This is my first fan fic so please take it easy. Any advice would be great :) Review! I dont own twilight or the Vampire Daires

Chapter 1

Damon POV
I wondered around the house bored out of my mind. It was always boring when Stefan was at school. I mean I don't know how many times he has graduated out of that horrible place. As I walked around I started thinking about the good old days before Katherine came into our lives.

Not many people know this but Stefan and I had a younger sister, Isabella Marie Salvatore. We loved her so much. She had forest green eyes like Stefan and black hair like me and she was a year younger than Stefan. She was one of the most amazing people I have ever met. She was caring and selfless. The three of us were always together. It would always upset her if Stefan and I fought, so we would never fight around her. We both loved her too much. I really miss her. She would always bring out the good in me. Everything changed when Katherine showed up. Stefan and I started hanging out with her more and more and less with Isabella.

Flashback
Stefan and I were going for a walk out in the garden, fighting over who will win Katherine's heart. Today was the day we were going to find out who she was going to pick. While walking we saw Katherine's ring and a note attached. It basically said that she couldn't decide between us so she decided to die rather than choose. Stefan and I blamed each other and started fighting and we were fighting to the death.

After fighting for a few minutes, we both hear someone yell "STOP IT!" We both turn to see young Isabella. It was obvious she had been crying. Her green eyes were red and puffy, and her cheeks were stained with tears.

"Please stop! I love you guys and you're all I have! Please, please stop fighting!" she screamed.

Stefan and I just sat there, in the garden, staring at her in shock. She never yelled at us before. Has she looked at our expressions, she must have thought that we were ignoring her or something because tried to act mad, but it was clear she was more sad than mad. She yelled,"Fine do whatever you want! See if I care!" and ran off.
End of Flashback

Stefan and I just sat there thinking about the awful way we had treated our sister the past few months. She didn't come down for dinner, and we knew better than to ask dad. He and Bella didn't have the best of a relationship. After dinner we decided to go up to her room and apologize to her.

We knocked on her door, but no one answered. When we knocked again and the door creaked open. Isabella wasn't there, neither were any of her things. We saw a note on her bed addressed to Stefan and me. We picked it up and started reading it.

I still had the note; I went to my room and read it again. Has I read it, I could hear the words as if she were saying them, in her angelic voice.

Stefan and Damon,

I will always love you guys. Stefan, you will always be my big brother and my protector. Damon, you practically raised me and are more of a father figure than dad. I will never forget that. But it is clear to me that you guys don't love me like you used to. I understand, I mean who would really love me? I am a plain, ugly girl who killed her mother. (Our mother died giving birth to Bella. Father hated her for it, but Stefan and I loved her no matter what) I have decided to run away. Although I love you two dearly I can't stand to be at a place where I am not wanted. Maybe our paths will cross again and maybe then you two might love me again. Until then, I hope you two live long happy lives.

Yours forever, Isabella

After reading that note, Stefan and I blamed each other for our sister's actions. We started fighting again, only this time Isabella wasn't there to stop us and we ended up killing each other. Katherine's blood was still in our system, and we came back as vampires.

My eyes started to tear up again. I mean, how could she think we didn't love her?

All of a sudden Stefan and Elena came through the door. I quickly wiped my face off, but Elena still somehow noticed.

"Damon, what's wrong?" She asked with concern in her voice. I gave Stefan a look and he knew I was thinking about Isabella.

"Elena, why don't you sit down? We will explain." My brother said leading Elena to the couch.

"Actually little brother, I'm going upstairs. I don't really want to relive this memory." with that I ran up stairs. I know it pains Stefan just as much as me thinking about her, but I just couldn't talk about it, not now.

Somehow I found myself in Stefan room. I was only in here for her journal. She kept one like Stefan. We have both have read it, after she ran away of course. At first we couldn't find it anywhere in the house. I ended up finding it a few years later when I came back and killed my father for revenge.

I don't know why I'm torturing myself reading this. But I still, found myself looking through the journal, starting to read it again. As I got to the last entry before she ran away, I let out a deep sigh and began to read the one entry that I have read so many times, I have it practically memorized.

Dear diary,

Today, my worst fear came true. My brothers hate me. I finally worked up the courage to talk to my brothers about Katherine. You see she has been here for weeks and Stefan and Damon have been following her around like lost puppies. Ever since then, they don't spend any time with me. That leaves my father and I alone and I hate it. He beats me and verbally abuses me. Anyway I was going to ask them if maybe tomorrow we can just hang out the three of us, no Katherine. But when I talked to them about it, they got very upset saying things like "we need to help Katherine" and "how can you be so selfish". I looked down at the floor the whole time. When they were finally done with their rant, I looked up into their eyes. In Stefan's I saw pure disappointment. Damon's mirrored the disappointment but it also had something else...hatred. That really hurt deep. You see even though Stefan and I are closer in age, I had this special connection with Damon. Maybe it was because he practically raised me. I honestly don't know. Once I saw his eyes I mumbled my apologizes and ran from the room. I thought I heard Damon call me, but I kept running. Went in my room and locked the door. And now I'm writing this.

I hear my two brothers fighting in the garden, probably something Katherine related. I better go break up the fight before they hurt themselves. They may hate me but I don't hate them and I'm not going to let them get hurt.

I remember that day. Katherine had us under her spell. When Bella asked if we could spend the next day together, I blew up at her. How could she think that! Katherine was an "abandon orphan!" What I didn't know is that Katherine compelled me to dislike my sister so I wouldn't leave her for Isabella. When Isabella looked in my eyes, there was hate. I didn't think she saw it. See I didn't hate her but I hated the idea of not spending time with Katherine. But when she ran out of the room, starting to cry, I felt so guilty. I knew that she must think I hate her. I did call after her but she kept on running. Besides, right after she ran out, I saw the time and realized Katherine was going to decided between us. I thought I would give Bella some space and talk to her about it later. Now I really wish I had followed her to her room.

Stefan and I thought the dairy ended here. We were in pain at the thought of us being the cause of our sister's disappearance. While I was lost in thought, I looked at her dairy again, and I realized there were two more entries after this. I thought this one was the last one. As I looked through them, I gasped. I couldn't believe what I was reading. I had to tell Stefan.

"STEFAN!"