(A/N)HELLO GUYS I'M REBECCA, AND IF YOU'VE READ MY STORY: Are We EVER Getting Back Together? THEN YOU WILL LOVE THIS! AGAIN IT'S BASED AROUND VLARIN(VLAD AND ERIN) AFTER SEASON 4 I DON'T KNOW WHY I'M OBSESSED WITH SEASON 4 BUT IF THERE'S SEASON 5 I WILL LOVE THAT MORE THAN SEASON 4. ANYWAY THIS STORY IS BASED AFTER ERIN LEAVES WITH MALIK TO FRANCE AND HOW VLAD AND ERIN GET PULLED TOGETHER AGAIN AND FORGIVE EACH OTHER. SO YEAH, PLEASE READ AND I HOPE YOU LOVE THIS! THANKS-BEX.X
Vlad's POV(Prospect of View):
I have dreams about her, I cant stop thinking about her. Even though I locked her out of my mind, she still lives there. Ingrid and Dad say that she is just one girl and there are other fish in the sea, but Erin isn't just one girl. She's my First Bite, and she will be forever and ever. I swore, before she went out the blood mirror that our glance at each other meant something, something like 'I'm sorry' but it seemed just like a glance and nothing else. I said that she should 'go choke on a garlic snail' and when I said that, I actually meant it but now I think about it I didn't? I don't know...
'Do I still love her?' I ask myself everyday. I told Ingrid about this but she said that I was stupid and that 'It was Erin, who helped Elisabeta and Malik try to kill us' and that was true. I thought about it again and then remembered that she tried to poison me with that lipstick. It's been 4 months since she left, and I still thought about her everyday for the past 4 months. Sad, eh?
I miss her. I don't miss her. I want her. I don't want her. I just...Ah I don't know...I cant talk to anyone about this, especially Ingrid and Dad because they would say the obvious things like 'She tried to kill you!' or 'She helped Malik and his evil mother' but even though those things hurt so much I still love her? No, no I don't. I do. See I cant even make up my mind.
Erin's POV:
Vlad and I had something special, something to be proud of but he bit me and he has to live with that crawling in his shadows. He was my savior, my protector but since then, he was my murderer. I hate him so much! But then again, I love him because he was always there for me. He saved me from his Dad and sister. He saved me from dying, but still I died.
I miss him. I love him. I want him. I need him. I left Malik because I couldn't come to terms that I still loved Vlad. I remember, last year, we went to our little get-away place where nobody came into, except the janitor. He asked me for a black felt-tip pen so he could write something. I gave it to him and he started writing 'Vlad+Erin=Love' on the wall, I laughed and kissed him. I felt his soft, gentle lips against mine and felt that nothing could break us apart. Well, as you see, something DID break us apart.
Sitting alone in a hut in England(I flew here) I'm wondering if I should go back to him. To be honest, I don't but then I do because I love him. Before I went through the Blood Mirror, Vlad and I shared a glance, it was special but not special if you see what I mean. It meant something but then again didn't. I thought it was a 'I'm sorry' moment but I was confused. I couldn't stop myself from turning my back from him and following Malik. I didn't want to leave him, I swear. I just wanted to stop myself from doing that and going back to kiss him. If I could go back in time, I would change me following Malik and begging Vlad.
The day before his Blood Binding, we had a heated moment, I was rude to him. I didn't mean it of course, he knew that. But I didn't want my protector to marry that...that thing. The next day was my death. The day I'd been dreading. If I knew that dating a Vampire was that dangerous I would have dumped him but dumping him felt wrong, I loved him and he loved me. Huh, who knew? Vlad had a dark side to him. I do too. When I found out that Vlad has transferred his power to me through that bite, I wanted revenge.
I made all the hate and anger get the best of me. I knew he was brokenhearted, I knew he was suffering for what he did to me but still I kept terrorizing him and I apologise for that. I just wish I could see his awesome face and feel his comforting embrace again. I should probably get going to get to Garside early.