it was their first Christmas together. It was winter break, noah had come over to help the hudmels get ready for Christmas. Even though he's a jew he loved his boy enough to not care, plus carol always made him come over when his mother was out of town.
Everyone was having a good time, finn was dancing to the music with Rachel, burt and carol were watching a old Christmas movie on the tv. Noah sat at the kitchen table watching kurt cook tonight's meal "noah, why are you staring?" kurt asked blushing, noah smiled, he loved making kurt blush he loved any part of his body that blushed "I just like watching you. Sometimes I'm afraid that if I look away you will be gone. You are the best thing to happen to me since beth" he said with a sad smile, a stray tear running down his cheek.
Kurt walked over and cupped noahs face and made him look at him "noah pucker man I am not going anywhere. I love you too much to let anyone else get their hands on you" he smiled and kissed his boyfriend "I don't know what it is about you but you changed me" he said, noah looked confused " I wasn't trying too…"he was cut off by a kiss "it's a good thing. My closet isn't full of brand named cloths anymore, which my dad loves, and so do I. The money I used to spend now goes into savings for collage in two years" he kissed noah again "you got me into football, now I can watch it with my father and goofball of a brother and feel apart of the family" he laughed and sat down on noahs lap.
"you taught me to defend myself against those jocks who still wont leave me alone, for when your not there to save me. The guys all treat me just that, a guy. They aren't afraid to ruff house with me, or touch me afraid of me being gay and I love you even more for it"he hugged noah tightly. He did not plan on moving until he felt tears "why are you crying?" he asked "sometimes I think your to good for me, that I don't deserve you. After everything I put you through, dumpster dives, pee balloons, locker shoves." he turned away not able to look at his love "I am a fuck up and I know one day your gonna find someone much better then me and leave me for them" by now the others in the house had noticed their conversation and were watching from the shadows in the other room, all sad looks on their faces. The only two not present where rory and sam who were out Christmas shopping. Kurt turned noah to look at him "never say that to me again noah. I don't want anyone else but you. You seem to forget finn did those things too, and I forgave the goofball. I forgave all the jocks who have said their sorry. What makes you think I wouldn't forgive my boyfriend?" he asked smiling " I forgave Rachel for being a bitch freshman year during glee, I forgave cedes for busting my window. I forgave blaine for cheating on me, even though we are not speaking just yet. My point is I will only get rid of you when you no longer love me" he said the last part with a sad smile "you were the first one to put me back together after blaine and I owe you for that. All I want is for you to be happy even if that is not with me" he said standing up "come on, dance with me. This is my favorite song and it express everything I feel about you" he said moving to the center of the kitchen, as the music started noah smiled, he believed his boyfriend, every word. Kurt started to sing
"my love, theres only you in my life the only thing that's right
My first love your every breath that I take your every step I make
And I (and I) I want to share all my love with you
No one else will do"
Noah smiled as his boyfriend sang this song, it was the one playing when they first kissed " I almost forgot this song" kurt said "I remember it played on our first kiss, I found it a few days later when I heard it again and I thought of you" he said dancing . As the song neared its end they both sang
" I found my world in you. My endless love….bum bum bum ba ba bum" as the song ended they shared one last kiss. AS they parted they stared into each others eyes "kurt I have to ask you something" noah said stepping back still holding kurt, by now rory and sam had returned and they had all of new directions with them, they forgot everyone was coming over for a small party.
" I am not the romantic person, and yet you love that about me, but you know when I do something it has my full heart in it. Kurt I love being with you, you make me a better person and if it wasn't for you, I wouldn't be allowed to see my daughter. You convinced quinn to keep her and got her to allow me to be with my daughter. She even made you a god parent in case something happens to either of us" he smiled, kurt was smiling thinking of when he talked to her, it was right after beth was born " you even stood up for me when everyone was against me. You got me my friend back, you kept Mercedes from killing me" he and kurt shared a laugh at the memory "I want to always be a good person kurt, and that only works when I'm with you. I want to spend the rest of my life with you by my side, keeping me in check, I want to have a ton of kids with you and grow old together. And if we are together and have kids, I fear for the ones who break their hearts. People think I am scary" he laughed.
He stared at the person he loved the most, who was had tears pooling in his eyes but was smiling "they haven't met you, the you that is ten times scarier than me. The one who nearly cut me, when I made my first and last mistake while dating you, when I let that stupid cheerio kiss me. I never want to be with out you kurt. I think it would kill me. That's why I ask you now, Kurt rose hummel, will you do me the honor of being the man that gets to keep your heart until the end of time, even in death I want to be with you" he said holding out the ring with a shaking hand, if kurt said no he would prob die.
Kurt means everything to him "noah, you should know me by now" kurt said sternly glaring at puck, making puck swallow and take a step back before being pulled into a crushing hug by kurt, hey the boy may be small but he wasn't weak "of course I will. I would love nothing more" he said sealing the deal with a kiss.
Behind them shouts and clapping broke through the quite house, breaking them apart, both blushing bright red "way to go white boy" Mercedes called "wanky" Santana smiled "Baby dolphins" britt cried "so who is best man and maid of honor?" tina asked, everyone looked at her "what? Will they both have a man of honor or maid of honor or what?" she asked, they all turned to look at noah and kurt who both smiled and looked at each other "I think, we want all of you to be our men of honor and maids of honor" noah said hugging kurt "you guys mean the world to us. Finn I want you to be on kurts side" noah said smiling "how come? He is your best friend" kurt said looking up "because he is your brother, and I think he wants to kill me" he said laughing, they all looked at finn who was smiling "I will only kill you if you break his heart puck" he said walking over, noah nodded and smiled "and from now on, everyone, call me noah. Puck is dead" he smiled and kissed kurt again before being pulled off by finn and burt "lets go noah, we will have a small chat before I let you marry my son" and with that they dragged noah off who looked scared but happy.
Kurt smiled but gasped as he was attacked by everyone else in the room, rory even gave him a peck on the check "you know if noah was here he might kill you" he laughed "no I wouldn't" he said from the doorway of the kitchen "rory is my boy and he kisses everyone" he laughed.
The night went on everyone happy and cheerful, this was the best Christmas so far, and there were plenty to come.