Not Like It Seems
Life is difficult,
But you can't give up that easily
Someone will reach out a hand,
And one day save you from your Pain
Just smile, and keep holding on
I may seem like a regular high school student, but I'm not... If you saw my true colors, you'd think I'm a freak. Probably beyond weird. But, to tell you the truth... theres more people like me.
Hi I'm Sakura Mikan! I'm a student at the infamous school in Tokyo called Gakuen Alice. Its a school for "special" students. When I say "special" I mean people with incredible powers. Well, for now I'll tell you that I'm a high schooler. I'm fifteen years old and I'm a 1st year in high school.
I guess at the moment you think I'm a bubbly cheerful girl, but I'm not... Actually, when you see me, I'm a stoic type of person. I guess its all because of my past. Well, it was my choice to turn myself into such a person but at least inside I have a heart... Right?
At this second I'm running for my life! I woke up really late! If I'm late once more Jin-Jin will shock me to death. (TT_TT) BooHoo
If I die... Maybe my life could have had some meaning... Well, today was my 1st month in this school. Its pretty horrible to tell you the truth. I'm hated by fan club girls, this perverted idiot peeked at my underwear and my best friend keeps shooting me with her Baka Gun!
As I got to the door of my classroom, I tripped and fell over the Oh-So-Famous Hyuga Natsume. It was terrible! "Hey Polka, would you mind getting off me. Your pretty heavy." Actually, your not. Your as light as a feather. That Natsume is pissing me off! I got up and then said "By your information, my name Is MIKAN! Not Polka!!! You pervert!" All he did was smirk. Ah, its getting me mad!
I moved aside and walked into the classroom. I whispered out "Good Morning Everyone" Some said 'good morning back, but some just ignored me. But, I didn't care to much. I ran as fast as I could to hug Hotaru, but she beat me to the catch. She hit me with her horse hoof invention. It hurt like hell but its worth it... I guess?
I was lucky, I got to class five minutes before it started! I wouldn't be able to live if I was late once more! The sad thing is, that my classes start and ends as : Math, English, Science, and History... Then I have my D.A class (Dangerous abilities class, if you didn't know.) It sucks... I know.
At the moment I wished that I was a bird. I want to be free. Free from this hell. If I could, I'd bring Hotaru with me. But... I can't. Life in Gakuen Alice, isn't as fun as it seems. Waiting for this life to pass me bye, is the hardest. I wish somebody would save me, but it would be useless. I'm like dirt... you could put diamonds on it, but it would still be dirt.
There could be so much more to my life, but I just waste it. These Alice's and whatever just pull me down. It changed me and gave me grief and sorrow. I wish that freedom was on my side, but sadly... it isn't.
The world is a beautiful place, but as long as there is Alice's, this world will be stained with crimson blood. This imperfect world is dark and dirty, as long as the devil walks along it... But, I pray that the God that I pray to and depend on, will listen to my plea. If you hear me now, please change this world for the better. I know you made me, so I can do something special, but... what do you want me to do?
Natsumes P.O.V
This is so wired... The girl I'm falling in love, is falling to the darkness so easily. I feel as if this beautiful brunette is moving further and further away from me. It hurts to know that I can't save her. Well, I bet I could, but Its just to hard.
I was watching her every move(okay, I sound like a stalker) she doesn't look to well. She looks sick or at least dazed, completely. She started drawing, ignoring the fact that she was in English class with that stupid gay teacher Narumi.
I notice she was drawing an angel. It was beautiful. In a way, It reminded me of Mikan. The beauty, the gentleness and the eyes that see past me. The only thing is, the girl I've been loving is as dense as a diamond.
End Of P.O.V
A few classes pass by and it was lunch. I got up and went straight to the cafeteria. I sat alone with my special star meal. Steak and lobster. Yum.. Then my best friend came with Tobita Yuu and the twins Anna and Nonoko. To tell you the truth Nonoko and Inchou (A.K.A Tobita-kun) are dating, how cute... As people kept flooding in the lunch room, a few more people sat with us. First : Sumire Shouda, then Koko, then Kitsume, then Mochu, then Aoi and lastly Natsume and Ruka.
We started talking about the most random things. Like waiters and there uniforms, how to eat curry and rice, Watching T.V at night and a bunch of weird topics. At least I find these people interesting. If I didn't, I wouldn't have friends like these. The thing is, I don't want to be attached, or else I might go back to the starting point of my sadness.