okay? Sakura! Are you going to quit?"
"Hey, I got a question here and you're suppose to answer," reminded Sakura.
Kero sighed. "Actually, Sakura, I don't know. But maybe I will because I have to guard the Clow cards again. Well... I don't know. Why are you asking, anyhow?"
Sakura knew that if she quits to be a card captor, Shaoran wouldn't be able to find her again. And I think that's her intention. "Oh nothing. But, honestly, Kero, and no hard feelings, I want to quit. I'm 13 years old! I want to enjoy my teenage life. I don't want to run after clow cards anymore. And I think there's nothing left right?"
Kero just shrugged. "I don't know Sakura. Well, if there are no more clow cards out there, you don't have to worry about them anymore." "Okay," Sakura said, yawning.
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With the one-year absence of the clow cards, Sakura quit. Yue and Kero- chan were gone. But they were replaced, anyhow. Touya and Yukito had a new friend named Kenshin. He really looked like Yukito that Touya was always confused, now which one is which. They really looked like twins. On the other hand, Sakura and Tomoyo found a cute little puppy when they were having a picnic. Sakura decided to keep and it much reminded her of Kero-it also loved sweets and always bothered Sakura about anything. They named it "Wolf" because it looked like one.
Sakura was now 15 years old and still there was no sign of Shaoran. No one mentioned his name ever since. Kenshin, who was so curious about Sakura, once asked if she ever had a boyfriend. Sakura just stared at him, smiled and answered. "Yeah, I had... once..."
"Where is he now?" asked Kenshin.
"I don't know," replied Sakura sadly. Touya, hearing their conservation thought of a way to change the topic. He didn't want his baby sister be sad about a guy who was always leaving her.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ Before she turned 16 years old, she and her friends, including Tomoyo, auditioned for an international rock band. Luckily, they passed the audition and after the release of their first album, they quickly became famous all over the world. Tomoyo and Sakura were the only girls in the band. Sakura was the drummer and Tomoyo was, of course, the lead singer of the group. (A/n: If you guys are worrying because Tomoyo's voice was spoiled.. Well, no it's not. She sang melody songs and Sakura was really the one who was rocking the place). The bassist, Alex, liked Sakura but he never mentioned it to her. She might look at me on a different way. The guitarist, Aya, liked Tomoyo and he was so open about it. Later during their world tour, Tomoyo began to like him too.
Their band's name was "Broken". Sakura thought about it and no one knew why she named it that way. Well, nobody cared and no one dared to ask so far why. Their band was so famous all over the world. All of them received many gifts from their fans already during their first week. Touya was very happy for her sister but he wasn't comfortable for some reasons. She had change. Touya thought. She doesn't like pink clothes anymore. She likes black leather clothes now. And worst part of it, she isn't my sweet baby sister. I want her back. If Shaoran didn't leave, she surely will be the same.
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Sakura's 16th birthday was near and her family decided to prepare a party for her. Alex was now confident that he would tell her how he much he liked her on that day. I'll do it, if I can. The week before the party was really so hectic for all of them. Tomoyo liked to surprise Sakura by inviting all of their old friends from Grade 4 to join her party. That won't include Shaoran perhaps, Tomoyo thought.
Tomoyo contacted Chiharu, Rika and the others, including Mr. Terada. (A/n: No wonder she could get all their contact numbers after so many years.)
"What you're doing is something like a reunion eh?" said Kenshin as he sat beside Tomoyo when she was writing the invitations.
"Well, yeah," replied Tomoyo. "I just want to let them know that even we're famous now, we still remember them."
"Nice..." breathed Kenshin. "I just hope that ex boyfriend of hers has a heart to show up on Sakura's sweet 16th birthday party. He was your classmate, too, right?"
"Yes," answered Tomoyo, arranging the finished invitations. "Everybody who has been our classmate is welcome, you know. I can't give him an invitation because I don't even know where he is. And I don't think Sakura will come back to him again. Hell! I don't want her to cry again. She had cried twice for that person and that *person* is so numb, you know. Urgh!!"
