Stay with me

A/N: Song title is encouraged by Sam Smith. The lyrics are by Sam Smiths.

I do not own the main characters. The male animal genitalia Dick Wolf does.

1-6 Precinct 12:47 a.m.

Today had been a long day for the detectives. A handful of different cases had come in at once. They were working in overdrive all day. Detective Olivia Benson and Detective Nick Amaro were the only ones left in the precinct with the exception of their captain Don Cragen. Olivia worked as gracefully and as quickly as a worker bee, while on the other hand her partner Nick was struggling. His attention was not on the correct subject that night. His mind kept drifting off to that one fateful night with Olivia. He found himself staring at her on more than a few occasions. Then Cragen's office door opened.

"I'm about to go home, you two should do the same. The paper work will always be here tomorrow." He dryly stated.

"Okay" Olivia said with exhaustion filling her voice. Nick simply nodded.

Once He was sure that Cragen left, he decided that now was close to the right time to talk about this. Well as close as she let him. Nick decided that he would prepare himself for harsh and cold comments. As he knew that she didn't mean them.

"Liv, we need to talk about this, and I don't want you running from this. It has been almost 3 weeks since you have looked me in the eye" He grimly stated.

Olivia looked as if she would sprint out of here, if she could. "Not tonight nick, I do not want to talk about it."

"Why?" He questioned. Nick knew she wouldn't have a reasonable answer, so he decided he would push his luck. "Why won't you accept that we both know that we want more out of this? Why won't you let me love you? Because I know you, and I know that you have been thinking about that day as much as I have."

Flashback

"Liv, let me help you, you are fumbling with my keys." He chuckled

"I see you find this funny, you ass." She said as she handed him his keys defeatedly. She watched as he slid the key into the slot and gently pushed the door open.

He let her walk in first, and watch her maneuver around this familiar place he calls his home; admiring her as she leans against the counter with a water glass in her hand, and the kitchen light illuminating her. He walks in and stands right in front of her- tossing personal space out the window.

She puts her glass on the counter, about to protest. He inches closer to her- close enough to hear her breath hitch- he leans down, so that his lips just graze hers and says, "Do you want to do this Liv?" He didn't receive an answer, (not a direct one). Olivia took the step to claim his lips in a passionate and powerful kiss. Nick responded almost instantly, raising his hand to rake his finger through her gorgeous brown hair. He slightly shifted his head to deepen the kiss. She moaned into his mouth, and that euphoric sound went straight to 'Nick Jr.' He groaned and lifted her up onto the counter and pressed his groin onto her heated core.

"Ahh" she let out a strangled moan as she broke the kiss.

Nick started to kiss and suckle the column of her neck, as he slowly undid her blouse. Olivia fidgeted with his belt buckle while he worked magic with the sensitive spot on her collarbone. He looked deep into the mocha orbs she calls her eyes and said "Did you know that you are beautiful?"

Her face turned soft red and witfully responded "Nick, If I didn't know any better, I would think that you are trying to get in my pants." They both shared a chuckle before his hand moved down to the swell of her breast that is exposed by her choice of a black and red lace bra. She watched him intensely, and was quite confused when he took his hands off of her. But to her surprise he was just trying to figure out where he could move them.

"I think our party should continue somewhere more comfortable." He picked her up and she locked her ankles on his lower back. He carried her to the bedroom while occasionally bumping a wall.

Olivia now lies naked in the center of his bed. Nick circles his finger on her inner thigh, dangerously close to where she wants his fingers. She doesn't seem like she can wait so she makes it known. "Nick, why don't we skip the foreplay, I think we already have enough of built tension."

He smirked that boyish grin that she loved and it made her knees melt. He crawled toward her and had his throbbing dick aligned with her entrance. She hissed as he penetrated her tight, wet, hot core. "Ahh, shit Liv." He pulled out and pushed back in going a little deeper. After thrusting a few more times he was buried to her hilt. "Oh my god, baby, you have to move." She pleaded. Nick was reaching spots that she did not know that were there.

After making love, having sex, and fucking like animals multiple times, they lay spent on the bed asleep; neither of them wanting to wake up and deal with the awkwardness. Olivia was the first to awake, so she made the decision for the both of them. She gathered her clothes and grabbed her purse with her gun and badge in it. She decided that they were not going to talk about this day, and she was going to see how did she let this go this far- knowing she had feelings for her partner.

This was the last type of contact that she had with Nick outside of work.

Flashback end

"Nick not all your thoughts are meant to be said. I don't know why you won't accept that we had an amazing one-night-stand and that is all it will ever be." She said calmly.

I guess it's true that I'm not good at a one-night-stand

But I still need love cause I'm just a man

This night never seem to go to plan

Nick's heart seemed to have shattered, and you could see it on his face. But he quickly changed it to a blank expression. "Really Liv? Then why is bothering you so much. As you say, it's just a one-night-stand. But what you don't seem to understand is that you push away people who even have the potential to love you. So I would say fuck it, but I already have. I can't say forget it because I can't. You are stuck in my head like a brain tumor that is spreading throughout my body. But no, you want to be hard, when on the inside you are just as vulnerable as any other person. I would let you live your lonely life. I wish I could just watch you live it from a distance. But I choose break my back every day just to try to resist the urge to kiss you, to hold your hand and even just to hold you in my arms. Liv, you can't just throw yourself at any stranger just to fuck away your problems; especially when you have someone willing to do that." With that he walked over to her desk, and pulled her to stand while taking her hand.

I don't want you to leave,

Will you hold my hand?

Oh, won't you stay with me?

Cause you're all I need

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