I do not own Twilight (Duh I wouldn't be on here)
He was truly gone. It had been three months and he was really gone. Again. I thought back to that day.
Where is he? I thought to myself while I climbed the stairs in his house. I heard giggling from his room and a squeaking. It sounded like a bed. Something in my stomach seemed to drop. But I pushed that repulsive thought from my mind. I had come over to surprise Edward. I felt a cool hand on my shoulder and whipped around to see Jasper. "Bella I...I need to come with you." he said sounding dad. "What?" I asked. "I need to see...Alice. She's in there." What ever silly feelings about Edward doing...something vanished. "Okay." I said. We walked up to the door. "Are you alright Jasper?" I asked quietly. Something seemed off. Why was he so sad. He nodded. I opened the door and gasped. Edward was on top of Alice. Naked. Kissing. They didn't notice us at first. I felt Jasper stiffen then slump. I let out a little cry. They both looked at us. Edward's face looked horrified as was Alice's. "Bella...Jasper..." Alice started. I turned and ran from the room as fast as I could. I heard Edward call my name but I ignored him. I almost made it out the door except to strong cold arms grabbed me. I thought it was Him, but it was Esme. "Bella darling whats wrong?" she asked. Jasper slowly walked down the stairs. "Jasper what happened?" asked Esme on the point of hysteria considering I was curled up on a ball on the floor sobbing so hard it felt as if my guts were being ripped out. Emmett walked in, took in the situation and said "I'll take her to Edward. I think he's upstairs." "No!" me and Jasper both screamed and he looked at our horrified expressions and turned to Esme for an answer. "I think we should have the rest of the family here." said Jasper quietly.
Five minutes later we were all sitting in the living room. Alice and Edward on one couch. Jasper and Carsile on one couch. Roaslie and Emmett on another. And me and Esme on the last."Okay what is this about?" asked Carsile. Alice and Edward shifted uncomfortably. "Alice and Edward were having sex." said Jasper in a dead voice. Everything was quiet for a minute then chaos erupted. While everybody was screaming no one noticed as I slipped out the door and left.
Then they were gone. Again.
I slipped into the dark house and up to my room and shut the door. I opened my sock drawer and took out a sock. I pulled out a razor. I lifted it to my wrists and cut. Blood seeped from m wrists and I gasped. I lifted my wrist to my mouth and licked my blood. It sucked. I felt a strong gust of wind and glanced out my window. Nothing. Of course not. "Stupid, Stupid." I muttered.
The next night was better for me. I reached into my sock drawer and pulled out a bulging sock. I reached in and pulled out a zip block bag filled with...