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He still couldn't believe you were gone, even after all these weeks. He sits did the corner of some random dive bar, bottle of whiskey and a glass on the table before him. Many women tried to get his attention but he only had eyes for the photo in his wallet.
You'd dragged him into one of those stupid photo booths one night when you convinced him to take you to a local carnival after a hunt. His lips twitched at the memory.
You both sat of the Ferris wheel, you clung to him slightly as you reached the top so he threw his arm around you and you snuggled in. You looked up at him smiling to see him looking down doing the same, your eyes connecting, green meeting y/e/c. You both leaned towards each other, there was an almighty clank and the ride came to a sudden halt. The carriage shook back and forth, breaking the spell you were both under. You were up there for over an hour.
When you finally got down you dragged him into the photo booth. You looked at the camera pulling faces, you turned smiling at him, him mirrored you, smile bright on his face and that's when the final photo snapped.
A tear fell from his eye, he brushed it away harshly as he reached for his glass once more.
This had been his life, he left Sam saying he needed some time after he broke down on his brother. He spent his nights drinking himself to sleep, only to wake up with a screaming hangover just before he starts again. What he hates the most is that it should have been him...It was supposed to be him.
You never told him you made the deal, you begged Crowley to take you instead of him.
"What? And wait 10 years until I can collect? Please darling, I'm not an idiot" Tears fell from your eyes
"You always brag that you can make any deal right? Well make this one!" You shout through your tears "I don't want 10 years, take me when you would've taken Dean. I won't fight, I won't try to run...Please" you plead
A smirk falls over Crowley's face
"So you get less than 3 weeks? No running or hiding...anything else darling?" You nod
"Dean can't know" he nods
"Very well Y/n" he walks towards you "do we have a deal?" You sniff back more tears, as he leans in to kiss you. You did it to save the man you loved, and despite everything, you'd do it again.
To be continued...