She fell like a meteor onto the planet
And said, "Your world, it brings me down,
Actually...it was the exact opposite...not that I had ever wanted it to be like that. But...it was...and...there was nothing that I could ever do about it. Yes, it was true that he made me seem even better than Rosalie when he talked...used to talk...but that didn't mean that I was. I was not a shooting star, and I was not an explosion as brilliant as he said. If anything, I was a big, huge atom bomb, that had destroyed the whole planet.
I feel like an animal
And I don't think I get it
But one day I'll make you proud",
It wasn't that he felt like I was using him...he just didn't love me. But...how could that be true? After all that he said to me...he didn't love me. I didn't get it, at all...but...one day I would make him see that he was wrong to let me go. If...well...if I could let him go...and that surely wouldn't be easy...
It's raining all the time
It's raining all the time
It's raining all the time
i'll need you by my side
When I leave it all behind
It's raining all the time,
I can't let him go! That's the point! Now, I am in a cloud of fog, and he is tearing away from me. I am blind, and there is not way for me to be happy. I need him. He is my drug. I can't just leave him. He is my first and last love, and always will be. I just wish that I could make him see that. But until then, if I ever do get a chance, I will stay here, in this blinding cloud of misery.
She crashed like an atom bomb
And said, "We can't live forever,
I could, of course, have lived forever, if he had stayed. He would hve changed me, and we would have been together, forever and ever, but...that would never happen, now that this had happened... He had contradicted himself because he couldn't handle it. No! That wasnt it...but I guess that I would never know...
One day I'll see you around
I drempt that we disappeared
So I just gotta do it
So no one can touch me now",
One day, when I am ready, I will go after him. I will search blindly, but I will find him, one way or the other. It won't be easy, but no one ever said it would be. No one would stop me. Not Charlie. Not Renee. Not anyone. i just had to. I made a vow to myself that I would.
It's raining all the time
It's raining all the time
It's raining all the time
I'll need you by my side
When I leave it all behind
It's raining all the time
She said: I hate the rain
But here it comes again,
I hated the cloud. It was hovering over me, laughing at me, giddilly, waiting for me to break and shatter. I was about ready to, too, but I couldn't. Wouldn't. Because I knew if I did, I would have lost to everything. There was a rain before he came, and it just wouldn't give up. It stuck it's nose into my buisness yet again. It was like a stubborn puppy, begging for it's food. Food...he was my food. I needed it so badly...
She said: I hate the rain
But here it comes again
I hate the rain
Here it comes again
I hate the rain
Here it comes again
There's something in my head
I can't get off my mind since you've been gone it's raining all the time...,
Since he has been gone, I have never been able to get through the days. I almost thought of just ending what was left, but I thought of Charlie and Renee, and thought, again. So, I was trapped in my misery. My cloud of fog. And it would never stop, because it was raining all the time...