"Ok, Daidouji," said Kenshin, almost surprised. "Chill."
He never seen Tomoyo so pissed of something like that. And he noticed something different about her after they had went for their world tour, her skin was no longer pale and her face really looked soooo alive.
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Everything was settled. The party's venue would be on a magnificent private hotel with bunch of security everywhere because of the rock stars. The invited guests all came on the exact time (7:00 in the evening). Tomoyo was really happy to see Yamazaki, Chiharu, Rika, Naoko and the others again. All of the guests behaved well even they were all dying to ask both the guys (Aya and Alex) some questions. Touya entertained and made the visitors welcomed in his sister's party. Now, everybody was now waiting for the birthday celebrant.
Sakura came down the hall with an attractive light pink dress (made by Tomoyo of course). She didn't want to wear that dress but since Tomoyo made it especially for her, she wore it. All eyes were fixed on her and they really admired her so much. Alex, who was startled by the sight of lovely Sakura, wasn't able to play the bass any longer not until Aya started beating the drums. The birthday celebrant couldn't play drums with that dress so he would be playing tonight.
Sakura almost cried with the presence of her old friends. As she thanked Tomoyo, Alex asked her to dance. He was shaking while talking to her. They went to the dance floor and danced quietly. Alex was blushing while holding Sakura's hand. She noticed his strange behavior but just smiled at it.
Alex noticed her smile. "Hey, you really look beautiful today," he said softly. Man! I slipped it out, he thought.
Sakura looked up at him, grinned and said. "Do you mean to say that I look beautiful just for this day huh?" Alex started stammering and became speechless, unable to get the words out, but Sakura gave him a slap on the back. "I'm just kidding. Thank you for saying that."
"By the way, I invited my friend to come over here to help us perform for you," said Alex. "Is that okay?"
"Sure, why not?" Sakura said, happily. What's the matter with him? He's acting very strange...But I like it.. Sakura laughed softly at her own thought.
"Why are you giggling?" asked Alex, feeling shyer than ever.
"It's just because..." said Sakura, smiling.
"What?"
"Nothing, I just found you strange this night," said Sakura. "You're not like this before." She shrugged. "I'm sorry. Just forget it. I don't know what I'm talking about."
Meanwhile, Alex's friend just came to join the party. Aya greeted him.
"Hey, what's up?" Aya greeted. "I'm glad you can come. There are so many visitors-old friends of Sakura and the others. So, are you hungry?"
"No," said the guy. "You want to go up on stage immediately?" asked Aya. "Yeah, I want to apologize to the birthday celebrant," replied the guy.
"Whatever you say," said Aya, confused. The guy knew Sakura, he thought, how?
*THE GUY* went up to the stage and started beating up the drums. He saw Sakura dancing with Alex. Both of them were so sweet and Sakura seemed to admire him and so did he. He beat the drums louder, getting everyone's attention. Sakura looked at him and was surprised. HE looked straight at Sakura and began singing.
"With You" (Linkin Park)
I woke up in a dream today
To the cold of the static and put my cold feet on the floor
Forgot all about yesterday
Remembering I'm pretending to be where I'm not anymore
A little taste of hypocrisy
And I'm left in the wake of the mistake slow to react
Even though you're so close to me
You're still so distant and I can't bring you back!!
It's true the way I feel...
Was promised by your face
the sound of your voice
Painted on my memories
Even if you're not with me
I'm with you!!!
Sakura went near to the stage and looked up at the guy. The guy seemed to be in a bad mood seeing Sakura so sweet with Alex.
"Shaoran," she whispered.
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A/n: Yeah right so they met again. It's not like so ages. Nyweiz, wud u be so kind to review it plz? plz?? plz?? Chapter 2 will be right here any moment now. ^_^ hehehehe... JA!