Again, this is the translated version, mistakes in grammar etc. possible. If I find one, I will correct it!

Death means tears. Death means grief. Death means sorrow.

"They are dead."

I can hear me talk. "What?" I ask.

They are dead. That's what flashes through my mind.

But where are the tears? Where is the grief? Where is the sorrow?

They are dead.

I can hear my heart pounding.

I can see the door closing.

I can smell the flowers.

But what do I feel?

They are dead.

I feel tired. No tears. No grief. No sorrow. Just tiredness.

They are dead.

My mind understands, but my heart doesn't.

Blessed the time till it does.