N: hey there people! Some of you may not know but I used to be xxidontcarexx and since some problems with my old account I had to get another and post my stories under a new name. hopefully we all can get re-acquainted with another as I re-post my stories.

I hope to hear from you guys soon!


Warnings: sex, lies, manipulation, Kagome bashing, yaoi, and other things later on as we go.

Disclaimer: I don't own Inuyasha


He just couldn't catch a break.

Just yesterday he fought his asshole of a brother and before that that evil wind bitch Kagura and creepy kid Kanna. Now Naraku has shown up right when they all just settled down for the night. No words were exchanged as Naraku immediately attacked with his miasma.

Miasma. The very word made him sick. Inuyasha hated the fact that Naraku used it every time they fought. He hated the way it crept into his nose and mouth like airborne sludge and the way it burned his eyes and muffled the sounds around his ears. It felt like he was drowning in the dark mass of the cloud-like substance.

It didn't help that he had to keep his bearings about him lest he and the weak human he let ride on his back get hurt making the rest of group to pick of the slack of his mistake. They'll all suffer if that happened.

"Now Inuyasha, don't tell me that a little smoke is bothering you?" Naraku's smooth, deep baritone rang somewhere above him making Inuyasha bristle at the condescending tone he used.

"Tch, as if! Why don't you come and show yourself, bastard!" Inuyasha angrily replied whipping his head around to try and get a sense of where Naraku hid.

A dark amused chuckle reached his ears a few feet behind him causing the hayano to swiftly turn his body towards that direction. His movements caused Kagome to fall off of him with a annoyed grunt. Inu glanced back at her for a moment not noticing the tentacles fast approaching.

"Inuyasha! Idiot! help me-watch out! " her warning came too late as the tentacles wrapped themselves around Inuyasha snatching him up and deeper into the miasma.

"Inuyasha!" called after him. Miroku and Sango joining in soon after.

The white haired teen could dimly hear his companions calls for him get steadily farther and farther away as he was hosted up higher and higher. He grunted when he came to a sudden stop. Inuyasha growled angrily and scratched at the hard tentacles and Naraku were he a lesser being would have rolled his eyes at the useless display. Nevertheless minor things can and will be overlooked. Such a shame that a beautiful creature like Inu was so crass.

"ahh,-" Naraku sighed drawing Inuyasha closer to him. "-now that we have a bit of privacy, let's get started shall we?" Inuyasha made a noise in confusion before Naraku gripped the back of his head, snatching it back then sank his teeth into the exposed pale flesh of Inuyasha's neck.

"Argh!" Inuyasha thrashed violently in Naraku's hold, trying to escape the searing hot pain flowing through his neck. Naraku deepened his bite and Inuyasha stilled with a whimper.

Something was going inside him. Inside his head. He felt it taking over his senses making him numb to everything around him. He suddenly felt so unbelievably tired and excited and exhilarated at the same time. His blood was pumping yet his breathing slowed. His bones and muscles ached yet his body sang with energy. What was this? It felt so gut-wrenchingly unnatural it had to be wrong. But why couldn't he push Naraku away?

Strong hands wandered his body and gripped him in places that left him trembling. Unused and naive to that kind of touch. Inu went limp in Naraku's hold, shivering as the older male finaly released his neck. Naraku smirked against Inu's skin and lapped up the blood slowly trickling out from his wound and untangled his tentacles from around the hayano's body. He held him close for a moment, breathing in his scent, before speaking.

"they will betray you Yasha," Naraku whispered hotly near his ear." they are afraid of you, your power." Small open mouth kisses were placed along Inu's forehead.

"you've seen it their eyes. that human fear of something they can't understand. won't understand."

"n-no…" Inuyasha protested weakly. No way that was true. They were his friends. His comrades. They never leave him, the couldn't.

Like he could read his mind Naraku replied softly, stroking the small of Inu's back.

"and why can't they? They don't owe anything to you. You're a convenient way to the jewel shards. Your just a means to an end. Just like with Kikiyo."

"liar! L-let me go! Bastard!" Inuyasha pushed and clawed at Naraku's chest to dislodge himself and Naraku let him go. He fell and landed shakily on his knees. Kagome and the others quickly surrounded him but Inu kept his eyes on Naraku, seeing him clearly now that the miasma was clearing away.

"you'll see reason in my words very soon Yasha. And when you do, I'll be waiting" Naraku's spoke very quietly so only Inu heard him and disappeared in a burst of miasma. Fucking lying bastard. It'll never happen. Never.

Kagome growled in irritation. First Inuyasha drops her in the middle of a battle and now he's ignoring her. Of all the nerve! standing up quickly, Kagome got into position and took a deep breath.

"Inuyasha?"

"yeah kagome?

"SIT BOY!"

N: don't worry the next chapter will be longer and I hope you like the new version!

much love,

N.