Let Me Break You

Chapter One



Seifer strode confidently down the halls of Garden it was past curfew. A smiled tugged at his peachy lips; it felt good to still be the rule breaker.

Since coming back to Garden Seifer had definitely decided to make his presence known, and boy had he in a big way.

If anyone was out walking and they happened to glance his way all they would see was a cocky youth with a smile to fuel a thousand devils.

They wouldn't be able to see the pain in his heart, the dark storms that clouded his steel - grey eyes or the longing that lay buried deep within his heart.

He supposed that after all the initial suffering he had caused that this was his punishment. It was what he deserved for deserting the people who mattered most to him, who he had grown up with and plotted with in his childhood years.

But still he'd turned his back on them all; cast their feelings aside as though they had never mattered. He'd also turned his back on the one he loved.

Squall.

Since he'd been back at Garden all he'd received was indifference and the cold shoulder from the hard - ass commander. He'd already managed to relieve some of his frustrations with Zell and Irvine hell even Quistis had shared his bed for the night. But that just wasn't enough.

It was never enough.

Squall wouldn't even talk to him, wouldn't even give him the time of day. Just looked at him with those sexy blue eyes like he was a monster whom he wanted to eradicate.

But Seifer, he looked at Squall in a different way. His eyes weren't glazed with hatred when they landed on his former rival oh no they where filled with a different kind of emotion.

But why torture himself? He wasn't going to have Squall he had to face facts... Squall would never be his.

God why the hell did this have to be so damn well difficult? Shifting slightly he looked at the door in front of him and for the first time in his life,

Seifer felt unsure.

He was human just like everyone else, he had feelings and emotions just like everyone else he wasn't a monster...... he was merely misguided there was a difference.

Frowning he reached out a hand and shakily knocked on the door, he waited a while then turned feeling slightly relieved when nobody answered.

His relief however was to be short lived.

No sooner had he turned his back then the door swung open revealing a bed rumpled Squall wearing just his boxers, a scowl on his handsome face.

"What the fuck do you want Almasy" he stated after settling his eyes on Seifer's tall frame.

The small brunette had never been intimidated by Seifer's height although sometimes Seifer wished he had been.

"Um.I" Seifer began lamely and Squall frowned even more blinking his bloodshot eyes.

"Look Seifer cut the fucking crap and tell me why you're here, I was in the middle of something" he said making his meaning very clear.

Seifer felt angry was he with Rinoa? God how he hated her at that moment, he wished that he'd never met her then maybe Squall would look right in front of him and see what was on offer.

"With Rinoa?" Seifer asked unaware of the words that slipped from his mouth.

Squall frowned "I was asleep Seifer Rinoa has her own dorm room" he stated and Seifer felt a moment of joy before frowning again.

"But you said you was in the middle of something" he said confusedly and Squall grinned.

"I was dreaming" Squall said his grin looking slightly wicked.

Seifer frowned "So I'm not disturbing anything" he said lightly and Squall laughed at him.

"You always disturb me Seifer" Squall said his voice husky. Seifer took that as a positive sign and stepped forward only for Squall to stop him.

"But I aint interested in what you got honey" he drawled in an accent imitating Irvine's.

Squall leaned closer to Seifer until his lips were just a breath away from his. "I know you want me I can feel it I've noticed the lusty looks you send me when you glance my way"

He licked his lips and Seifer's eyes followed the action.

"I could have you anytime I wanted you Seifer" he trailed a hand along Seifer's thigh making the blonde groan.

"But you know what" Squall said his hand reaching closer to where Seifer wanted him to touch.

"What" Seifer whispered as Squall's hand was just an inch away?

"I think I'll pass" and with that he withdrew back into his room leaving a shocked Seifer gaping at the closed door.

"Damn it" Seifer snarled covering the tent action going on in his pants with his hands.

Just a few husky endearments and he was fucking putty in his hands, a light caress and he was acting like a fucking schoolboy going through puberty.

Seifer stormed towards his room, he had a raging hard on and no way to dispose of it.

He turned towards Zell's dorm well he'd just have to settle for something else. He'd have Squall of that he was sure, he'd never given up on the things that he wanted and by god he was not starting now.

I know I know a bit slow on the action but this is my first game Squall Seifer fiction so I hope that you all like it. Please let me know. I want to thank my mate Angel - Wings for inspiring me.