thursday, September 10, 2006 my room
Dear diary…
Its my birthday. This feels kind of weird, I never had a journal before, my mom and dad gave me one because I don't have any friends, but that is partially their fault. My name is Renesmee Carlie Cullen. Call me Nessie for short, everyone does. I am 5 years old, but I look like I am 15 and have the intellect of a fifteen year old. It's because my mom got pregnant with me while she was still human, and my dad was a vamp, it's complicated. The bottom line is that I am this weird half breed, that's why I have this journal. Today is my 5th birthday. My parents feel bad because I can't have any friends. You see, I am growing really quickly, you can see a change day to day, so I can't have any friends. But gramps (Carlisle, my dad's dad, not genetically, also a vamp, and a doctor) says that my growth is definitely slowing down, that's good, maybe I will be let out of the house soon. My life is weird, and a little complicated, I don't fully understand it. My parents fell in love with each other when my mom (Isabella, but we will call her mom or Bella) was still human and my dad (Edward, a.k.a dad) was a vampire. The day I was born was the day that my dad switched my mom into a vamp. So technically it's also my mom's birthday, her human birthday is september 13, but we dont celebrate it, she doesnt like when we do. Since I am starting anyway, let's go through my friends and family members. So there is my mom and dad, and gramps, but don't get confused between Gramps and grandpa. Grandpa (Charlie) is my mom's dad, and Gramps is my dad's dad. Grams (Esme) is my dad's mom, and grandma (Renee) is my mom's mom. I am named after all of my grandparents. I have 2 aunts and 2 uncles. All of them are my dad's siblings, technically. Gramps changed all of them into vamps so they are not genetically related. So I have Alice, my favorite aunt. She has an amazing sense of style, a great party planner, and is there whenever I need to talk to her. She is very good at hiding things from my dad. See, he can read minds, but more of that later. Then there is Aunt Rosalie. She is fun and all, but sometimes she is too serious, but not that often, and she is also great to talk to, but she doesn't exactly keep everything from my dad. The problem is that since I am cooped up all day, me and Jacob (more complicated) get into a lot of trouble, and she tells my dad everything. She says she just has my own interest in mind, but I know that it's just because she doesn't like Jacob. So, that's my aunts, now my uncles. There is my favorite uncle, Emmet. He is funny, he teaches me how to fight, because no one else will, and he just is good to have around when you need a good laugh, and I do, all the time. He is just a lot of fun. Jasper is awesome to, but he gets annoying. He knows exactly what I am feeling (I will explain that later when I explain why it's hard to keep thing away from my dad) and that also makes it hard to keep secrets. So, that's my family, Jacob is not part of it, well, he sort of is, but I have to get to that later, mom's calling.