Tears
Hello! I was given the inspiration for this story from BeautyoftheTerra's Why Not Me? Fanfiction. This is purely a Finn/Wendy fanfic although with mentions of Loki/Wendy. Enjoy!
Finn couldn't take this anymore, he's trapped inside his own sorrows with no way out. Ever since he knew that Wendy was married to someone that wasn't...well...him. He knew it was selfish of him to want Wendy for himself, but he knew he couldn't stop the thoughts of what could've been if it wasn't for Loki.
Finn punched a wall as memories came flashing right before his eyes;
He remembered the night in the library, when they'd sent a bookshelf crashing to the ground. He remembered her laughter, her smile, her every move, and most certainly...her kiss.
He remembered when he left her on the worst day of her life, coming back to find that she'd moved on, not completely, but enough. He remembered their first kiss, the way her fingers scraped his hair,the way she was pinned against the wall, the way he took her breath away, and now...she'd moved on, found her love for Loki and left him behind, like a lost, abandoned puppy. Lost and alone... forever...
He crumpled to the ground as more memories flashed through his mind. It wasn't fair, all around him, life was moving on, ignoring his pain, his heartbreak.
He knew he wasn't the one for her, but he still hoped and dreamed, every day and every night, wishing for her to come back to him. Every time he saw her, he knew, that he fell for her, over and over again, each time stronger than the last. Now she has a future with Loki and he's now lost, no where to go, no where to hide from the world. He now had to pretend to be happy, that she was happy.
However, he still had that thought in the back of his mind that fought back.
'No! I want her to be happy with me'
And the other thoughts, that won, that said;
"But that's never going to happen and you know it'
Finn growled, curling into a ball, tears streaming down his cheeks as remembered things he didn't want to remember, saw things he didn't want to see, and thought things he didn't want to think.
Finn was so cold to Wendy and Loki now, it was the only way, to let the pain go away for a while.
"So, how did you get over Elora?" Finn asked Thomas, leaning against the wall because he simly didn't have the strength to hold himself up any more.
"I didn't" Thomas replied
"That helps" Finn muttered sarcastically
"Finn, If you ever loved her, then let her have happiness, let her go" Thomas suggested
"So I will forever be in pain, because there's nothing left fighting for"
Finn left the room, knowing that, now he knew that he was headed for a life of pain, he knew there was one thing he couldn't hold back ant longer...
...tears...