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I looked up at my watch, six hours had passed and it was nearing 9pm. meaning I have been sitting in the same spot since 3 in the bathroom I share with my father. After looking up at the watch I looked around a actually took in my surrounding, yeah I knew I was in the bathroom but I was now looking at the more finer details, the water droplets still present from this morning on the salmon coloured shower curtain, the blue bin nearly filled to the brim next to the white sink filled with empty bottles, cardboard and used tissues. The cabinet slightly ajar giving me the glimpse of my father's shaving equipment, both our toothbrushes and toothpaste and unused soap still in its wrapping. Untangling my legs that that were against my chest as I decided not to wallow in self pity and move before either Edward or Charlie comes back. Charlie is still down in La Push, chances are he may stay with Sue Clearwater another night, which means if that does happen it will mean I will be left with the one person I didn't want to face at the moment. Luckily tonight was one of his hunting nights so if he was to come over I may still be asleep.

Making my way over to my room I got my pyjamas from my chair at the desk by the window and started to change, once I finished dressing in a dark purple camisole and multi coloured cloth trousers. I turned around to look out the window and who do I see right outside, the one person I can't stand to be in the same room with at the moment, my boyfriend Edward Cullen, so I did what I felt I could only do at the moment at that was shout at him to leave.

'Go away, I am not in the mood,'

'What?' he asked in a confused face.

'I mean, you are not coming HERE TONIGHT!' with that I turned around and got into bed. Before I could get myself comfortable he made his way into my room and had a pained expression in his mesmerizing eyes.

'I mean it Edward, GET OUT, I DON'T WANT YOU HERE.'

'Please Bella, tell me what's up, this isn't like you'

'NO'

'Why not?' he was pleading

'Because, I don't want to you about it' I huffed crossing my arms and looking at him with a pissed of face.

'why not?'

By now I was overly pissed so I replied by screaming, 'would you STOP ASKING ME QUESTIONS and GET OUT' while pointing towards the window.

Edward made his way towards the window and stopped before he took a step up and looked back at me hoping I would come to my senses and let him stay, but with my mood right now, I knew sending him away would be the best thing to do. Finally after 4 minutes he left making my room emptier and a lot quieter.

After crying for another hour and a half I finally went to sleep. However I wasn't allowed to sleep for long because at 4 in the morning I was woken up by a tap on the window, I sat up in bed and saw Alice hoping to come in. contemplating for a bit I decided to let her in. I nodded my head and she was on my bed within a few seconds. I stared at her knowing full well what she was here about and I wasn't in the mood to tell her just yet. After what felt like hours, she spoke after 5 minutes, 'what's wrong?' her voice was so melodic I was so close to actually telling her why I went off at Edward.

'You don't need to know' I spoke while just staring at her. 'well yet, anyway, and if you DARE go looking for the future I swear,'

'Bella, STOP!' she was looking at me closely, trying to read my face to see if I was going to breakdown.

'fine, I'll stop but I won't tell you now, however if you can wait till this evening once Charlie is asleep then I will think about telling you.'

She got up in a huff, walking around the room.

'look Bella, Edward is worried, he is anxious for you to tell him, plus he came home in a bad mood, he went to is room and slammed the door, he rarely does that as it is kinda impossible for him to get properly pissed. He is not talking to anyone at all' I could see what she was doing, trying to make me feel guilty.

' if he isn't talking to anyone, then how did you know to come to me?'

'well, um'

'well what?'

'I don't want to say'

'fine then, I really want to help whatever is on your mind,'

'Alice, look I am sorry, I truly am but I can't let you know right now, I am let it settle in me!'

'Let what settle? Bella, please?'

'no I can't, come back in a few days and ask'

'but you said later on today, just a few minutes ago,'

'I know, I am not stupid, just drop it ok,'

'Fine Bella I'll stop but I really wish you would tell me now,'

'Goodness, you are so impatient, the answer is still NO! I will not let you right now, so please leave Alice, I want to go back to sleep, I am really tired,' I began settling myself back into bed to hopefully go back to sleep, this however wasn't going to happen.

'Bella, it is a quarter to five, you have to be up in a hour and 15minutes before you have to be up to go to school.' Alice reminded me.

'who said I was going to school today?' with that I rolled over so I wasn't facing Alice, hoping to her a sound to indicate that she had left but there was none. There never was.

Ok there it was the first chapter, please review it will definitely make my day 