Hiyo~ This is my first Shizaya FF... Ugh... I haven't written a Fanfic in a while.. So it might suck...T^T and it's a POV btw.
But anyway... Enjoy!~
Diamonds. I hate them.
They're so fragile. They break at the softest of touches.
They couldn't handle me. Or maybe I'm just too damn strong... Nah.
But then again,
I love them.
They're pure; always radiating light. Shining, sparkling, like a star.
Now that I think about it, diamonds are like stars, and maybe even people. There are so many out there. Some, blazing more than others, always noticed. And others fade and are considered transparent.
But anyway, back to diamonds.
Fragile and useless. What's the point of having one if they'll just shatter?
Exactly like humans. There are so many weak and worthless bastards out there. They run, hide, and even break just at the sight of me. Useless.
Just like that flea, Izaya! Useless just like the rest! Too pussy to fight me head-on. He's good at running, I know that for a fact.
I've seen and owned many diamonds in my life. All of them. Shattered to pieces. All but one.
Izaya.
He's the only one who was able to withstand my soft touch. He didn't run like the rest. He didn't hide from me. And most importantly, he didn't break.
Damn it! Why the hell am I thinking about that stupid flea?!
...
I wonder how he feels about diamonds... or even me...
Then again... why the hell would he think about me anyway? We're sworn enemies for life. Tied by the threads of destiny.
But I wonder how this rivalry all started...
Was it a problem? A contest? A girl? I honestly don't remember and don't care.
Sometimes, I wish this little conflict between us never happened. Maybe we could be friends. Or something...
Damn. Why do I feel so differently for Izaya all of a sudden?! Angst? Paranoia? Or could it be...
Love.
Shizuo snap outta it!
But I can't deny it...
Do I love him? I can't even answer that.
Ugh. My head hurts now. All this thinking gives me heartaches... I-I mean headaches! I mean headaches...
I'm going to bed now...
Z-z-Z-z
"Hey, Shizu-chan..."
"I'll let you have my heart."
"But just be careful with it.."
"Cuz if you're too careles-"
"Shut up, Izaya. If I broke it, my world would fall apart..."
Just like a diamond.
Ugh... I now just realize that diamonds are actually the strongest; not the most fragile T^T Buuut... Let's the say for the Fanfic's sake, diamonds are the most fragile things in the world!~
...I'm so stupid... TT^TT *goes to an emo corner and sulks*
