I do not own Chuck and if I did, I would actually get someone to promote it, since nbc is too lame to promote it. Okay, anyway I was in government this time and my professor said a really cool quote and I came up with this.

"Be careful what you wish for sometimes,

what you thought you've always wanted

may just be the very thing that can

take away all you've ever had."

All I ever dreamed of was finding my mother or that she would come back to me and to Ellie on her own. Just maybe my father wouldn't have gone crazy and then eventually leaving us as well. Yet, I now know the truth about my father. He left to keep us safe and to find her.

The intersect has done so much for me these past years. It gave me purpose; it helped me get back on track to my five year plan, and best of all it gave me Sarah.

Not only did the intersect help make me the man I am today, but it has given me a lot of grief has well. I've lost count how many times my life has been put into danger because of the intersect, but I can always remember the number of times it's placed my family in danger. Not only have I nearly been killed because of the intersect, I've nearly went crazy because of it. I still could if it wasn't for the the watch that was on my wrist. It's a reminder of my father, if it wasn't for me, downloading the 2.0 my father would still be alive.

Then he would still be on the search for my mother and just maybe he wouldn't have found her. Not able to find her like I had, because of my updated intersect compared to his out dated one. Then just maybe, I wouldn't have met my mother after all those years. Just maybe, I wouldn't know her secret. Just maybe, my loved ones would still be here with me. Just maybe, I wouldn't be here drinking Johnnie Walker Black, alone. Not even Casey's here to grunt at me and give me advice to help me fix things. He's gone too. Everyone is gone.

The only thing that keeping me going is revenge; I will find Agent Frost and kill her. She's not my mother. She hasn't been for a long time.

You know what they say.

Revenge is like venom

Once it has a hold of you

there is no way

you can turn back.